apricot

apricot Mar 2

a boy I like
or liked

love is hard
when you've never experienced it before
mom will tell me
don't let anybody in
sister will tell me
to trust anybody
mama is married
not so happily
sister is single
many boys behind

love is hard
I don't know what to expect
especially from you
Mr. "DTF?"

boys are confusing

apricot Feb 28

Leave, Get out

Please, get out of my head
Please I am begging you
Leave
I don't need you here
But I do
I want you
Just you.
But it's your fault
I can't shut up about you
Please, get out of my head
I don't want you anymore
You can't make up your mind
Because I can't
It seems
It's only filled with you
Like all others did,
I want you to leave
But, I'm stuck with you
And you're stuck with me
I want you
Just you
No one else invading my head
I've gone crazy
Because you aren't in my head
I'm in yours
I've gone crazy
Because you don't want me
The way
I want you.

This is literally what my love life is currently wth

Feb 19

V3NUS

stop

stop asking my how I feel
I will always say I don't know

#feelings

apricot Feb 14

Roscoe

In quiet rooms, your barks fade,
A shadow left where memories wade.
A battle fought with weary grace,
Now emptiness fills your gentle space.
Time moves on, yet still I grieve,
For every moment I can't retrieve.
Though cancer stole what I held dear
I love you still

Sadly, I just lost my second dog to cancer.....again....

#dog #death #grief #cancer #sad #disappointed

Feb 10

Juan45th

Am I free?

Am I free?
Can I do anything I want,
and I'm still free?

Free is a big word,
it has been used since the
ancient times.

Still using in a
modern era of
free times.

But am I have
freedom in this
life?

I want to travel,
But no means.

I want to eat foods,
But can't afford.

I want technology,
But I need a payment.

So, I must find a job first.
Become slave just to earned,
just to fill my needs.

Freedom is a must,
But cash is the needs.

My question is,
Am I free?

Jan 29

R

Halsey//Colors

You were red and you liked me because I was blue
You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky
And you decided purple just wasn't for you.

I really love this song and I really connect with her.