For you, my love
I went to a bird market
And I bought a bird
For you
My love
I went to a flower market
And I bought a flower
For you
My love
I went to a junk market
And I bought a chain
A heavey chain
For you
My love
And I went to a slave market
And I searched for you
But I couldn't find you anywhere
My love

We're the leaf falling.
Moving, carried slowly
Touching, scraping the sidewalk,
Ripping, tearing under feet
Drying, crumbling into tiny pieces
Scattered, spread, carried in separate directions.
We're the leaf falling.

I'm bleeding out
Almost empty



You spite me
You tried to **** me



Sorry, I should have told you
I'm immortal



I bathe in blood
Drink the souls of those who fail



I created evil
Gave birth to fear



Yet, you think it's simple
To end me here?



Hear that ringing in your head?
That's a sign



Soon enough, I'll have your life
It's mine!



I can't wait until the moment
I steal your breath



It's such a rush
My own ecstasy



Oh, don't even scream
No one cares



Not a single person will hear it
They just don't value life anymore



Haha! Isn't is funny?
It's all because of me!



Now, cry. Beg me!
I want to hear your suffering



It's nothing to be ashamed of
You were misinformed



You didn't know who I was
Now you see



Shh It's all over now
Don't worry dear


After you die
It won't sting

We meet in costume
the one we chose
counting on
others choice
than the ones
we chose
and chose
and chose....

Your death
Is transforming my life.
My health is down the drain
My body is in pain
And my mind is in a far worse state
I'm depressed and a wreck
I don't sleep or eat
At least not the way I used to.
These bloodshot eyes are tired of leaking
My chest wishes to rest
And the only time I'm not shaking
Is when my lips
Are curled around a cigarette
And smoke abundant in my lungs.
Some may call it a mental breakdown
I call it grieving.

It's spring.
The apple blossoms are turning pink
The trees are getting green leafs.
The daffodils are pretty.

It's cold.
The temperature is low.
People stay to themselves.

My heart is stirring,
But Love is low.
I fear my heart may not survive.

I met you once
Once,  one night
You changed thoughts inside my head
And I wished that night we could have
Layed in the bed
And talked a lot
Talked a lot
Of things we wished we would have said
You took away all the bad thoughts
Regardless what happens from now
Till then
Just know you were a present
not a mistake
Everything I said were all the things I
Meant

I woke up one day
In a sudden haze
To realize I stepped back into reality
But the fog had not cleared
From my fragile mind
My dream that I had
Is what I want this time
Then I slept 5 days in a row
To lay down in bed
Processing the same dream
Over and over again
It was the most beautiful thing
A bittersweet fantasy
To dream of lying with you
Was enough to keep my sanity