Pounding my fist upon the wall,
Please tell me it will all make sense one day.

I stare into the mirror,
Afraid,
I am afraid of the girl staring back at me,
Drip drip drip,
From wounds on wrists,
My body craves being held,
In strong arms,
I laugh when I cry,
Those dogs still howling,
Weeping into night,
Frighten me,
Make me feel
Alive.

There above the clouds,
Above the trees,
The brightest light,
Waves hello in the night sky
Calling to me.

As if the wind,
Could swoop me up,
Send me out into that deep dark sky,
To hold that star,
I wish to hold it in my hands.  

How odd it is,
To look up at it so far,
To feel its presence,
Feels like home that star,
It lays snug in the inky depths of space.

As if some great power was calling to me.

I knew exactly what I wanted,
Could form the image in my mind,
Perfectly,
To live within my blue dream,
Smell it's lilac,
But never the ability to attain it.

I wished so deeply--so badly,
To reach far within myself,
And with all of my might,
Pull myself back out.

Your lips to kiss,
I want.
Your hands to feel,
I crave.
The touch of you,
I melt.


Please kiss me before the night ends,
Before it's too late for us.

Diamond eyes, crystallized,
Like shining moons,
To kiss my thighs, memorize,
The way you make me swoon,
Ruffled hair, turn the tides,
Like the way you do,
Forget me nots, filled with pride,
Left me way too soon,
Broken nails like broken glass aligned,
Falling for the ruin,
To utter the words, sadly divined,
The intensity of you.