i took faith by the hand and walked with her slowly
she whispered sweet nothings into my ear had me believing
she took me to a place i wasn't familiar with
she had my attention, her truth seemed so real
i had emotions again, i could finally feel
she told me all terrible things with time will heal
i took faith by the hand and ran with her swiftly
things started to change even more quickly
she took me to a place filled with the unknown
i was finally no longer afraid of what things might be
as i looked passed the darkness all i could see
my own reflection looking back at me


apn

Behind the smile and behild the laugh,
the anguish that's felt never collapses.
Every corner and every chase ceases to exist in this sacred place.
Mind so bottled; heart completley filled, hoping and wishing for another life to build.

waiting eagerly and very patiently
as you sit there expressionless
waiting to hear your voice
understand your words
feel your thoughts
but nothing is
spoken, not
a single
word

apn

the rain drops drip down slowly
on the edge of the building
as i look down i think
"would i drip as slowly as the water
falls so soft?"

As i run through the mountians
I have nothing on my mind
I close my eyes and breathe in
Feelings the fresh air enter my lungs
The pain and hurt slowly fades away

For nature calms the anxiety
As the sunlight reaches my face
The glow warms my whole body
I have found my nirvana

On a mountain near a waterfall
I watch the water crash against the rocks
It reminds me of all my anguish  
It come slowly but falls fast and hits hard

I close my eyes and feel the wind
It blows against my face
Sending chills down my spine
For I have found my nirvana
And I do not wish to leave

You are gone and I am here
I am stuck, and full of fear

Your promises were empty
All filled with lies

You know we were okay
Once we looked in each others eyes

But you are gone and I am here
Im just stuck, trying not to tear

When we said goodbye I cant deny
That I felt something horrifying inside

I knew that this was it
Its officially over

Nothing left to do
But try and stay sober

Inside our hearts we knew it was true
But honestly

I cant get over you