Ignore the ignorance of the ignorant let them keep bickering,
They speak of illiterate,
They see a vigorous factor and try to tear down the foundations it postures.
Snickering like children's laughter
They're all lost and know not what there after,
Use a belligerent tone
Articulate the words and make whats yours be owned,
Act like you do when alone
Do not let fake attributes insert your fragile dome.

Declared to withhold
Soul gazing project
Lost for words
I remain blind
The death of the dream

Because If I could
I would

I was ready to ride..
He was ready to die...
Not knowing we came to surprise...
He just wanted to fly.
As time flies, he almost didn't rise.
God send me to save him from his own demise.

Dawg don't cry.

I woke him up at just the right moment.
Lord don't make him repent.
You know it wasn't the right moment.
He was in so much pain.
Some hardly knew it.
We all dead inside dawg
Just don't fkn fuel it.

I saved him without knowing.
I came with food and drinks excited not knowing.
I came out of love and loyalty
No fkn folding.

Thank you God for sending me without knowing.
He wasn't ready for the world ...
of the unknowing.

...just listen up & keep going...
It don't end here bro, I promise.
It keeps going.

Love is pain.
This world is ugly.
Lifes a bihhh, we ain't all lucky.
I don't want any more dead homies..
I want them here or earth.
No judging.
It's a tug a war dawg
Keep tugging.

They say progress,
Not perfection...
They say be patient, for that right affection.
Fk all them problems.
Just put em in sections.
One mffa at a time..
No clock out stations.

Don't let them win.
Don't let them in.
The evil won't win, if you don't let it swim.
Once you love yourself and let go, your life will begin.
Fk a sin.
Let your life begin.

I'll be there to see it happen..
I saved you from yourself...
no cappin'
Let go of the sadness, the madness.
It's time to love YOURSELF and make shyt happen.

When your lonely...
Just know we all give a fk
There's always a light at the end of the tunnel.
Don't give up.
Just take care of yourself..
And level up.

Look up &
Don't stay down..
Get up..
We too far off the ground.

Just stand your ground..
Ten toes down..
And..
If you can't be found...

I'll keep your head above water.. Won't let you drown.

Money is the root of all evil
Stay humble.
Don't dance will the devil...
It'll **** you

Broken but staying afloat..
How much longer before I'm completely b r o k e?
I ain't talking money, I'm talking mentally folks.

I have a home, money and my son..
It took time to get rid of that ***, ****** the life out of me like a baby does his thumb.. energy ******..
Consistently numb....every 2 secs ...
"I need a blunt"

Not content or happy
Who gives a fk , it's my luck, but don't get me wrong, I've acknowledged I'm lacking and a little stuck.

Stuck in a world of everyone's growing pains, mine included, no names.
It's a constant learning game
Where do I wanna end up? where I'll feel no pain,  no constant blame.

Just calm and collected and wants out the game, she's a born made hustler but refuses to keep shyt the same.
Got noone to blame
Fk the fame..
Shyt ain't the same.
I lost myself in the mix & ain't ever been the same.

One door closed but  7  windows opened.
For a moment, I was able to breathe again without folden.

Oxygen back in.
Suddenly i'm back and all in.
I don't wanna be him..
No fkn kingpin..
Just let my bro who made me out the fkn pen
so
"the life" we always wanted,can fkn BEgin.

At times life is surreal.
Sometimes I just don't feel...
....autopilot sorta say...
NO FEELS.
Devil dancing on my shoulder
No kills.
Lemme gravitate away with these pills, yes isolation..
see how It feels.

On cloud seven, not quite 9...
Hanging on..passing time,
acting just fine..
Still on the rollercoaster of
The infinite h i g h.

Tommorow is another day.
Pack away the pain.
Don't forget what you've gained.

Risked my life for my family,
and always got paid.
Roll a paper plane
Let the ones who broke you live in vain.
I'ma soar, fly, break the window pane.

Let them drown without you cause you still have everything to gain.

What now... I didn't die...
Just sitting inside my mind,
I died inside.
Hitting my blunt in what seemed to be a session of an endless cry, Instead of what I wish was an everlasting high.

He hurt me again.
Words more than any..
Swords stabbing me, it's TOO many.
More than fkn PLENTY.
Someone pass me the Henny.
Wish I would of only fell in love with the feti.

I snapped.
Not in half ....breaking fast.
In pieces, immediately I turned into ash, **** that, more like your favorite huge glass, mirror in a million pieces
Nothing but fkn GLASS.
He knew that was my vice, my devil in it's flask.

It was all too fast.

Might as well just put me in my newly givin cask...

I tried to grab his face with tears in my eyes...to beg to know how he could accuse me of going back to the drug that almost literally killed me inside. I wanted to just shake him....
anger filled me.
All bullshiiiii aside.
The drug that almost took me from my son. THAT killed me inside.

Instead my hands went for his throat Like a gun..just wanted him to dry up n shrivel as a dead flower does underneath the rising sun.
Riding the wave, I'm afloat, I am the black ****** goat, head over water let me fukn float.
Socks turning blue, will I really stay afloat?

I didn't even know I could cry like that anymore..didn't think I could feel that anger anymore...didnt know there was any left...guess some was kept.
Only I am left....
Alone, accused, abused by the words you don't wanna hear from the one person you thought was "it" for you.

My whole life I've had this bad habit of wanting to run ...
A GO GETTER.
I'm fearless..  but to run from my sorrow...possible, but
never.

I'm too clever.
Ready to make nobody my forever🖤

Lifes a lesson and I'm on the highest ****** level, for now I'll put away the shovel, won't stoop to that fkn level.

This feeling feels like home...
I wish my pain could come,
like phone ****** home..
sorry pain you can't come.

Let's go Zbby...
I think it's time to overcome.

I'm done. You know who you are..
You had your fun, now it's my turn to point my fkn 4000 Dolla gun.