I'm not fully ready to be with you
I am still figuring myself out
But what if being ready is a myth
Fabricated by those who let fear win
I don't want to let this linger any longer
I need you under my skin
I need you in my veins
In my sheets
In my arms
You have been in my mind
Since the fourth of July
And I can't stand pretending anymore
I know it's not smart
But I need to follow my heart

..And it leads me to you.

These are the nights
I wish I'd say to you
It's alright
or There's a brighter side to your clouds

Yet sorrow's got you now
But
I'm gonna say it here
I know you may not be reading this but
I'll still be here
after you have found yourself.

If I could
I'd run away
from being me
I'd let this
endless journey go
to finally be free
but I am reminded
that every path
has it's burdens
to flee is pointless
you can not escape
the pain that is
to be alive.

'It's the right thing to do'
doesn't make it hurt any less
I'm happy just being friends,
but it means my life's a mess.

Don't call me crazy
You don't know what I've been through
Or how I feel
You don't acknowledge me
Nor my pain
You're not in my shoes
You don't see what I see

It hurt
It was painful
What you did to me

Why did it have to be this way?
Why didn't you just tell me the truth
I had a gut feeling
I knew what you did
And yet sometimes I wish I didn't findout

Maybe it was a good thing I did
Atleast she told me the truth
And now I am alone
And ashamed
You became the person I thought you'd never be

It hurts
So just don't

Water and the rocks,
Splish and splash, the river goes.
And there,
at the top of the mountain,
The moon hangs above the trees

like a boomerang
It comes and goes
As the night falls

Shh, Hear the waterfalls.
And there,
at the riverbank, a wolf howls.

Don't go falling for these Cali boys. They're undeniable, selling dreams with kisses on top. Views of the boulevards and sights of the sun. You might just find him and fall all at once.