I write about you in my head,
Without even knowing when and how.
I do not love you like the bee loves flowers,
I do not blush for you like a brook in the sunlight.
I love you like a nocturnal psychedelia.
I love you like darkness,
Consuming and hauntingly beautiful.
I know how I want you,
Meet me on a December night.
Undress me,
Shut my eyes,
Drink me raw,
Smell my hair,
Colour me in your murky lust.
Smoke me like a cigarette,
Burn my ***** with your smouldering lips.
Annihilate me,
Fail me,
Love me and then, leave me.
Sing Sinatra to me,
Ruin a song,
A song that I cannot listen to, again.
I want to wake up next to you,
Looking at your face, knowing you can’t be mine.
I’ll bring you coffee in bed,
Be gone before I come,
Escape from the back door.
Be the infidel Zeus,
Leave me naked in your linen, whiffing.
Annihilate me,
Fail me,
Love me and then, leave me.
**** me in the wintry mist,
I’ll scream in the starry night.
Leave me shivering with a gushing sadness
Curled up on the cold floor, naked
Forget me, disengage,
Love me and then, leave me, would you?