Do you ever feel your silence screaming loudly?
Do you ever feel your heart beating out of your chest?
Do you ever feel your mind take off without you?
Do you ever feel yourself slip away?

I am my own shrink.
Ya i know it might sound a little  crazy,
But some times it helps me think.
Don't think of me as someone lazy,
Because anxiety  is a while lotta  work,
Don't worry  I'm trying.
If you  give me confidence I'll give you a smirk.
It may help me from  feeling like I'm dieing.
Sometimes I feel alone,
But certain things makes me feel alive.
Most of the time I feel like the unknown.
Thank God I have music to survive.

I can't handle my emotion.
With all of this commotion.
Deep inside I wanna hide.
I'm sorry but  I just lied.
You don't have to dig deep.
To see I wanna  weep.

Silence is what screams at me.
Silence is what I've become.
Silence is what I am.
Silence is what ruined me.

You may think I'm  rude.
You may think I'm stuck up.
But deep inside I really want to talk to you.
I might not look like I'm in a good mood.
I'm Just hoping you tell me what's up?
But you don't so you just sit there and judge me like you always do

My imagination leads me far from this world.
My imagination shows me what I need
My imagination shows me what I truly want in my life.
My imagination makes my expectations go through the roof.
I hate my imagination mostly because its imaginary.

I'm just a misfit.
I just don't fit in.
I'm just a outcast.
I'm just missing my past.