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 Sep 2015 alex
Myriah
October
 Sep 2015 alex
Myriah
And, just like that,
summer,fell into fall
Pretty leaves and crisp air,
Pumpkins and  sweater weather
October is my favorite color.
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
today would make zero days clean
everyday i try do hard not to cry
everyday i try to ignore the laughter
everyday i try to do my best to smile
but every time i try, i try to hard or i dont try hard enough
but the thing i realized is that i will never be good enough
help
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
i told her how i felt
i  told her things that i never told anyone
i  told her that im okay
but im not
im lost.....
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
one day i want her to feel the pain i felt inside
one day i want her to feel what its like to take a blade across her skin
one day i want her to feel what its like to be heart broken
one day i want her to feel like she worthless
one day i want her to feel the same way i felt when she broke my heart
one day i want her to feel all alone
one day i want her to feel whats its like to get laughed at
one day.......one day i want her to feel the sadness i felt inside
i love her so much but i want her to feel the same **** i felt when she broke my heart
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
when i look at myself i feel......
fat
worthless
ugly
a  nobody
unneeded
stupid
i feel like i have no  reason  to  be  *here
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
The sadness over takes the body and its hard to stop,
the sadness hurts so bad,
and  taking the blade to your skin and making yourself bleed
just to make the pain go away,
but wait the pain is still there
the pain you left me with the hurt that will never go away,
I gave you my heart and you gave me a knife,  
you took my heart and through it on the floor like it was trash
I could have gave my heart to someone that really cared,
the blood is dripping on the floor
slowly and you start to count
one cut two cuts three cuts
and you keep counting  up
and all you can  remember is the pain
that was left,
and all you do is cry……..
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
...
i......miss you..........im sorry
ughh **** me
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
its not okay so stop telling me everything will be okay
i'm done hiding my feelings
i'm done crying over someone that doesn't care,
i'm done trying to keep her when all she is doing is pushing me away
i'm done with the world telling me it's going to be okay.....
o days clean.....is that okay?
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
what happened to "us"
was there ever a "us"
did you really want a "us"
you told me you loved what we had
i wish there was a "us" but look
there isnt a "us" anymore
yesterday you called me and told me you"loved me"
did you really
when you fell asleep on the phone with me
were you happy
when you said "i made you the happiest person live"
was that true
or was it all a lie?
help me its getting harder to breathe
 Sep 2015 alex
maybe one more day
i love you
your beautiful smile shines brighter then the sun
your laugh is amazing
your hands fit in mine like they are made to be
your smile lightens up my world
your the best thing that happened to be
but now that i lost you
i cant take it
it hurts
i read through our old messages
and remembering that reason why i love you
i cry and cry
but i tried so hard
you were never mine
the way you looked into my eyes,
i wanted to die,
i tried so hard not to fall for you
but when i held you in my arms
i cried all i could do way cry, because i always wanted to make you mine
you didnt push me away when i held you why?
to: L.N.C
from: my friend N.M.H
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