Waiting on you to leave
The love is no longer the same
I sit and pponder
if I'm to blame
If I didn't kiss your forehead while you slept
If I didn't softy whisper I love you when your not near
Maybe it was the way my heart stared pumping, thumping
Or how my soul felt whole
I guess I'll never know.
And I'll pray that  you won't go

You just stand there watching me fall
You could have saved me
Instead you slept
Instead you complained
All I asked for was you love
Your affection
I'm falling out of
I'm falling out of
Something I don't want to
You take my love
And take it
I never even see a glimpse
I never hold your hand
You never take my picture
You never call me your man
You never seem proud
Do you love me ?
I don't know
All the girls in the world and your the only one I see
I lay next to
I no longer sleep
It no longer the same
Even stop screaming my name
I'm waiting on you to leave me
Does that make me insane

I want to be hooked
Addicted to you
First thing in morning
Addicted to you
Last thing at night
Addicted to you
Alway on my mind
Addicted to you
Perfect fix every time
Addicted to you
Losing my mind
Addicted to you
Losing myself
Addicted to you
I know I'll never win, because I'm
Addicted to you

I scream and I fight but no hears the cries. at night
When
I feel like giving up
When
I want this to END
When
no one can hear me with this fake grin
When
I pretend to smile
When
I pretend laugh
When
I look inside is
When
I cry, Its also
When
I can't Sleep at night
When
A man needsheld
When
He needs glued, That is
When
I look to you
When
I try to feel you, your never there
When
Looking for you, you are never found
When
I need made whole.