ANTONIO Ainnoot

ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019

I always knew what I had

never thought about it after

How could I ever stay mad?

Have you ever heard her laugh?

#laugh #poem

ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019

flower

I wanted to give her my seed
She dragged my name through the dirt
She takes more than she needs
She's never been down to earth

#seed #dirt #poem

ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019

the other one

I was ready to let you go
at a moments notice.
I hope you know what you did
with that F'ing slow kiss.
While I drown in my sorrow
You float like a lotus flower.

#poem #lotus #flower #love #dying

ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019

oblivious

The world could be submerged,
probably no longer on this earth.
The ground has split In two.
I don’t know a thing
‘cause all I can
think about is
you

#poem

ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019

let me fall

You let me fall for you
I became so used to your touch
now I am paying for your wrongs
I know where I messed up.
I feel so ashamed
of the love coursing
through my veins.
the flame of passion
that you left me remains
but you being someone else’s
will never change.

#poem #love

ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019

I wonder.

I lost it.
my mind & train of thought
now I’m exhausted
I lay in my bed
But sleep evades me.
I keep
Replaying our conversations.
how’d we go from speaking daily
to plans being a maybe

I toss and turn
In search of comfort.
my rooms dark.
the sun hurts.
will you ever let me sleep
Sometimes I wonder

...will you ever let me sleep?
Sometimes I wonder

#poem

ANTONIO Ainnoot Mar 2019

concoction

Nothing is ever as it seems.
I thought you were the remedy,
now your name poisons my dreams.
I see you before
I go into a slumber.
You were such a habit to call
but I wish I never took your number

What have you done?

#poem