all is fair in love and war
but you went too far
and you pulled me apart

my world is crumbling around me
and all I can do is wait till its done
so I can pick up the pieces again

my dying breath will be your sigh of relief

I sit in my void
and I search for the code,
the key to this enigma,
because secrecy is key
when you love unrequited,
so I will write about you,
for you
but first I must find
the unsolvable code
of our relationship

I envy my muse
for it must be nice
to be loved so much
that one would wish
to declare it to the world

I'm always catching up
notes in school
fashion trends of the cool
I feel like im always behind
but by the time I catch up
it will surely be time to die

To my lover who hails from the land that rules the waves,
Though I may never see you
I pray you will sail to me even if im in my grave

We are separated by sea and sand,
But I long for a day I can feel your touch,
Because life without you i've decided is very bland,
But living without seeing you is extremely rough