Constantly screaming never any silence.

I always ask them to shut the **** up but they don't listen to me.

Always saying nasty things always trying to control me.

Why won't they just leave me alone for one **** night.

One drink, two drink.... **** they are just getting louder.

One pill, two pill..... finally I'm asleep.

Why are you here let me sleep.

****** you're good. There is no escape.

Constantly screaming never any silence.

Sleep is running
away from me
I can't seem
to catch up

Gasping for air
I can't catch
my breath

It's a constant
struggle but its
a struggle I
embrace with
open arms

For I know
when I do
sleep...
Ill be so tired
Ill get to have
endless dreams
of you

Water flows endlessly,
I only wish I had such a simple life.