Do you remember the park?
Because I'm there right now, it's dark

How we used to be so in love here


But now I'm lost in this godforsaken place
I don't even remember your smiling face

I hate the angels that almost took you away



Why didn't they take me

I'm sorry I pretended to be angry at you. I need to hear your low voice and feel your arms around me. I'm crying alone in my room and I have nothing to hold because I threw your sweater into the back of closet. I'm so confused and the razor in my bathroom continues to taunt my skin. My tears feel hot against my cheeks. I hate myself so much.

I sometimes dream of the devil
He wants to take my soul someplace
Even though I know of his evil
I let his cold steal away of my scarred face

Now I'm hungry for pain
My heart is gone
And the devil left a stain
Where is the light that once shone?

As the sunset fades from the sky
As sugar disappears in tea
Please explain why

Because the love we had is fading
And my heart continues aching
Like how my lips used to after kissing

There is a monster clawing at my soul
Salvaging all of my love

And I've seen this creature before
It haunts my dreams as a tiger hunts prey
Fear of this monster may never go away

And as I stare at the mirror
The monster stares back

Blank paper
One's mind remains drifting
Into a bleak nothingness

Someone just said something about me,
It’s starting to drive me crazy,
Oh please don’t make it start again,
This isn’t a feeling that can be supported by any men,

My thoughts are beginning to race,
At much too fast of a pace,
I keep trying to make it stop,
I can already feel myself drop,

It’s called anxiety,
Oh there goes gravity,
Here comes insanity,
And everyone’s pity,

I’m starting to lose control,
I can’t feel myself as a whole,
I need help,
I need help,

Here we go again,
I can’t wait for,
The moment when,
My head stops its own war,

It’s called anxiety,
It’s not ending anytime now,
It’s being juged in our society,
It’s not something we should allow,

It’s called anxiety,
Oh there goes gravity,
Here comes insanity,
And everyone’s pity