sometimes
i think all we ever do
is fall in love with the same person
over and over
in the shape of someone new

i honestly feel so difficult
to write this
i don't know if this is
such a pep writings or
is this just me
forcing my mind
to fight all the insecurities
and deep sadness inside

we
we deserve everything in this life
all the little things

we deserve everything

those things that make us feel alive
make us happy
peace comes
all of the sudden

just believe in that
we will see better days
where we'll not feel
empty anymore
no more heartbreaks
no more promises
no insecurities

i'm not hypocriticalling myself

we are same
hear all of the happy songs
but your soul keeps playing
all of the sad songs

everything is fake
but i believe no more ache
in the future fact

just keep trying to
love
yourself
more
   more
     more
        the most

eye to eye then
I to I now

us then
ash now

it feels just a second ago
doesnt it?

we used to be magnets
now we are on a same pole

rejection
getting harsh
harsh

we used to be ←→
before →←

→magnets' law←

there is something
controlling us
or
is it just us
losing our fascination?

i woke up
5 am as usual
my mind was open slowly

i awoke
still the same
but
it was like
my eyes couldn't really open
was i still dreaming?
what did i dream about?
nothing

felt different
couldn't feel my feet
the feet that i used to walk you
step by step

couldn't touch my shoulders
the shoulders that you used to
fall back down

couldn't move my fingers
the fingers that you used to touch
and play

but wait

i could still lick my lips
that we used to kiss
imagined it could happen again