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Mar 2014 · 305
Goodbye
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
Good bye he says.
I'm sorry he says.
Kiss me he says.
Love me he says.

No.

Good bye she says.
I don't care she says.
You had your chance she says.
******* she says.

Good bye I say.
Don't listen to his lying words I say.
Don't kiss him I say.
Don't fall for his fake love I say.
Take charge of your own life, don't let some guy ruin it for you I say.
Mar 2014 · 539
You and I
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
You greet me with a warm hello.
You blush when you ask me out.
You smile when I accept the roses.
You tell me you'll always love me.

I say Bonjour and you laugh.
I get butterflies in my stomach when you ask me out.
I blush when you hand me the roses.
I tell you I'll always love you.

You kiss a girl.
You are happy.
You say hello, again.

I wonder, Why?
I am sad.
I don't say Bonjour.

You say your in love with me.
You tell me you'll never leave me.

I say your a liar.
I say you won't ever leave me, because I'm leaving you.

You ask why?

I answer, Because your a cheater.
Mar 2014 · 383
Pain
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
Pain
Like a heart beat
Is Constant
The never ending sorrow of a broken heart.
Her aching memory of when they we're torn apart.

Pain
Like a river
Flows on
The unforgettable fact that it's over.
She wishes he was closer.

Pain
Like Love
Never stops
The near end is never seen.
How could he blame her for being so nieve?
She is only a human being.

Pain
Like life
Only ends in death
She takes a drink and swollows the pills.
No more nightmares, no more him, no more bills.

Pain
Like suicide
Can be avoided
Mar 2014 · 568
Everythings Gonna' Be Ok
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
Love is a peaceful place that doesn't last forever.

He lie there, limp and lifeless on the ground.
Her saddened heart began to pound.
She wanted him in her arms, awake, laughing, and alive.
Her tears and aching heart, we're evidnce she wouldn't survive.

She loved him.
Cared for him.
Missed him.

She laid beside him.
His eyes closed, body still.
She kissed his cheek and began to spill.
I love you, she whispered.
She stroked his forehead and sang his lullaby
One last time as he slept forever

"Don't cry little angel
Everythings gonna' be alright
Everythings gonna' be ok
Hush, little angel
Don't be afraid
I'll always be here till the last crusaid
I love you my darling angel
Drift on into darkness
Don't cry
Don't be afraid
Everything's gonna' be alright
everythings gonna' be ok"
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
They say they understand how we feel...
They say they know us...
They say they control us...

But they dont understand us,
They don't know us,
And like Hell they control us!

Yeah, I'm so sick of all the bull crap! ( repeat line )

They say they want us gone...
Yet they act as us...
They dress like us...
They pose as us...

And they say we're the freaks when we're not trying to live someone else's life!

Yeah I'm so sick (so sick) of ll the bull crap (bull crap)!
That they try to **** on us...
No that's not how it's gonna' be...

They want us to change...
They want us to be more like them...
Yet, what they don't realize is,
We already are like them,
We just have our own spin on reality!

I'm so sick of all the bull crap!

We are not dressup dolls with fake emotions,
We are the out casts!
We are Emo...
We are Gothic...
We are who we want to be!

I'm so sick of all the bull crap!
So don't bring on the bull crap,
Keep it away from us!
We are done ( Repeat line 2x )
Mar 2014 · 1.2k
Forbidden Spell
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
Torture.
Trickery.
Disobedience.
Failure.
Disappointment.
Trigger­ death and more.

Cauldron boil, mix thy ingredients quite well.
Hear my plea's as I cast my forbidden spell.

Hokas-pokas,
Let her focus.
Make her see what she's done to me.
Turn her living bell into a torturous Hell.
Make Kristen Scott a memory long forgot.
Kritsten Scott was one of the major bullies of my seventh grade year, but its been quite some time since I've heard any thing from her.
Mar 2014 · 718
I Hate This School
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
I hate this school.
Thinking I care for her would make you a fool.
The harassment, bullying, and plain torture isn't cool.

I hate this school.
I wish I could move.
The girls, the boys, to them I will prove.

I hate this school.
No one likes me.
Oh, what I would give to be free.

I hate this school.
As I wait, board, and ready for the bell,
I hope to God they all burn in Hell.
I wrote this poem in seventh grade, I was being bullied pretty harshly, but I'm glad to say that I'm still here and that I overcame that part of my life.
Mar 2014 · 1.0k
It's Raining
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
It's raining out side.
It's raining and I'm stuck in here.
It's raining and I'm looking out the window.
It's raining and all I want is to see you.

It's raining out side.
It's raining and I'm alone.
It's raining and I'm watching the sky cry its saddened tears.
It's raining and all I want is to hear your voice.
see your face
feel your touch
baby all I want is you
Mar 2014 · 326
Why?
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
You I love and could never hate.
I remember when we kissed on our first date.
I wanted more but you pulled away and said, "It's getting late."
I kissed you again and said, "I live you."
You smirked and said, "I love you too."

The next day I open my locker to find a note saying, "I will love you forever."
I blush and kiss the note.
I can't wait to be locked in your embrace,
My sweet entranced lover.

You knock on my door with an arm full of roses.
I grin as he poses and knee;s to the ground.
I star to cry when you say you want to make your love profound.
As soon as we kiss, and you leave, I call my freinds and our love is heard all around.

Three days later you call me and ask me to meet you at the park.
My stomach is full of butterflies because you wan to meet after dark.

When I see you my heart skips a beat.
Your not alone.
I know you can see I'm confused but you can't feel the heat.
She holds up your hand, tightly bound in her's.
I can't help but cry and my hearts so broken it pours.

You tell me your sorry.
She says don't worry.
I say I hate you.
Though, I never really could.
She kisses you.
If I didn't have a record maybe I would...

I wanna' know why.
We we're so happy.
I know it was kind of sappy.

She pulls you in for a deeper kiss.
I just can't resist.
I lunge for her.
I don't hear your whinny pleas.
I punch her over and over, feeling my anger slip away.
You pull me off of her as I slap ypu and dash away.

I try to hide my saddness.
When I get home no one will notice but I refuse to show weakness.

I said I hated you.
I thought, Why?
Why did you betray me?
Just the other day you said you loved me.

I dumped the water out of the vase and threw your roses away.
I hoped, Like the memory, of you they would decay.
Why?
My heart aches with what pieces are left of it.
You broke it as you saw fit.
Why?
Do I get an answer?
No.
Mar 2014 · 262
December 13th ,2013
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
I desperately want to love you..but I'm afraid that if I get close again..you're going to hurt me. I'll just let you do it too...because I'd rather love you and be hurt by you than try to be with anyone else...but I'm not sure how strong i can be if my foundation keeps collapsing...I hardly ever tell how I feel because I can't take the chance of hurting you with my words, the thought physically makes me sick...that I could even remotely hurt you. So, when I actually do have something relevant, you'll still probably never hear it...I hate how I feel utterly helpless... I feel like I can't do anything to help you and honestly, I just feel like I'm a huge bother to you and you just keep me around because you pity me..sometimes I think you hurt me on purpose, but of course, I would never say that to you..I just couldnt..so a rant to myself on this is as good as it's going to get..just remember, I still love you, even if I do get secretly mad sometimes...I'll love you no matter what happens..
Mar 2014 · 547
Disapointed
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
I'm disappointed once again. 
They just don't seem to understand. 
They're causing so much pain.
And I've tried, oh I've tried to lend them a helping hand.
As I watch them doing stupid ****, 
I'm fed up with all of their lies.
I'm so done with it. 
I can't take another one of their pointless goodbyes.
They say they love us
But then why 
why won't they stop?
I'll give them up without fuss.
Maybe they'll change their ways
 If they're confronted by a cop.
Mar 2014 · 791
Once Upon a Time
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
Once upon a time there was a beautiful girl.
A beautiful girl who never cried,
Never whined,
She could only smile.
She smiled and smiled,
But all the while
She inside began to break,
Her heart,
Her soul.
Just another fake smile
To walk the sad sadistic mile called life.
Until she let go.
She sat in silence,
Her ever-longing urge to stop,
Smile still on her face,
Watching,
Waiting,
For her pain to stop.
Then with one last icy chill,She smiled one last time,
Before she said goodbye.
Syddy Raye Mar 2014
I want to do something crazy
Something no one expects of me
I want to watch their faces as they lose the respect they had for me
I want to smile as I destroy myself, in hopes of bringing you back to me

Every last goodbye kiss we shared
With all the scars we tried to heal
Each of us wondering which one really cared
Which one one understood how the other would feel
Saying whatever comes to mind
Just to keep the mood soft and kind
Neither of us dared to bring up the truth
We only smile and pretend to be happy when really we're just blind

So, please wake me up when this is over
Shake my heart and make me believe I'm safe again
And as I scream and cry you to prove it
Hold me
Hold me and tell me all the lies I need to hear
Please forgive me for the disbelief
But it was you...
You, who was my biggest fear

— The End —