They say home is where the heart is
well what happens when your home is under massive destruction?
I didn't understand why it went under construction
until I looked into your hazel eyes and saw corruption
and realized my home was in disruption
because you couldn't resist a broken home seduction.

True loneliness is
Wishing for a time when you were
Surrounded by that toxic person
Because then at least
You'd have someone else telling you
How useless, unloved,
replaceable you are
Besides yourself.

Black and blue until I can't move
The very hands that protected me are looking brand new
Crashing into me with no destination
I look up with hesitation
Every inch of me hurts
And I know it could be worse
I know I was out of line
But I thought I would've been fine
Gasping for air
Then you pull my hair
Praying to God this ends
But he never sends
Evil fills your eyes
Can't help but feel high
Please let me go
I fall to my knees
I'm not strong enough to leave
Black and blue fills the room
Does this mean im doomed
Black and blue until I can't move
God save me this once, I'm begging you.
-Yvonne Cutlip