Imagine being blind
And someone comes along into your life and fills all the categories you've been lacking
For you to one day gain the miracle of sight
And no longer love that person
Because what you see with your eyes
A  mere reflection of light
Blinded from what's on the inside

I still see the Sharp reminder gracing my floor
Of where I hurt myself
Chasing you all those times you walked out the door
I should have just let you go right out of my life
After all the times you said you didn't love me
But when I found strength to give up
You came back pleading with me to give more

I'd write you a poem but I don't think the words I conjure would do you any justice
So I'll send you "a good morning"  before I sleep
Just so you don't wake to nothing.

No matter now great your embrace
I can't allow you to get a hold again
Lift me to great heights
Then let go and break me

I've been selfishly wanting you to call
Haunted by the phantom of my phone tone in the halls everytime I have a shower
But Rushing out to no missed calls

A man walks into a hospital....
They watch him die
Because he can't pay the price

Riding around on a rusty child sized bike far too small for my frame
Recapturing youth in a well kept playing abandoned in the middle of the day
Spinning you around on a roundabout too heavy for my weight
Wishing I could hold you on my shoulders at a gig some day
But I'm far too weak for that
We only made it half way to the castle that night
Traded bricks and ruines for climbing frames
I remember your chocolate melting in my pocket
Like my heart was for you
How can this make you happy?