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Ryan O'Hara Apr 2017
That moment when you realize that you hurt someone
That means more than life itself
And it cuts them in the heart
And they bleed due to what you said
And you know there is no forgiving yourself
And you slip back into your demon of the past
And harming yourself is the only thing you know
But when they find out
They hurt even more
They blame themself
But it wasnt their fault
And they cry over you
And something in you dies
You know you cant forgive yourself
They want you to be whole and pain free
But because of what you said you cant let go
Because you hurt the thing that means nore than life
srry to my love
884 · Apr 2017
Pain Hides the Beauty
Ryan O'Hara Apr 2017
Nothing can heal a broken heart
No amount of comfort
And hope can help
And it seems misery is your only friend
And all the pain seems to grip you
Like a straight jacket
Squeezing all the life out of you
Tormenting your very being
All the pain inside
Keeping you from shining
Hiding your beauty from the world
Separating your light from the world
Leaving you to wish for someone to save you
Hope for a way to cope
Seeking for a fix to numb the pain
A fix that will only last a moment
A temporary relief
What seems like an escape
Turns into a prison cell
Trapping you in even more pain
Leaving you to feel alone
And feeling like you’re dying slowly on the inside
And you left broken
Until someone comes and reminds you of your worth
Though doubt clouds your mind
More and more
They remind of your beauty
And now you’re left to either believe them and open up to them
Or turn away in disbelief
474 · May 2017
Ingnorace Cuts Deep
Ryan O'Hara May 2017
No one could understand
The feelings trapped within
They say things
Only they don’t know the truth
And they never will
Because if they did
No one will ever let the subject be
And they will continue in their ignorance
Forever to ignore your sacred heart
Overlooking your pain
And pointing out the flaws they see
Leaving you even more damaged
Then when you decided to pick your shell out of the bed
They wait to watch you fall
Then to push you back down
Then finish you off with laughter
They can’t see the shattered being you are
Ignoring the pain they put you through
Making a joke of your pain
Saying that you’re looking for pity
Leaving you to breakdown
And to cry
Silently
And forever alone
With no one to care about
And to share your burden
They leave you in a prisoner to your pain
And you find that
Their ignorance cuts deep
406 · May 2017
Tell Me This Isn't the End
Ryan O'Hara May 2017
I don’t want this to end
All that we’ve become
And all this time can’t be for nothing
Even though it seems like it is
I feel that if we have a greater purpose than all this
All this suffering and strain
Please don’t leave
Don’t leave me stranded
Or left to die slowly
Please tell me this isn’t the end

You feel more than life to me
Life didn’t seem right without you
Everything seemed pointless
But now these shadows have blinded the light
The one that keeps our eyes on eachother
Please don’t leave
Don’t leave me stranded
Or left to die slowly
Please tell me this isn’t the end

Don’t leave me alone
Tell me this wasn’t all for nothing
Tell me this is what it really worth continuing
Tell me this isn’t the end
Cuz I don’t think I can make it without you

PLease don’t leave
Don’t leave me stranded
Or left to die slowly
Please won’t you please
Please tell me this isn’t the end
Ryan O'Hara May 2017
Waiting for the sun to rise
Waiting to see it’s light to shine on you
So that it can illuminate your beauty
So that world can see what I see
The image of all I wanted
Sleeping silently next to me
With dreams that can only fit your personality
The joy you give me cannot be found anywhere else
And Cannot be given by anyone else
No words can express my feeling for you
It’s a mystery as to why
Out of any other
You Choose me to be the one you love
I count everyday with you as a gift
And no one can change my thoughts
Even through the chaos of the world
And the temptations that surround us
You remain faithful to me
As I have to you
You make this dark and depressing world
Seem brighter and not as gloomy
Your helping hand makes the struggles of this world lighter
And make my fears run and turn to dust
And more and more
I’ve come to realize
That out of every soul on this blue rock
You are the only one that could love me
The way that you love me

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