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  Feb 2015 Thinkerbelle
Julian
Complicated is your middle name
and I'm dying to understand.
You are the puzzle and I am but a piece
You are the ocean and I am just a wave
You are the galaxy, and I want to be your star.

Your life may be clouded
but
I'll always try to break through.
I'll always try to reach you.
To be on the other side of this road
with you.
You may be complicated,
but
that doesn't mean I'm not for
you
  Feb 2015 Thinkerbelle
Julian
I am swimming in the words I am trying to hold back
scared that you’ll dive away
from the projections of my feelings
and all its intensity

you showed me your smile
and with that you had me
you know you have me
I just don’t know if I have you.
  Feb 2015 Thinkerbelle
Pablo Neruda
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.
  Feb 2015 Thinkerbelle
J.R.R. Tolkien
All that is gold does not glitter,

Not all those who wander are lost;

The old that is strong does not wither,

Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,

A light from the shadows shall spring;

Renewed shall be blade that was broken,

The crownless again shall be king.
Thinkerbelle Feb 2015
I do not want to die
I wanted to exist somewhere else
Like the scratches on my wrist
That projects the pain in my chest
But that's the point
The scratches i engrave to my wrists
Are proof that I do not want to end this life
I want to resuscitate in another life
In another form
Maybe if I scratch hard enough
Deep enough
Maybe if I peel more skin
I would change in form
I would be brand new
The purpose is not to drain my blood
From removing my skin
But maybe I would be different
People would see me differently
See my worth
See my pain
See my strength
Maybe I would see it too
The purpose I keep searching in my existence
How can I find something that is not here

(E.G)
#existence #selflove #depressed
Thinkerbelle Jan 2015
Ex
Dear Diary,

I still love him.
Thinkerbelle Jan 2015
Once upon a time i fell in love
This boy with a heart as big as jupiter
We were young
But loved like the moon loved the sun
Age never have to matter in love
I knew it was real
But I was too scared
We were too young
I had a lot of things to do
And so does he
I wanted more out of life
And he wanted more out of me
Eventually we got tired
He got tired of understanding me
I got tired of dealing with him
But i never got tired of loving him
It took him a lot to move on
It only took me the next boy in line
Eventually time passed
But I will always regret letting him go that easily
I could have fought for him
I could have fought for you
Now you're in love and a new man
You've grown up
You learned how to choose a right girl
Exes are now trying to get you back
But there was this one girl
She still hangs around
She wants you back everyone can tell
You two were good they say
Because she was the one who helped you heal after what I did
But she made the mistake of throwing everything away
Now she's ready to get you back
And I'm scare she really could
Because she still loves you
And she's willing to do the one thing I can never do
The thing I failed to do 6 years ago
She's ready to fight for you.
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