Chris

Chris May 2020

*******.

Chris May 2020

Parked in a lot
at night
With no gas and
no light

Instincts kick in
I run
Then I reach for
my gun

Motivation
won't bend
Pull the trigger
and so it ends

"But Guy Fieri don't do that no more." - The Minute Hour

#fear #guy #fieri

Chris May 2020

Reunited

Gramer Nazy
I'm alright I guess
I've just been playing games
Nothing else much

uoYkcuF
Cool

Gramer Nazy
I've been reflecting on the person I am
and I've become someone that I like more.

uoYkcuF
Good

Gramer Nazy
What're you doing right now?
Besides talking to me

uoYkcuF
In bed

Gramer Nazy
What are you doing
What's in your room?

uoYkcuF
A bed, a dresser and boxes

Gramer Nazy
How long have the boxes been there?

uoYkcuF
Since Mom died
Almost 3 weeks

Gramer Nazy
What's in them?

uoYkcuF
Her stuff

Gramer Nazy
Sorry
What made you wanna talk to me again?

uoYkcuF
Haven't you been off a while

Gramer Nazy
I'm always on
I changed my pfp
But I've always just been hanging out

uoYkcuF
Ok

Gramer Nazy
you tried writing any poems?

uoYkcuF
No

Gramer Nazy
Wanna give it a shot?

uoYkcuF
Sure.

Gramer Nazy
You wanna write one together?

Let me know what you think

Chris May 2020

Name In Fine Print

Mass produce my thoughts
Sell them for cheap
In the bargain bin
Is where they'll sleep

5 dollars for an idea
Copy then remake
Piled upon itself
Integrity's at stake

Apparently I started working on this on April 16th. I didn't change it at all. It still doesn't feel complete, so I would greatly appreciate it if someone more talented could continue or finish it in the comments. Thank you very much and have a wonderful day.
Yours truly -Chris.

Chris May 2020

Tragedy

I have yet to experience one
To make something truly great.

Personal experience
Is irrelevant
If it ends in joy.

I was just listening to a song called "Tight Rope" by Brother Ali. It's one of the most influential songs for me. It's not really my kind of genre, but it's really good and I hope you give it a listen. It has one bit in particular that really sticks with me.
"Older you get you resent how sick it is
They're trying to cover their guilt with the gifts they give
Bounce from his house to her house
Too bad that marriage didn't work out
Now you don't have a your house"

Chris May 2020

Love or Abuse?

Bird in a cage
With no bars.

It's cut free
Yet it remains.

This was inspired by the poem "Caged Bird" by Maya Angelou. It has basically nothing to do with what inspired it, but just thought I'd let you guys know.

#love #abuse

Chris May 2020

Motivation

Lacking
Fleeting
Rare
20 assignments
20 overdue.

I'm really hating life right now. I don't have the motivation to do a **** thing. There was a short period in time in which I was motivated to do things again when I was able to take care of these ferrets, but my family got angry that I was allowing them out of their cage and they wouldn't even let me change their litter and I've just fallen back into this depression. Thanks for reading this block of text, and I hope you have a wonderful day.

#motivation