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The voice Jul 2014
the lights go on and off
and then on again
but no, not the ones hanging on the ceiling
but the ones that come from within
ring ring
yes the phone just rang
ring ring
a little scared to answer
"hello?"
tell him, why don't you,
Why you were scared
tell him the reason for the mess
"yes, im fine"
sure lets keep up the lying
after all its the best way
"he left early to work"
oh please, not even you fall for that one
"WHAT?, NO"
so you are mad,
just cuz he told you the truth
"he would never"
no, cuz he would always
tell him, you know he can help
more than you will let him
beep beep
that's the car outside
"um, i have to go"
sure you are worried now
there he is and what happens
if he sees you talking on the phone
with another man even if it is your own brother
beep beep
hurry
u know what happens when u keep him waiting
and its more than just a black eye
but its no longer just his fault
but yours for letting him!
a man should treat their woman like a fragile glass cup!
The voice Dec 2012
What do the mean
What do they represent
Each color has their uniqueness
each shape gives them truthful senses

The blue one can call
It can tell you to relaxit can light up and
Start dancing on and off
That means its happy to see you.

The green one tries to make you
See beyond
It has at least one hundred sparkles around it
It come with the entire family

But the stay still and together
The rather have the warmth of their
Family always in one direction
The voice Mar 2014
Reality seems like a arch word...
It the difference between what you want and what is real.
Pretty ovious too.
Reality is the sword you have in your hand and you choose to mark yourself with.
It is similar to Pandora's box
You choose to open it
Taking that risk and continue figthing
Or leave it and just walk away
What are the possibilities?
Dissapointment, or releif
On the way to opening the box
Your imagination goes crazy
Thinking the worse so you dont get surprised
and the best hoping you wont get hurt
The truth is,
It is scary
To look back in to the darkness
and remember
Those times when your life was changed
Remeber the white in our clothing
slowly turning to a dark red
To later be the reminder of a lost fight.
The truth is, that it is going to hurt!
But staying back is not worth it!
Because yesterday is Yesterday
"Praise God because we dont have to hide the scars" Jonny Diaz
The voice May 2013
Some people say that
I cry like a baby
I say that i cry like a human being
they call it something rediculous
I call it reality
They think i cry out of habit but actually
I cry because i am hurt
Its the tears that are making up a feeling
Of regret or sadness or shame
Its a tear that i have led out
To seek a little happiness without me
Couple lines out of my newest poem
The voice Feb 2013
I'm tired of this fight
All the scars
All the bruises
All the pain
"For what?"
I ask
"there is nothing there for me"
Yet,
There is
There might
There could
"what purpose do I have"
I'll tell you
"what do you know"
I know enough
"prove it"
I will
"what purpose do I have"
To live
This life
Before you
Die
Without
Living through
YOLO!!!!
The voice Nov 2012
I wish you could trust me
I wish you could put
You faith on me
I wish you could give me the
Joy of trusting you own and only daugther

I am sorry for the things I have done
I am not perfect
Sorry fpr the mistakes i have done
But if atleast tried to understand.

I need a friend by my side
Teenage years are hard all by my self
I am still young and I dont need a mother anymore
I love you but I need to be free

I can not hold my self back any more.
Sorry but I need to live my own lofe from now on
The voice Feb 2013
I see the words "I love you"
Wondering what they mean
143
1: I
4: Love
3: You
One meaning
Four letters
3 reasons
Meaning: You
Letters: Love
Reasons:
1: You
2: Me
3: Us
Love
Undefined
Love
Forever
Love
Surprising
Love
Lasting
Love = you+me+forever
That's something
No storm
Can destroy
No wind
Can blow
No tornado
Can damage
No distance
Can separate
Nonothing
Can end it
As long as you exist my heart
Will beat
At the speed of light
At the radiance of the sun
At the magnitude of life
At the means of US....
The voice Nov 2012
I am here
Sitting down
Waiting
Just me
Here,
All alone
Will you ever come
Whats going on

I have been waiting
seconds to minutes
hours to days
weeks to months
and to years.

But i am still here
Waiting hoping dreaming
Will you arrive
Should I keep waiting
What if when I leave
You arrive
I wont miss out
Or will you even dare to come

OK I'll wait 5 more minutes
Or days, or weeks or years
Just five more
No harm can be done with just 5 more
Right?

I am still here after five more years
It was not worth it
You will never come
My hopes are down
Where were you
During those fifteen years

Where were you
During my birthdays
During my graduations
During my celebrations
During my success
During my tears
I waited fifteen years.
And it is to late for me to keep waiting for you
Someone else already took you place...
To be continued...
The voice Nov 2012
I waited
I really did
I did not move
I did not leave
I stayed there
For so long, Maybe too long

Everyday was the same
Just waiting and waiting
It never changed
It was too hard for me to do so but I still did
Now you decide to come back
After fifteen years
and now you come
It is hard to live this way
Knowing you might have forgotten
Or just thinking that you did not care

Maybe you did the right thing
But now it is to late
I am tired of waiting
I am tired of hurting my self for you
Thinking it was my fault
Thinking I was the reason for your departure
But now Just now It is to late
Too late because now I know
I don't have to keep waiting anymore
The voice Nov 2012
I am here
I gave my apologies
I tried to be better
I tried to forgive
Maybe i never got a chance
I am sorry again for being that way

But it had been too long
I wasn't getting any younger
I wasn't expecting a present for
Christmas or my birthday
Just a card or a memory to have and keep

I am sorry that i had no way of knowing if you
were still there or if you left
I am sorry for not being patient enough
To say 5 more years just for you

But someone else came
He hugged me, like you never did
He took me and protected me
Like you never did
He saw in me something you
Never saw
He was there waiting for me
And i took my chance and found in him
That i do not have to wait for someone
That someone has to wait for me
And it is up to me to not take long

I am sorry but he was more than you ever were.
To my step father
The voice Sep 2014
I want to wake up with the smell of freedom
A smell so pure it is incomparable
Something so unique in essence
It makes the world tremble
I want to wake up with the sight of Justice
An image as incredible is the impossible
Something that makes the clouds roar
I want to wake up with the sound of forgiveness
A rhythm with a unique complexity
Something that will make the flowers dance
I want to wake up to a taste of sweetness
Especially in the cooked meal
where the main ingredient is love,
Something so amazing it can make
all the other flavor jealous
I want to wake up with a touch of reality
A sense that is inexplicable
Something that can make softness
feel to harsh for the day
I want to wake up knowing
That I have lived a life
Grateful because all these senses
I have by grace and by mercy!
My Hope Is Tomorrow ill never this...
Happy Early Birthday to Me....
The voice Nov 2012
We all sin
with oour tongue
We say things we used
Against or towards someone else
I have said things
You have said thing
We all sin.

We say so many things
We hurt others
We all judge other people
We disagree with what we disagree

We might not be able to hold it in
We defend our love
We defend our beliefs
But that is a sin

We sometime think it is nothing
But somewhere and somehow it is.
The voice Dec 2012
Some people leave your heart, but when they come back,,,
What do you do?
Do you welcome them back
Maybe interview them see why the're back
Do you turn on them like they did on you
Do you run towards or away from them?
Are they worth more time?
What should I do,
Wait and expect another heart broken or instead expect a better ending?
How do you deal with a person coming back to your life!
The voice Mar 2014
When they tell you
-let it go
Tell them
-have you tried it
When they tell you
-give them a secong chance
Ask them
-have you given it
When they answer no
Tell them
-that is.the next step
They will answer
-step for what?
You say
-to tell me what to do
Sometimes its hard
And people will tell u what they think
But they hvnt gone through the problem
But, there is someone who has!
God
Cuz if he let the problem be there
Its for a reason!
And he never send u a problem without
The solution...
The voice Jan 2015
I lay down in the pastures of the southern winds
I live seeing the skies of the northern stars
I close my eyes to the sparkles of the eastern twinkles
I stretch out my hands into the thorns of the western roses.

Would you be biased if you knew who I was?
Of course you would
Otherwise, you would be 1 out of whole population
Everyone has some type of bias
You simply cannot deny it!

Tell me,
have you ever looked at a young teenager
in the middle of the night, with a hoodie on
walking by the sidewalk with his hands in his pockets
with torn pants and old shoes,
with a bandana ******* in this hand,
and think, oh he must be a nice guy!

If you have, you are the nice guy,
free of corruption and free of stereotypes
at least just on that point.

Have you ever seen a pregnant young girl,
standing on the side of the street
looking like she is waiting for the bus,
with regular thrift-store clothes and some old purse
and said, "she has a bright future ahead of her"

Probably, I mean I depends on what you know.
A large percentage of pregnant 'girls',
actually live under what is bad conditions

On the other hand, Have you even seen a young handsome man
with a nice suit on, shirt that matches the tie
shoes brighter than the windows of the building he will enter
oh and the posture, the complexity of success
with a small pin from Harvard University on the right side worn with pride
And said "he must have lied, cheated and stolen to get there"

Maybe not, Maybe yes, maybe...
It depends on who you know and what you have done.
I depends on who provides you with information

Here is a much simpler situation

Have you ever passed by a neighborhood,
lets say, ****** houses, ****** backyards, ****** décor
in a nice car, with your windows wide open
with you arm resting on one of them while modeling the latest
model of the "magical watch" you just bought

I cannot see you doing that.
As much as you did not do it on purpose
it happened

That is the society we live in, it is not our fault
we came into this world loving all colors
but somehow the majority opinion weighed more than
YOUR opinion.

You cannot blame yourself for thinking,
as long as they do not leave your mind
you see, there is a difference, with thinking and saying
there is a difference between lying and staying quiet.

you think, and stay quiet, with things like this.
there is a moment to speak up,
but to them, with insults, is not the time

So stay quiet and don't insult the guy,
for going to the store late at night to get medicine for a sick mother,

Do not insult the young girl,
for being tricked and tossed away by the real villan

And do not look at the complexity of success
and put him over everyone,
for showing materialism!
The voice Feb 2014
Why?
Why would I matter to someone like him
He has so many people following him
So many willingly there
So many people with a better past
A better point of view
Why me?
Who am I to see his glory.
I am his daughter.
The daughter of God!!!
The voice Nov 2012
I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday

I was born yesterday

The past is past
The past is a mistake
The past is a dreadful place
The past is a place I want to forget
The past is yesterday
I was born Yesterday

Not Today

Today is the present
Today is the new opportunity
Today is a better life
Today is a miracle
I was born yesterday
Not today

I might die tomorrow

A tomorrow is a mystery
A tomorrow is a new chance
A tomorrow is what could be?
A tomorrow is a new day
A tomorrow could be a death
I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow

Not yesterday

You know my error
Not my reason
You know my path
Not my obstacles
You know I am weak
Learn that I can be strong
You see my forehead
with mistakes
Not my palm
with hard work...

I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday
You
The voice May 2013
You
Find yourself a road that reflects you
Walk straight and make mistakes
Give yourself the time you need
Find that one person to help you continue
And don't forget that it is OK to be imperfect.
The voice May 2013
Years ago I would have welcomed you to my life
With open arms
And a sweet smile
Years ago I would have ran to your arms
Hugged you and let you carry me around
Under the moon light

I needed you back then
I needed your words
I needed your arms
I needed your heart
Not quite finished
The voice Nov 2012
There are road that lead us
Roads that take us
Paths that change us
And everything goes around
Know that I am here

You are special
You are strong
You are someone beyond everything
I have seen you heart
And I know it is pure

You have done mistakes,
But who hasn't
You are someone I would never forget
You are a great person that can change the world.
To my best friend Eva
The voice May 2013
I noticed that your heart is as hard as a rock
It is nothing compared to when i met you
What happened?
You were the person who comforted me
who smiled back no matter what
The person who tried to make me feel better
What happened so that your smile would fade away
I was too much for me, that you would leave so suddenly...
Please come back to me, the one person who is waiting for you
The voice May 2014
You
clearly
stated it
and declared
that you would
never give up on me
And I believe that you will
soon fulfill that promise to me
I have fought and a have fell in the
darkness of a hurting heart, I admit that
there were times, when I doubted your presence
I ask for the forgiveness that I really do not deserve
I ask for the redemption that I have not earned at all
I have tried to make amend for the things that I can not
control, and for the decisions that I once took out of impulse
I ask for a word that will give hope, and I try to see how this can
make you love me just a little more than how you loved me yesterday!
But the thing is, I can not do, something as crazy as that, for you
Have loved me the same in every day, the same as every day
You have given me the times and patience and the liberty
To fight for my life, I cant help but to drop some tears
at remembering all those times when I was hiding,
you came to me and took me out of a pattern
And changed me into a lady and a true
witness of your love. I was not  able
to see it before but now I have
my chance, I love you, like
I have never loved any-
one else, I love you
because you have
loved me first
and you have
been here
all this
time
with
Me

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