bla, bla, blas;
on repeat in my mind.
Not a word I can find,
completely tongue-tied:
Blabbering
bubbles
burst
into
bla, bla, blas;
on repeat in my mind.

I’m sorry I turned my back on you, pretending I was asleep and never knew.

But the truth is :
On that night ,I wasn’t actually asleep
and I turned over to take a sneak peak.

You were on your knees reaching out for the phone
but a sudden wave of hatred came and crushed your every bone
Blood splattered on the wall and I watched you fall

But I couldn’t take it anymore
so I shut my eyes and forgot all.