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Teemers Jun 2019
Worthy
And satisfied
Strange and beautiful
This feeling wasn't miniature
I would love to be around your love again
I fancy who you are
Scrambled upon the words
Im orderly
Im temperamental
And i can be frail at times
We are jam baby
We make sweet music together
So i can't sprint these words
I will forever cherish the times we’ve had
I  will never dispute them
Teemers Jun 2019
Effortless as I sat down being amused by your chaos
It was not what you did to me, but it was what you didn’t do for me
Fully sexually fulfilled, I was always starving
You kept me full, never feeling dull
And now, as I glance upon your chaos
Your beautiful heartache chaos
I had now realized what being aroused was
Sexually, mentally , physically, emotionally
I was so quick to demand more
It was improbable.
Teemers Oct 2019
And I don’t care how high you are
Is your mind open?
Blissful emotions exploding in these tunes
Mind blown, useless frowns
Wake me up
This life is endless, it’s passing
Moving fast or not fast enough
Fully loaded, Let me spill
Let me fill you in on these beautiful skills
People know different stories
That sought to different meanings
Words equal emotions
Emotions don’t mean anything unless actions are being introduced
Don’t speak to me in one way and value another
Perspectives are opinions from our natural aspects
Floating in the air like we are meaningless
Humanitarian power is powerless
We fear the unexpected and familiarize ourselves with the basics
Never wanting to struggle to learn
Powerless minds are always lurking
Be careful who you become
Everyone’s the same.
Teemers Jul 2019
No matter how  much you are afraid to be alone
One day you have to walk alone to know your worth
You stopped saying your goodnights
And that’s  when I knew I’ve lost you
I want more women to experience love that doesn’t involve suffering first
And being glorified later.
Teemers Jun 2019
My heart is in pain
Im not sure if its new
And i'm not sure if its old
But its receptive
And comes around quite often
Sometimes I want to be alone
Sometimes I cant be left alone
My dreams
My goals
My fears
Swim through my brain intensely
I miss those who never recognized my aura
Im just in a place in my life
Where peace is very important to me.
I need the moon to give me permission to the stars
So I can refrain from underestimating my pride
That’s why I try to find god within myself


Don’t every trust those people


That never answers your texts back until the next day,



But when you’re around them, they are glued to their phones.

You were never and will never be a priority
In their life.
Teemers Apr 2020
Let's stay inside
I am sorry to break it to you
but you haven't really been on my mind
I just started regaining my worth
self love
baby
self hope
imagine a world where I stopped loving myself
picture perfect
you never even fit my image
startled
but I wept
rendezvous
you were the reasons I hurt inside
I am so happy to have escaped heartache in one piece
I don't want you, and I don't need you.

good luck.
Teemers Aug 2019
You can half *** many things in life
&
Justify to self why it's acceptable
but the love you give
&
The love you receive should never be one of those things.
Teemers Mar 2014
We either become sadder
Or our heart beats become louder
My heart,
My heart is eating so fast my bones are tingling
Vibrating through my veins
My blood stream is failing
I think too much
I don’t pray enough
Lost touch with the angels
The angels lost me
Forgetting this
Words are words by choice
Awkwardly complicated
Passionate souls intertwined in chaos
Beautiful chaos
My hands are shaking, they can’t stand still
I overdo it with coffee, I over did it.
Can’t handle my life sober
So much ****** up **** in the world
Smart people seem like crazy people to dumb people
And if you believe you can change the world
You’re one of a kind.
Teemers Jul 2019
I  wish I knew the type of love i was searching for
Although  i thought i found it in you
However it ended with me
I'm not sure if I want to write about heartbreak
Or that tragic love story i played well in
Its raining, my mind's a mess
But I'm well aware of my environment
I dont tell stories, i tell poems
However you want to perceive me
It Will only benefit you at the end
I've been secretly  hiding under a lot of emotions
What was it like when you fell in love ?
Was it trembling?
The tenderness of his kiss
Have you looked back since
Teemers Jun 2019
Eat with awareness and gratitude.
Pause before buying and see if breathing is enough.
Pay attention to the effects of media you consume.
Pause. Breathe. Listen.
Teemers Feb 2020
Overplaying magic
All these comical signs
but I'm blinded by things that disturb my peace
Frequent
A lot of muses and tunes later
I twirl in lust with a man that's in love with my highs
I'm always in my zone
pretending one day my mother would call
I have been through enough
That's why i tend to always
Reflect and reminisce on what's left
Teemers Oct 2019
Fulfilled...
I too...
wake up sometimes
longing to touch you
to taste
tease
tempt
and excite you
I want to wake you up
with soft lingering kisses
and tender rhythmic touches
I want to slide my tongue
deeply within you
playfully persistent
until your back arches
and your breath catches
I want your spirit to soar...
before your eyes
are even open
I want to give to you
the passion
joy and love
that you have hungered for...
I want you
to begin each day...
fulfilled.
Teemers Jun 2020
Here we go
Here we are
6/22/2020
September is almost here
I am turning 29
Wow
Life has been a shock
Life has been in rocks
Ive been conquering different thoughts
Magic queen
Poetic thing
Demanding fool
A lover and a fighter
hi
Teemers Jul 2019
hi
This is all beyond you
Candles lit after midnight
I always seem to forget the parts
No one ever notices
Limited edition
My poems are bruised
My heart is always in battle
My mind tends to always lead
Poetry
Red wine
Jazz tones within me
Chapter 78
I often think that the night is more alive
I know I have friends
But I feel like I have no one to talk to about
The **** that goes on in my head
hi.
Teemers Apr 2021
hi.
tea

to warm every anxiety triggering sparks that are flying within me.
breathe
breathing heavily
what is on my mind
pure bliss and success
wins and trophies
characteristic respect
i felt your aura
and that was enough
i don't trust many
i thought you knew that
assuming with your tongue
stop that ****
i need that
validating my worth
through my light
and that's enough.
Teemers Oct 2019
Flirting with desire, blissfully floating through you’re knowledge
Intrigued by your sense of style
Aroused by the kinkiest power
****** healing is on fire
Urging for your touch
Gets me higher
High on you
high on us
high on this power
Teemers Feb 2020
The girl who lost things
why is money always such a sensitive topic
researching ways to not let things get to me
whats mine is mine
I need to pray more
I need to hug my mind
and let my creativity pour up glasses
thirsting for the wrong love
every wrong is a lesson
truth be told,
I'm being tested from above
Ive got to cultivate my light
real recognize real
poetry since the morning
my love,
you inspired me.
how
Teemers Apr 2020
how
write.
dictate
talk
speak
state
hard headed
I am too
currently
******
but close to the ending
what do I do?
Teemers Jun 2019
I haven't written in a while.
I realize how much pain I start to indulge in when I refrain from letting my mind freely spin a nd spill.
It is okay to feel too much,
and it is okay to not be okay..
Stop racing yourself to the finish line, and stop expecting others to show you ways you can love your flaws.
You are the dream, surrounded by reality.
Hold your power, baby you are the  flower.
Water your roots and watch yourself grow.
translate your heart with words
and review your emotions late at night
gather yourself
don't let anyone narrate your story.
Teemers Apr 2021
I dare you
to say we weren't special
Teemers May 2014
I think the world discovered hatred
And forgot the brilliant affections
…terrified of the exquisite
Keen and quick to judge
Society is parched
Kindness is viewed as atrocious
Love is ******
My sagacious mind is spinning
Anxious in silence
Life is precious
Blinded by your surroundings
Relax, always leave your mind spotless
Be immaculate
Be vivacious
And be adored.

-Teema
Teemers Oct 2019
Effortless as I sat down being amused by your chaos
It was not what you did to me, but it was what you didn’t do for me
Fully sexually fulfilled, I was always starving
You kept me full, never feeling dull
And now, as I glance upon your chaos
Your beautiful heartache chaos
I had now realized what being aroused was
Sexually, mentally , physically, emotionally
I was so quick to demand more
It was improbable.
Teemers Jun 2024
fall in love with the person who enjoys your madness
I look forward to laughter together
flowers grow back even after the hardest winters
the rose that grew from concrete
I am trying to live without pretending
love without depending
listen without defending
and spend without offending
thank you for being a friend and much more
are words I want to accomplish
daily
a good person
that I am.
Teemers Oct 2019
Too much thinking is being done
Too much love is being fun
Loving you has just begun
Forever young is in the gun
Hold me
I like to be held and loved fully
Call me baby and slap my ***
Yours truly
You take my breath away
so I need you to stay
Let me love you til this day
Call me your mate cause its faith
Intertwined
Teemers Oct 2019
My favorite  forms of intimacy
consists of
vulnerability between a soul you can trust
showing up when needed
spending time sharing ideas
watching  films/ reading books
speaking openly
asking questions
sight seeing
kissing and cuddling
and wherever that leads
sharing and creating
not forgetting where the love is no matter the space or time
I love a man that can touch me without using his hands
help me learn ways to love myself
I think I've just learned to trust my tongue
more than I am interested in protecting myself from being judged
I don't overthink when I write anymore.
I just write.
Teemers Oct 2019
1:23 am -this exhale just brought me back to life
The music has influenced my environment
Strangers and lovers and thirsty hearts lingering in my presence
Being pulled by my sides by you and reminded I was beautiful
1:27 am -that moment made me reassure my being
I was loved, I was drunk, I was high, I was in love
And that’s all it took, we danced, we danced, and we danced.
Tongues hungry for each other’s minds
Your knowledge excites me; your heart evaporates in me softly.
Your touch is irresistible, and I’d be a fool if I decided to resist you.
3:00 am- the goodbyes were a mess
Is this forever can we be that again
Can we do that again and again
Come back and love me I want to be around you again.
4:00 am- your knowledge excites me, you’re in my mind, you’re in my tongue, you’re in my breath, you’re in my ear, you’re in my sense, you’re in my head.
Back and forth, it was you, all about you.
5:00 am- intoxicated thoughts.
Teemers May 2014
1:23 am, this exhale just brought me back to life
The music has influenced my environment
Strangers and lovers and thirsty hearts lingering in my presence
Being pulled by my sides by you and reminded I was beautiful
1:27 am That moment made me reassure my being
I was loved, I was drunk, I was high, I was in love
And that’s all it took, we danced, we danced, and we danced.
Tongues hungry for each other’s minds
Your knowledge excites me; your heart evaporates in me softly.
Your touch is irresistible, and I’d be a fool if I decided to resist you.
3:00 am the goodbyes were a mess
Is this forever can we be that again
Can we do that again and again
Come back and love me I want to be around you again.
4:00 am your knowledge excites me, you’re in my mind, you’re in my tongue, you’re in my breath, you’re in my ear, you’re in my sense, you’re in my head.
Back and forth, it was you, all about you.
5:00 am intoxicated thoughts.
Teemers Apr 2014
Engaged in meaningful conversations
Intertwined in chaos and revolutions
Happiness has left me
And this sadness has conquered my soul
Threw up in my lane of no return
Continuing this journey with bullets in my heart
Is like aching for love and holding back
Victory isn't common, winning is abhorred
Create moves to make moves
Positive vibrations leads to aroused lights
I am trying.
I promise.
And if I complain let me live in vain
Cause I only have one life for this fame.
Teemers Jun 2024
I never caved
'to what I was told
I wrote drunk
and edited sober
I created my own path
standards
rules
and devotions
if you knew
I thrive if I am loved properly
baby I am a butterfly
I always break through
Teemers Apr 2021
lovely day
isolated and in tuned
you are always right
I'm emotional
and that scares the **** out of you
but that's alright
you have never been loved
the way I love
you have never felt love
the way I give you love
rare
royalty
I dream of loyalty
Teemers Jun 2019
A poem is an experience
It puts language under pressure
Please inspect this love
I chuckled at our courtesy
All i could do is cry
I know what you're doing
You're being selfish
And protecting  your heart
I shouldn't be mad at that,
I can only  imagine
Our love keeps me up at night
You're just doing that to get even
I've startled ways i could approach you
I've declared
That i will always forever
Love you.
Teemers Oct 2019
I decided to fulfill myself with you, only you
All that you are, all that I am
I’m all yours.
I don’t know, or forgot to find out, just kept going.
The chemistry was enough
The irony of loving you is abrupt, pushed it down to dust, was it just lust?
It was deeper, it healed
It was loving you, it was loving me, all at once
Teemers Feb 2020
There is a lot
but there are no options
I have never given up on myself
lovesick
heartless
heartbreak
I've lost my confidence
praying to god to hear me out
faith, conscious, love
all these self help books
are getting repetitive
Teemers Oct 2019
What goes on in my mind is quite absurd, yet breathtaking.
hopeless feelings, errors, and honesty give me meaning.
A proper gentleman mixed with some sweet wine
I pranced along the journey of lust and faithful lies
Floating on cloud 9, or somewhere many clouds ahead.
Everything is not lost, but I am.
Mind is wandering along the negative sea.
I’m swimming along the shore of dreams
shaken,
I Cherished these wicked falls
They have thrilled my gigantic heart
And I treasure them as I giggle at the wrongs and make things right
I am only human baby let me **** up
Teemers Feb 2020
I must learn to be content with being happier than i deserve.
Teemers Apr 2020
mORE
TELL ME WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN LATELY
YOU PROMISED YOUD BE MY BESTFRIEND
forever
whenever you were lonely
I was always there for you
I don't even know why or how
give me a reason to let go
if you know me then you know I know
I want mORE
and you gave me less
and I wanted more,
Teemers Oct 2019
Why butter me up
Sugar coat me and spit me out
Pretend to love me
Then let me out
Fill my hope and get me up
Prance around me without any doubt
Shower me with kisses
And figure me out
Fulfill my conscious
Yet-
Your words are filled with lies
Your world is filled with goodbyes
Hangs between my conscious and my mind
A slight knot down my spine
Developing feelings that caused that fire
Let me burn but not trying to die
Fill me up and let me fly
Twirling up with the sky
You just killed me and I couldn’t cry
Cause your words were just full of lies.
lol
Teemers Apr 2020
lol
keeping busy
I used to love the wrong one
I started becoming the wrong one
I lost myself but I gained a lesson
everyday I woke up to the darkness of my heart
I never knew how much you took from me
I was naked
I was broken
it was not your turn to fix me
it was not your job to heal me
all you had to do was love me
love every single bit of darkness in me
but
you
couldn't
handle
me.
lol
Teemers Jun 2020
lol
mistakes
mishaps
brand new
up and coming love
up and coming fighter
my dreams are brighter
nightmares filled with color
how did you get so far
however
I adore loving from afar
jazz tones
jazz tongues
kissing away the knots
that ruin your luck
let me shower your vibe
you should always have me in your tribe
even though I prefer by your side.
Teemers Apr 2020
stop trying to analyze my mind.









that's not your job.
Teemers Jul 2019
She talks about you
Like you put the starts in the sky
A woman who writes  feels too  much
However
You didn’t feel enough
I have been losing myself
Down to my knees
I’ve been searching for a miracle
How many times have I prayed?
I’m losing count
I’m losing hope
I hope the angels find me.
Teemers Mar 2024
poem - i lost count
i write for myself
not for self - pitty
I don't speak on my struggle

Hotline bling
however it was
however it is
here i am


thats how love is made
Teemers Apr 2014
We search for love, and any time we encounter love we introduce ourselves to such power. Cause at the end of the day its power. Makes you feel some type of way type of power. We either **** for it or strive for it. Encountering love is seen as deadly, your emotions are roller coasting through the maybes, the what ifs, the why not, oh and the who cares. Well you care, if you didn’t care you wouldn’t think about it so analytical. You wouldn’t question every aspect of f love.  It should be simple, many of us tend to fear this word yet progress conflicting its beautiful emotion with chaos. It shouldn’t be chaos, it should be passion, it should be pure, it should start slow, or it should become true. However it happens we search for love.  Women have idealized this theory of men treating women well. But it makes you reflect on, do women treat men well. In this society, that has ruined our hearts and took over our souls. We have idealized the meaning of a relationship, the meaning of two people intrigued by one another’s mind, the meaning of a happiness that occurs in silence. The energy of love being touched by one soul to another by only a curve of a smile, the beauty of a smile. Smiles change someone’s image, I, being the observant feign, have realized that you can tell when people are faking the smile cause it leads to the vibe. Energy’s feed off each other, the type of energy you give, will eventually become the same you  tend to receive. Becoming off topic is sort of my style, started it out with love thought about smiles. Cause love evaporates a smile, it flirts with your desire, it conflicts with your honor, but it can feed you everything you want to learn about  its power. Love is power, we are all humans, searching for another soul that can touch our hearts and warm up our bones. Someone that can make you feel alive when you’re stuck in that hole. Someone you share your flaws with and still be content that those flaws that excite your beauty, and if you’re imperfections weren’t pure you wouldn’t be worth it. I can be that person, the only problem is, where is my person? where is that one person that makes me cling to my seat with those sweet kisses being spread across my cheek.
Teemers Sep 2020
searching for you
I'm dedicating poetry
that's all I can offer
but I promise you
you will never need anything else
but me
and you deserve me baby
you want me baby
you need me baby
a good man has blessed me
with his love
and I hope
my emotions don't evoke
but my heart is processing this love
I got you forever
promise.
2017
Teemers Jul 2019
My soul said to just keep writing
Words dripping down my spine
Occupied in the light
Be still my soul
Players only love you when they're playing
Sitcoms of my love story
I haven't been around much
But
Love at first sight
On & on
You say
That i'm crazy
Trying to
Write love letters to myself
Everyday
Teemers Jun 2020
a love language
rub my feet and love me harder
heavy breathing
heavy reaching
breaking points
started love notes
between you and I
chemistry
is all I know
the rest can unfold on its own
fairytale.
Teemers Feb 2014
Still dreaming,
yet we are barely breathing
Fully loaded and feigning
Happy enough to not lean
Being me and fully seeking
Looking for thoughts that heal me
Forgot the meaning of just being
Empty always needing
All I need is one last meeting
To be or not to be
To feel and not to see
Hoping  happiness is actually free
Twirling around
Loving you or loving me.
low
Teemers Jun 2020
low
Have we ever been feeling low
Commenting on slow words
Reciprocating the wrong turn
Have you ever
Been mistreated
Are you heated?
or wanting to believe
wanting to see
wanting to hear
feeling like I frankly care
feeling like I am barely there
so deep
so deep you lost your thought
I have taught you know enough
To know that I am enough
Teemers Oct 2019
What is my biggest insecurity?
Not giving enough where I can
and know I should.
Some insecurities
I am still trying to find words to
Maybe some light too
Being loved can be scary,
and I shy away from people who love me
too quickly
You ever been heart broken?
betrayal is universal
I have felt the teeth of love for sure
Spiritual awakening is about surrender
we lead most of our lives trying to control outcomes
and in doing so
we inject and project ourselves into other peoples choices
to secure the narrative of control
but when you let go of this desire to be right all the time
or control outcomes
something else seeks you
manifest within chaos
emotions are my identity
just please adore me when
I cant love myself.
Teemers Apr 2020
what a world
baby the way you kissed me last night
what a word
poetry after dark
secrets
started as lovers
no need for pressure love
our passion is keeping me up a night
thank you
for letting me sway my hips
thank you
for loving me in the dark
thank you
for kissing my back at night
whatever it is
I am down to play with lust.
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