Whats Scarier?

The snake you can not see? Or the snake that let you care for it and hold it, then it attacked you without warning? Its not the trust that is broken, but now the fear of the unknown. It’s the pain of the betrayal that is scary. The open and willingness you once had and now is blocked by the walls that are present. These walls that will forever stand as a reminder of the beautiful snake you once trusted and cared for, that so quickly turned against you.

Breathe when you feel like giving up.
Whatever the problem is, it will not go away by breathing.
Breathing will not make the pain leave.
But breathing will remind you that you are ALIVE
and you can get past this.
Breathing will remind you that someone is breathing
with you, and in the end,
if you stop breathing so will they.
Blood will always stop running from
a wound but the scar will always remain.
Look at the scar, remember why and how you got it.
Most importantly breathe and remember that no matter what,
YOU survived.

I don’t want to die by your side,
I want to live by your side.
I don’t want one last kiss,
I want kisses that go on for years and years.
I don’t want to grow old with you,
I want to live young by your side.
I don’t want to find you,
I want to never be without you.
I don’t want to know what the day after feels like,
I want to remember what the days past felt like.
I don’t want to know what could have been,
Because whatever it might have been will never be you.
Which means its not beautiful, full of happiness, and without luv.
You are my today, tomorrow, and my eternity.