Emily

Emily Jul 2018

The Girl

I've seen the fire
It burns in her eyes
I hope it never leaves
She is a hope I never see
She's been lost for a long time
But I still get lost in her eyes
The flames that burn in her eyes
Have melted my ice to many times
But I hope it never dies
Cause she's the hope in my eyes
The hope that will never die
She has helped me she the sky
And makes sure my fire never dies
Until I touch the sky
And one last time see the light in her eyes
And I know it will never die
Cause I love her to the day I die
Till the smoak covers my eyes
And i've lost her for a long time
But I'll see her again when I touch the sky
So the day I die I'll see you again in the sky
The beautiful fire in your eyes
That makes me feel alive
So I'll be here till the day I die
And I'll see you some time

Emily Jul 2018

Old "friend"

So you say I've changed
That they want the old me back
The happy cheery kind girl
Go check the grave she's in
She died when you left her all alone
How can you use that tone
Making me the monster
Where were you when she was beaten up all alone
where were you when she was getting humiliated
You called her a friend saying I'll never leave you
Now look what you've done
You don't like the person I've become
She ain't coming back
This is me and if you can't handle that
Look in the mirror
See that shadow behind you
You killed her
That girl
The innocent from you made go to parties
The one who you dragged along just to leave her alone,
So who are you going to **** next
Who else are you going to leave bleeding
Who else are you going to let your boyfriend beat up and call them names
Who else
How many more lives before you accept that
You did this when you left me that day
We where sister's then nevermore
So if you don't like who I am
Go look in the mirror
Go see the person who pushed me
Who made me this

Emily Jul 2018

Oh father

I hear them again
The voices of the ones you killed
Who's hearts you've broken and stepped on
Warning me
Saying you will hurt me
Telling me not to trust you
That you will only break my heart again
You hide behind this mask
But I know who you are on the inside
You deal the cards and cheat
They say don't play with fire
I can take the heat
Guess what I don't play fair either
Family what a funny word
They say you would dig my grave
Good and when I fall you fall too
You want to play this game of thrones
You may be cold as ice
But I'm hell fire
Mess with me your going to get burned
Don't test me it will hurt
So deal your cards I'll deal mine
And I assure you I'll walk out fine
So father you have met your match
Cause nothing survives this daughters wrath

Emily Jul 2018

Broken

I'm so done,
The pain and shattered world
The cheating and lying
The blood and tears
The rivers flooded with fears..

The so called lovers who say they are here
But how come they are never near
The lies they paint inside our minds
The terror they put inside
This image of a failure
That they think we are

So I'm done
With this broken world
Of twisted mazes,
It's times for them to come undone
Let the sinner see there lies
Pain and terror that flooded our eyes

Let them be the broken ones,
not us.

#heartbreak #betrayal

Emily Jul 2018

Fight

My words are sharpened
My will is made of stone
I'm ready for the war now
Get set here we go
The fears that once broke me
Are now steps I've climbed
The tears that once controlled me
Won't keep me up at night
I've sharpened my swords
I'm ready to fight
So you say I'm worthless
I've been told that all my life
I'm done with running away
So get ready for a fight
The creatures of the night
Are now standing by my side
So get ready here we go now
I'm gonna fight with all my might
They say that heroes fade
But legends never die
You may break my bones
But I'll get up and fight
You can't break the will
Of a legend who never dies
So get ready here we go now
Get ready for the fight
You beat me once before
But now Is my time to show
I'm taking my own destiny
I'm making my own life
So don't try and stop me
Cause you won win the fight.

#fightback #war #rise #up

Emily Jul 2018

Stars

The day I saw your eyes
Was the day I almost died
My slow icy heart
Was melted by your eyes

We wrote our story's on our hearts
But we ran out of room
They say reach for the stars
That's what we do

So when your lost
When your faith fades
I'll write to you
A message in the stars

I'll paint the sky black
Just for you to see
The light from me
I'll write in the stars

A message from me to you
To help you get through
The pain you knew
All to well

So when your lost look to the sky
I'll paint it black just to see your eyes
So look for my message in the sky
I'll rewrite the stars all for you

So when we are lost in a storm
When we are losing the war….
I'll rewrite the stars for you
I'll storm the castle
take the bullets
Run into the flames
All for you

You know that it's all true cause
The day I saw your eyes
Was the day I almost died
You made me learn I wasn't alone anymore

So I'll paint the sky black
Just for you to see
A light from me to you
Cause I know what we are is true

So we wrote our story on our hearts
We wrote the pain and happiness
But
Because it was you
I ran out of room
I can't say I love you
Cause the words don't make it true

So I'll paint the sky black
Just for you
If I could take all your pain I would
So I hope tonight you see this
Message in the stars
The tales of our hearts
Once written in our scars
Now painted in the stars

#love #caring

Emily Jul 2018

Light

When i was alone falling apart
You managed to become my spark
Became my light in the dark...

So When all my pieces fell apart
When all the stars seemed to fall….

When I lost my will to fight
all those years without a light
You became my reason to fight

So when i'm  all alone in the dark
You will always be my spark
Let me see the light in the dark

Before i fall all apart
Before i lose to the dark
Before the stars fall apart

Will you once again be my
light in the dark
Will you let me fight
Ohhh will you be my light

My light
That guides me through the night...
That Through the Storm
That helps me navigate this war

                    So will you be my light ….

forgive my sins and let me fight…
Before i fall...to the night
Before my sins take my life
Ooohhh will you  be my light

Before i fall all apart
Before i lose to the dark
Before the stars fall apart
Before I lose my strength and fall

Break these chains and let me fight

Fight all through the night

And fight with all my might
Fight these demons of the night
I can fight my way back
             Fight my way back to your side

#love #sorry