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Emily Feb 2020
The girl who's smiling
Sadness gone without a trace
Is really at her place
Crying about the mistakes
That she's made

How come all of you buy it
Day after day keep on smiling
Keep up the act and they'll buy it
Looking at her like she is so lucky
But deep down inside she's struggling

When she's alone and the make-up runs
Thinks to herself I'm done
Hope washed away years ago
She's all alone but who knows
Just put on a smiling face
Emily Mar 2019
I'm not unbreakable
Some think it's mistakable
I spend every day that I got being somebody I'm not
If I was made of stone
Would I know how it feels
If I knew love not pain
Mabye I could breathe again
Stand on my two feet again
Oooohhhhh if I was unbreakable
I could give you my heart
Love you from the start
Be myself not somebody I'm not
If I had a diamond hear.
I'm back
Emily Oct 2018
I'm sorry for the sudden notice but a Friend wanted me to take a Step and a risk and publish my poems on Amazon they are on digital and paperback coming soon
Emily Sep 2018
Walking down this aly way
Eyes dazed from the days  
Your blood is dripping from my words
I'm thinking back to all the hurt
You stabbed me now I got you
You tried to break me
And i've broken you
You thought you could take my spirit away
You can't control me anyway
I finally did it i defeated you  
Blood paints the wall
It tells stories it tells them all
The tears of the traitors worry
As they run into the cowards gun
This is something called a hit and run
I've written songs, poems and all of em
And all paint the picture
A letter written in blood
Telling them stories of who I was
But here you where
pushing me down With every shove
But I ain't a has-been
I put the sass in assassin
So I'm taking back the throne
I'm doing it on my own
So here I am standing in black
Humming lyrics from way back
The king has falling to one's dread
Maybe next time you'll make sure I'm dead
Emily Sep 2018
Make it stop
Let all this end
I can't take it anymore

I'm walking these halls
Filled with people but no one sees
No one sees the beat up kid

Except them who take advantage of them
There faces smile at the pain
As we barely get through another day

So I'm standing on the edge ready to fall
They loaded the gun now look at them all
Will they ever notice we are gone

Why must they shame us
Beaten and break us
must they take everything away

So he lays down blood pooling on the ground
That person you thought looked fine
Whos mother hurt him every night

Is thinking I'm standing on the edge ready to fall
They loaded the gun now look at them all
Will they ever notice we are gone  standing on the edge ready to fall

She waits at the bus stop all alone
She's a beautiful girl who's got it all
Has scars on her back from all the lies

And she's saying I'm standing on the edge ready to fall
They loaded the gun now look at them all
Will they ever notice I am are gone

Another **** day goes by
Everlasting purgatory in a hell life
Just take all my pain away
I can't beat my demons anyway


They walk down these halls
Broken windows scarred walls
Becoming puppets on a string
Just come and end me

Here I am sitting on this edge

You are a waste of air

Thinking of days

They will never care about you

Tears running down my face

Get out of my house never come back

I'm standing up no going back

Ugly stupid unlovable

Goodbye world

Broken scared alone

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you
This is a song I wrote for a anti suicide competition never let them be alone in this world
Emily Sep 2018
There's always that place
where you lose yourself
But you find yourself there too
For me it took some time

I found it and lost it all over again
Injuries and ****** knees
took that away from me
But here I am standing back up again

So  I'm taking back the crown
Never going down
And finding the little girl
Who spent all those nights playing alone

I'm winning for her
And proving it was all worth it in the end
She was gone for years
But when I play she's right here

And I lost myself for hours and hours
But I found myself there too
After years of losing my way
being scared of the dark

I'm standing here in the dark
But I've never seen so clear
There is no glory without sacrifice
So here is my advice

When you find where your mind is free
And your team is truly there
That's where you find yourself
Under the lights and the screaming crowds

So  I'm taking back the crown
Never going down
And finding the little girl
Who spent all those nights playing alone

I'm winning for her
And proving it was all worth it in the end
She was gone for years
But when I play she's right here

I've got them behind me
I'm taking my shot and running with it
Giving it my all till the final minute
Until my shot makes it till the goal

And when we will the title
I'll see her once again
The little girl who fell in love with the game
The girl who saved my life

So I'll walk raise my crown
Never going down
And finding the little girl
Who spent all those nights playing alone

I'm winning for her
And proving it was all worth it in the end
She was gone for years
But when I play she's right here
Emily Aug 2018
I'm standing here
Looking in the mirror
Running my bleeding hands over the glass
Feeling every slice and every ****
And looking back at me
If the little girl I used to be
She says what have you done to me
You have killed and buried me
I see in her eyes who I used to be
When I was the captain of that cheer team
Being that beautiful girl I was never meant to be
But behind her I see the demon
That came over me
That ripped me to shreds and
Pulled me into the rivers of blood and dread
The scars that cover me from the fights
The demons have broken my wings
And thrown me to the depths
But they forgot I have claws
So I'm climbing from the depths
I'm fighting for her
The girl thrown to the curb
I sing for her
I fight for her
I bleed for her
So I take one last look into the mirror
And destroy it that girl was fought her war
Now I will fight mine
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