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Aug 25 · 232
Siyana Aug 25
The blue that tainted your eyes took me to oceans that would drown me with one glance..
And after two years of wondering what your touch would feel like,
when I finally got to touch your hand, mine started to freeze...

And I wanted to believe in you... but dreaming is a past time for me now....
Jul 4 · 470
Lost in reality...
Siyana Jul 4
You made it into my dreams but I wonder if I have ever been in yours...
Jun 22 · 316
Girls like her
Siyana Jun 22
She's loud and outgoing,
nothing like me,
I sit in my bed
adoring quiet and peace.
Her dress is exotic,
like the boys she lets in...
I was afraid of boys,
fell only for him...
I'm this hybrid of happy and sad,
She's only ever happy,
emotional beings make her mad...
but you see the difference between girls like her and I
is that a girl like me doesn't need approval to get by in life...
I don't need filters, or hundreds of likes,
I just want to live to know a love that's always on my side...
Jun 22 · 732
Sasha's Eyes...
Siyana Jun 22
Sasha, the girl with the blonde hair and blue eyes,
egocentric; it's her best disguise...
I already felt haunted,
so I let her feed me lies,
I wanted to be loved,
so I started to dream of...
Sasha's Eyes...
Apr 19 · 353
Siyana Apr 19
I'm occupied by my thoughts,
they drown me sometimes...
Do you know what it's like
to be afraid of your own mind?
I shut myself from the world,
In my bed, I hide...
I wish I could be like you,
unafraid, alive....
but that's not me at all,
I've been afraid all these years...
I wish I could escape it,
but it is what it is.......
Apr 19 · 170
The Builder
Siyana Apr 19
He built me a house with a bridge by a lake
and tore down the walls that kept me afraid...
windows and doors that let me see the sun,
as before he came along, I'd never felt such warmth...
with a flash of dust, he saw a hammer in my hand,
knocking everything down and as fast as I can...
Don't you see I'm destructive, I live for the pain....
Don't try to fix me, because I'll only break myself again...
Siyana Feb 22
The same sky is above us both tonight,
and the same oceans surround us,
it's the same time of night...
but something in the distance
is hiding you from me
it's the aligning of our paths
the way the moon and sun won't meet...
wherever you go, in whoever's arms you'll be...
know that I did love you with every inch of my being
even If I wasn't good at showing it
blame it on my past
but I just know in my bones
that this is the end
this was our art....
Feb 15 · 321
Siyana Feb 15
I fear your hands
I fear your skin
I fear your eyes
they absorb me in...
I fear your touch
I fear your name
I fear your voice
it drives me insane....

I fear you...
A poem about falling in love with someone who you fear from the strength of your feelings towards them...
Feb 2 · 570
Bubble Wrapped..
Siyana Feb 2
I'm fearful,
don't ask of what,
because I'm fearful of,

I'm bubble wrapped,
and if you bother asking why,
take a look outside...............
This poem is about the destruction that's currently happening in our planet, and how it feels to be afraid to live..
Oct 2019 · 433
As Far as I Run
Siyana Oct 2019
As far as I run,
as loud as I scream.
Even if I lose what I have,
I can't bring you back to me...
Sep 2019 · 2.3k
In a bathroom at a party...
Siyana Sep 2019
I'm in a bathroom at a party,
             why do i always lock myself away...
               I don't know how to have fun,
              so please don't depend at all on me...
                         I like my solitude
Sep 2019 · 2.1k
Siyana Sep 2019
I'm a stalker I can't lie,
I like to watch you all the time...
The way you placed your hands on me,
I won't forget, it's destiny..
I'm a stalker, I can't lie,
I watch the way you fold your tie,
I can't help the chemistry
I feel when you're next to me...

And all I need to know,
is, Do you feel it too?
And all I need to know
is, Will there ever be a me and you?
love happiness soul eyes strangers pain love joy
Sep 2019 · 1.8k
I miss you..
Siyana Sep 2019
My pride will never let me tell you, but I miss you so much.
You were my first real friend, my first real love..
The ocean blue that tainted your eyes,
it won't let me hear your muffled cries tonight..
I know you miss me too, i feel it sometimes..
The sharks and their large teeth didn't want us to swim by...
I do miss you, but what good would missing do...
for me, I just can't get over you...
Sep 2019 · 444
Peanut Butter Heart..
Siyana Sep 2019
Homemade spread on crumpets and toast
A thin slice of me, wherever you go..
Bed & Breakfast at the Chateau Marmont..
Where you'd write me letters in an ivory font..
Your old soul haunts through the strings of my guitar,
as I play the songs we'd once sing in the car...
Drugs, Loneliness, Deception & no through roads..
Isn't that just the way our lives were supposed to go?

I hear your music sometimes, on the radio..
a stairway to heaven is just as close...
Sorry that you only thought of me
as a string you played, yours sincerely....
About a romance between a musician and a waitress. When the musician becomes a household name he starts to see her as a groupie rather than his girlfriend.. as he dives into a life of substance abuse and rock star virtues..
Aug 2019 · 3.5k
Siyana Aug 2019
The warmth and softness of her lips,
I felt her sensuality, placed through her kiss...
The midnight conversations, the laughter, the fights.
Little did we know, what would happen tonight.
The rosary knocked itself to the floor,
Now your father is knocking on the door...
"Girls, are you ready for church?"
Her hands placed in mine, under my skirt.
"Not yet, we'll be fifteen minutes."
He leaves. She comes. Now I've felt healing.

— The End —