dance your swirling dance
early mornings gold of mary
soft eyes melody.



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Sitting alone
Thinking again and again
The images in my conscience can’t go away
I’m reminded every giving moment when I’m alone.
You gave me away
For what?
To thrive?
I don’t fit in in this society.
I’m from my land and my sea.
Miss my own people
I miss the old me.
I’m a stranger who doesn’t fit in.
I tried, God how I tried.
There is this long forgotten song
deep in me.
I’ve cried every night since you left me here.
I’m blood of your blood
How can’t you understand me.
Or feel what I feel.
Mother don’t you miss me?


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Where there is sun,
there will be shadows too.


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There is this intense light
Shining from within
Yes I carry you
I carry you within.
I took the love I feel for you
put it in a woodenbox
Locked it with a golden lock
Put a diamond stone on top
And buried it in my heart
Precious jewel in my heart
Shine and lighten up my heart.
Forever and always!
Forbidden things can preferable stay hidden.


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Old generation
Mans best friend, his dog
New generation
Mans best friend, his phone

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Humans are like flowers
Delicate.
Beautiful in their own way.

Positive vibe,
Soothing gentleness
Can heal a life
A connection from deep inside
to reach someone deep inside.
Connection without words
No matter the circumstances
Smile
You’re here
To survive, makes a happy someone
Makes a happy you too.



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To any kind of trauma
love is the answer.
Acceptance, a hug.

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Winter season,
grey colorless skies
Silence,
audible in the distance.
Empty feeling in crowded house.
Long, chilly nights, dead water streaming.
Veins with cold blood, stuck.
Passion in black clothes, not breathing.

The year is moving, Spring in birth canal.
Waiting to be born.
I think of you, lying beside you .
I dream of movements of bold trees.
It excites me.
I know it’s wrong but in my mind it’s full blown spring.
A white cloud is coming to me.
Like a bride in cotton candy.
Thinking of you, no more winter skies.

I close my eyes.
In my mind there you are.
There is an explosion of fire in the sky.
Summer in your eyes,
reflecting colors of a sky, burning.
I’m drifting.
It’s summer in my head and my mind is singing.


With passing time,
new days
new seasons
new loves
New memories.
Time, essential to it all.


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Truth and sadness are always silent.

Mona Lisa , Mona Lisa
Men must have just told you
How beautiful you are.
What all seem to have missed
is the sadness behind the smile.
When you look
throughly and  sincerely
you can see the pain within the eyes.

We all have a little bit of Mona Lisa inside.


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One thing is sure
If all the people of this world
would look the same
It wouldn’t be the beautiful
unique world it is .
Diversity means beauty.
Let’s embrace our differences
and be beautiful together!

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Killing someone’s spontaneity
is like killing their deepest being.

Shut me down
shoot the core of who I am.
Deprivation of my existence.


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Mysterious wind
Moving air in four directions
You present yourself in different ways.
Sometimes you stand still
Carry me over land
Cross me over oceans
Bring me to where earth ends
Sometimes you make me fly
Sweet whispers in my ear
Lift my spirit up
You move everything you touch.
Bring tears to my eyes.

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Capture the wind
Capture a sunbeam
For a breeze and warmth
To be saved in tiny bottles of the mind.
To get you through life.

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I was dreaming in black and white,
making me sad.
When I opened my eyes
I saw movements
without a face, coming my way.
Still dreaming with open eyes.

I was in a garden,
heard breathing in my ears.
Falling terracotta leaves surrounding me.
Young green little ones on bold trees,
announcing the beginning of spring.

A soft tune from afar coming my way, caressing my skin.
I turned blue.
It told me a story, it couldn’t be true.
Children from far in pain.
Realized it was the wind, silver silk, enveloping me.

I closed my eyes once again.
Dancing pastel flowers in the wild, whispering in fragrant tongues, it opened my mind.

I was walking at the beach
hot white sand like a healthy blanket welcoming me.
Sloshing azure water, touching my feet.
Coming and going like a lovers movement against me.
I felt a heartbeat pulsating beneath me.

I looked up above at flying birds,
chirping, calling,
representing their life.
Then, an explosion of colors filled up the sky.
Moving, changing, as day turned into night.

Velvet ceiling in midnight blue suit
with little diamonds,
watching you.
Nightlife on Earth, smiling, crying.
Passion and pain.
Oh if only they knew….
That I know.
Life, nothing more
then breathing colors, merging.
A painting of feelings, nothing more.



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Don’t force something
that doesn’t come naturally.
Be like a ship sailing free.
Don’t  need no anchor to anchor you.
Don’t need no label to label you.
You are who you are.
and that is,  free!!
To be who you are
To say what you feel
To do what you want
Let everyone be
so that this world can become
a better world for you and me!!


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Peaceful caressing dawn.
Golden eye of awakening
sun.
Peeping in early morning’s song,
above horizon’s east.
Reflections in rippleless waters.
Showing the beauty twice.
In silence a bird calls from afar.
Soft breeze of wind’s whisper.
The world so quiet in sunrise clothing.
Overwhelming feeling
when looking at our Creator’s new creation.
A new day.



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I look up to the sky in despair
When will I feel better
Life isn’t fair
Long to be happy to feel again
Feel like a stranger in my own skin.
Long gone are the days
When you were all here
Still feels like yesterday
the whole family together
Can’t forget still miss it so much
I’m afraid of this darkness
Everything so cold, it’s tough.
I am sad at the inside
Everything grey surrounding me
nothing to hold on to
No green leaves to be seen
No blue skies
Even the waters refuse to flow
Birds are still, sitting, waiting
As if mourning with me.
All dark and empty
Reflections of me.
I miss my home, my land
nothing left within me.
No feelings
They are all gone
Forever broken
Heart feels like a stone
No warmth,  everything
cold as ice,
I’m frozen inside.



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It’s getting colder
Autumn is around the corner.
Green leaves leave.
Orange, golden to brown to see.
Scents of earth come along
with terracotta colors,
fragrance of hay
Mint like cool in the wind
touching the skin.
Peppermint taste in my mouth
At home smell of baked potatoes,
chocolate and cinnamon welcome me.
I know an apple pie is in the oven.



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What are you…
Withholding children food
for political game.
To starve a people.
Human rights?
God, please have mercy.


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Oh fragile baby bird
With your shaggy feathers
Looks  like you are sad
Did you fall out from your nest
or did mama set you free?
you’re watching with fear so  blue
Seems you have no clue.
How to fly and to get by.

A lonely silent passerine.
Sitting , watching,waiting
Hoping that some day
She can fly too!

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Trillions  of stars.
Billions of  people
Millions of  trees
Thousand sheeps
For us to sleep
We had
Honderd  acquaintances
Ten  friends.
One good friend
One love.
Now just one Phone
With everyone in it!!!
Still one earth
Still one God
Still thousand sheeps to sleep.

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After flooded land came drought.
Green leaves is what white dove brought.
Still, wars loud from silent despair.
Once again world went mute for mankind.
Women praying one more time.
For peace on earth and dove to fly.


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When you see no solution
but have faith that it will come.
Unshakable, rock solid
To get strength
when you are down
How to finish
How to start
When you are at the bottom
It shows you why.
Shows you tools
you never saw before.
Find things  
to open other doors.
Shows you how to
reach heaven from there.

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Kindness
Accepting and respecting one another the way we are
Caring , sharing
Breaking walls
All based on simple love
for all human kinds
Is the beginning.
Of everything .

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Life is deep !!! Bottomless!
Free fall, fall free
Feel its meaning to the  core.
It’s a journey to the unknown.

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Searching for my goal.
Want to experience all seasons
of life
before it’s game over.



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Morning sunbeams on peaceful streams
Creating moving glittering waters,
changing dewdrop leaves in golden nuggets
Between shining gems the birds take off
Flying gracefully towards the sun
where breeding time awaits
With hoarse croak they leave.

Great egret,
symbol on more then one coin
For strength and longevity you stand.



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The power of God
is what’s in you
On your mind
Your thoughts
What you do with
what you know
and how you feel.
How you express yourself
The way you walk and talk.

Kind are those who are grateful
for every little blessing in their life
When body and mind are one
there is harmony within.
When there is harmony
there will be Inner peace.
Like a swan over calm waters
Moving silently.
Gracefully.

Over silent waters
The swan is sliding
Nothing seems to be moving
Not even the waters
Full of elegance

Out of gratefulness came gracefulness.




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Life is a gift.
Spend it well.
live healthy and with respect.
Life itself is a gamble.
Play with gratitude
Be thankful and win the lottery every morning.

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Little child
pick me a flower
Sing me a song
Give me sweet smiles
To warm my heart
Innocent soul
Come along
Brighten my day
all the way
Let me blossom inside
Take the darkness away.
Nothing but love to light up
my days.

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Without love you have nothing
Not a whisper
Not even a sigh

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Why do you watch openly from afar but getting closer you got so shy.
Hiding behind the tree
Afraid I’m going to touch thee
I guess I want a kiss from you
A kiss is just a kiss
Or a sign
When it’s more then what it seems
and
butterflies are not death but still alive
It’s the beginning of something new.
A touch of the heart.


behind a cloud you hide
in my dreams I search for you
lingering moon love


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As long as we love
money and power
more then we do people
Peace will be far away.



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Dear friend,
You walk with me and hold my hand
On days there is no sun
for me
No rainbow on grey sky
You listen to my agony
Even wipe my tears when I cry.

All you do to make me forget
To make me smile again
I know I always can count on
you when everyone else
has left.

You’re also the first to call
and ask me “friend how are you”
The last to leave my side
In the darkest of my days
You never walk away.

Dear friend you are very dear to me.
The best friend one can have.
You really are my mainstay.
A lightbeam in my dark.
I want to let you know
today and say
“ Thank you”.



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In the midst of summer heat
I dream of autumn colors.
Wanted to be on my parents farm again
by the big oak tree turning golden orange.
Many memories and longings overwhelming me.
It was there that I drew a heart together with my young forever love.
I can still smell the scent of hay in the barn
where I had my first kiss lying in his arms.
Precious are those moments back in mother’s kitchen, where we made shepherds pie, boiled potatoes
on an open fire.
Long gone are those days, still part of my everyday living.
There is where my core is,
part of me wants to go back.
Mountain’s view,
pine trees standing tall in silence.
Dear deer walking by looking at me with big dark eyes.
I feel tears falling.
I hear my mother calling
For me to come inside and leave this town behind.


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Memories, light
Precious was the touch
Deep but fragile
Love we once had
Forever lost .
It’s now that I miss you.
Now that I appreciate what was.
Lost in a dream I dare to dream.
If only dreams could bring you back.

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Everywhere you go
I go
I follow you
till end of night
till end of time
till end of earth
Never to soon
I follow you
I will always be there
Sometimes shy, behind a cloud
Still there to look at you
see you thrive
I am your moon!



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God is in all the unexpected places
In mountain highs
In valley lows
Everywhere He leaves you signs.
In every moment of the day
In every moment of your life.



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Something once seen
can not be made unseen
We always wish to remember
But how we long to forget
Sometimes.


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