The next page isn't being read yet, so why worry what's on it?

The empty pages in my journal are yet to be stained with ink, with joy and sadness.

Our days are short, I need to not worry about tomorrow and focus on today.

Right now isn't going to last forever.
We won't see another today.

Let's forget about the time and rely on our bodies to tell us when to sleep and when to rise.

Today is here for now,
    Tomorrow may never come.
    Love me like it's our last
                        days on earth.
                                                           S.j.b.

Were being consumed by this chaos, lost in the smoke and fire. Everyones always tryin to get higher, I am nothing but a pebble throwin into  the sea, sinking rapidly, no air to breathe. I guess the chaos has consumed me.

I still believe there is a chance a way to bring this maddness to a stop, I still believe in pure souls within us all, if we could just focus on love and our earth we could see that we can be happy and free, respect is a simple key is unity,  I still believe most of are lost in some way, searching for someone, something, always coming with reach and some force that is outta your hands decided to change it, I still believe in love and companionship, there will come a time when we all will reach out for a helping hand, please, reach back out, give love, give it, until your heart is aching, then love will be given back to you. I hope to help people/animals one day, I just wanna give back, because we all TAKE  so much away from this earth. So like I said I have hopes and dreams and wishes and just want to give love!

The ups
The D
       o
      w
       n
       s
The  median, all the ******* same.
I can't seem to grasp the Ups as actual ups,
nothing completes me or makes me whole.
Why is everything so dull to me?

Days turn into weeks
weeks into months
time really fly's when you're depressed.

ha

Pardon me for laughing,
I've learned its the only thing that can keep me from going insane.
So, make me laugh. Please, keep me sane.
For I am longing for the happiness,
in you, in us, in love.


Today is grey, yesterday the same.
it has been for months it seems.
Come open the blinds, brighten my dark life please.
I need some inspiration to keep going,
Keep me from doing what my mind tells me to do every night i'm alone.
I'm prepared to waste away, leave everything i've known,
& I believe i'd be better off away from anyone anyway.
I hurt everyone who cares about me,
i'm never doing the right thing it seems.
I don't want to live in darkness,
it seems to follow my every move though.


I need you to be my sunshine.
Please, just brighten my day, someone.