I’m tired of living here
Trapped in constant sorrow
Who cares if there is a tomorrow!

All this anger in my head
Always laying in my bed
I never leave
I’m trapped at home
I’m tried of this feeling

The paint on my wall is peeling
I see the same four walls
The same old tattered blinds on my window
They shut away all the light of the day
So I sit at home and decay
In this room...

I say “hey mom I’m tired of being here”
alone trapped at home
You’re always gone mom

And.......

I’m starting to think you’d be better off if I was too....

I often can’t stand
This blade in my hand
Alone with this sorrow
Feeling like, theres no tomorrow
Living in despair
there's toxicity in the air,
This isn't fair…
These feelings of gloom
when i enter the room

All this terror and fright,
Most days i lay awake at night,
The friends in my head
disfigure my thoughts
Rearrange my feelings
Ought to blame me

But still persistent
drag me down
Push me around
I don't know why I keep you around
You've destroyed my every thought
But you're all I've got
So i can avoid the darkness from my mind
My sadness hides behind.

Im completely hopeless
It's all I can tell myself

But i know im lying
I do anything
Just avoid feeling like dying
I wanna leave this insanity
called humanity