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Rj Mar 2015
For only a moment the levees of my mind broke
They have since repaired themselves
For a moment it all came back to me.
Rj Sep 2014
It starts with a spark,
Something to set him off,
The most minuscule of problems,
Then starts the cussing,
The yelling and screaming
Next comes my shaking,
Shaking so much my legs are vibrating
Then comes the tears
that run all night,
Then comes the lies:
*Im fine, I'm alright
Rj Feb 2016
You want to say someone cheated you,
Find just one person to blame
But there are too many, including yourself
So you just say life cheated you instead
Rj Oct 2014
I'll share with you my problems and my past
You do the same, we can try and make it last
Repairing each other, though will take awhile
Our final goal, to make each other smile
My struggles build up, and drag me down
You'll dive in, making sure I don't drown
We are both experienced swimmers,
Being the life guard of each others lives
And through the rough waves of life,
It's hard to tell we are actually *crying
Rj Jan 2016
Only at that moment were my eyes hollow, empty
If you were to look inside you would have seen nothing
Only at that moment did I ever feel lifeless
No more
Rj Sep 2015
They are still there, the darkness
Those who wrap the world in darkness
Who taint the sky darker than it is
Who paint with grays and blacks
Those who see nothing but fear,
Nothing but rejection, hatred, darkness
But I say, I will not let it consume me
I will be that light, I'll look for the
Colors the blues, reds, greens,
The rainbow on the other side,
I'll paint the sky with a fire so bright
That no darkness will ever find me
Rj Jan 2015
Yes dad I act like a boy
I guess acting like a lady
Felt a little too oppressed
Rj Sep 2015
Something happens when she's dressed like a him
This is actually partially about me. I love dressing up as guys because it makes me happy, like something was missing or idk. It's also the point of view of a transgender person. Soo there ya go :]
Rj Jan 2017
I'm in limbo
Push me one way or another
Rj Apr 2015
maybe if I would just quit erasing the lines I type
Rj Apr 2015
No shame in these little dates
Who knows, you could end up
Falling in love
You never know. All you need to do is ask!!
Rj Sep 2015
I bet I could list a thousand of the little things you do
But could you do the same?
Probably not
Rj Apr 2014
Can we go on an adventure?
Who's the one to hold my hand
Who's the one to take me on surprise trips,
Not just to the beach, but to South Africa
And watch the lions growl and play
Or what about someone who is close to God
Someone who will go on a mission trip with me,
Someone who isn't afraid to spread our faith
Who's going to sit on the porch in rocking chairs,
When its raining. And just talk.
Who's going skydiving with me
Or how about surfing? Snowboarding?
Who will have a sense of adventure
A sense to do something before its too late
Well in a few years
Im boarding a plane.
Who will come live with me?
Rj Sep 2016
I don't talk about it anymore
I nod my head
I groan a little
But the truth is
I want to cut out part of my brain
Or find another way to forget
F
Rj Nov 2014
The tree is up and set
The lights are glowing softly
The room is dim and quiet
The only thing missing
Is someone to share it with
So the couch is lonely and empty:(
But it's Sunday, and it's not like anyone could come over if they wanted to
Rj Oct 2014
I just want to hug everyone
And clutch them tight
For *more than five seconds
Rj Jun 2019
You try to **** it but it won't stop bleeding
Try to forget it but it won't stop killing you
You're running out of time
Yeah, you know you can't go back, it's too late
To say it's too late
You can't take back that you said nothing
How could you do nothing?
Start/End // Eden
Rj Dec 2016
What will I even do in the future
What is the point of anything
If I feel like this?
Pray for me
Rj Mar 2015
Before the hurricane, in my youngest years things were extremely different
My outlook on Louisiana was a place of water and happiness
I was six years old, and boating was what I did for fun every single day
Boating was what basketball is to me today, a treasure, an outlet
The bayous were alive, the marshes were green, and the trees fruitful
You could smell the salty mud, (which smells very different from a beach)
Our white propeller boat sped to the lake, and lake mist sprayed our faces
Fishermen and crabbers littered the banks, pulling in flailing lively catches
We ate the fruits of their labor at the Cajun restaurant on the bayou, inwards
This was no commercial place, but only the locals had ever been
It was rough, light blue paint peeling, men with grey beards laughing
And the smell of fresh fried catfish had taken over the place,
Perhaps the most unique thing about it was the way to get to it, strictly by boat
My childhood is colorfully painted with these memories, however,
The real life experiences have been swept away in the muddy currents
The restaurant was knocked off its stilts and demolished,
The trees now branchless, dead, and the marshes are hues of yellow and brown
No longer is the water lively, but still, no longer is it safe to dive to the bottom
For fear of remains of houses, boats, glass puncturing our bodies
I consider myself lucky to get to experience that everyday, the bayou was my backyard
That was the Louisiana that is on postcards, not the usual experience of suburbs
That was the Louisiana I used to know, the Louisiana that is no more in my life
Rj Jan 2017
The sun hasn't shown in weeks
Warm, golden rays a distant memory
The sky, a thick soup of grey
A stale breeze stirs the empty earth
Eyes searching for a hint of color
Twisted, barren branches reaching up,
Begging for something a grey sky could never give
I stand with them yearning, grasping
But in the end, I too stand lifeless.
Louisiana winters
Rj May 2014
Maybe love was never meant for me.
Maybe love can't find me
Love died in a plane crash,
Trying to reach me when I fell for people
So love never happened.
I visit loves grave sometimes
Those old crushes, where love never made it
I hope loves flight is not crashed
I hope it's just delayed
Rj Apr 2015
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game or two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
//Nat King Cole
Rj Apr 2015
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone you adore can
just a song in my head..
Rj Sep 2015
Funny how your body works
How you're heart beats a little faster,
(Or a lot)
Or how your brain goes cloudy, and
Yet everything seems slightly clearer
Funny how your suddenly energetic,
With a bounce in your step,
Funny how your feet and hands
Can't seem to stay calm, they wander,
Anxiously
I think it's curiously funny how
Your eyes widen, no matter how sleepy
Or how you suddenly have the energy to smile and find everything hilarious
Funny how your stomach seems to be full of twists and shouts you need to let out,
Or how your knees get the slightest bit less supportive,
Funny how your hormones pump, and your sweat decides to make an appearance
I just think it's awfully funny how our bodies react to being in love
Rj Mar 2015
It's like casting a line from a fishing rod
Right when the line begins to fall,
You get scared it'll get caught up in reeds
So you yank it back to you, and try again
Rj Jun 2015
You're stuck
And you know it
You're stuck
And maybe
You like it
Rj Jan 2015
Tapping at the keys in my soul
Strumming the heart strings
Beating me down like a drum
Blowing me away, woodwind
The rhythm is hard to follow
But the beat is your heart
*love is music, love is a song
This is completely random.
Rj Apr 2015
Baby youre perfect
I want to spend every morning
Waking up with you
Baby you're my everything
My eyes cannot escape your gaze
Baby lets dance until we drop
*And then we will dance some more
Rj Nov 2017
I could educate myself on every single biochemical molecular anatomical physiological cause for such a pain
But I would still never understand why my heart does what it does
We're learning about epinephrine and calcium signaling in the heart. How exciting
Rj Jan 2017
Oh what I'd give to feel lucid for another day
Annnnnnd it's gone
Rj Jan 24
The moon didn’t see what I did that night
And oh, how she’d cry if she did
Forgive me
Rj Nov 2014
Lately Ive been wondering if loves a real thing,
Or is lust the only thing that can really make us sing,
Physical attraction comes with every desire
And I know we want someone to light our fire
I mean it distinguishes friendship from relationship
And it shows a lovers true willingness,
They'd let you have every inch of themselves
But is that what we are really thinking when we have ***?
Are we really admiring the other persons submission?
Or are we taking pleasure in pleasuring our lover
It doesn't seem as "pure" as couples say
But maybe this is coming from a polluted past,
So what the hell, be as ***** as you want
Rj Feb 2016
What do I do?*
I know what would happen
If I told you the truth
And boy I do hate lying
But lying is the only way to keep the family together even though we aren't really all that together.
Rj Aug 2015
Or did I dream that we were perfectly entwined
Truly, Madly, Deeply// One Direction
Rj Oct 2015
You knew who I was with every step that I ran to you
Someone New//Hozier
Rj Jan 2015
I'm dancin' alone, I'm praying
One direction
Rj Jan 2015
Well I fell in love with the world in you
Hold My Hand as Im Lowered//Noah and the Whale
Rj Feb 2015
I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
I Melt With You// Modern English
Rj Sep 2015
I know how it goes from wrong and right
Silence and sound
Did they ever hold each other tight
You and I// One Direction. This is a beautiful song
Rj Feb 2015
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
The Show//Lenka
Rj Feb 2015
I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
Love Somebody//Maroon 5
Accurate
Rj Jan 2016
Something inside has died and I can't hide and I just can't fake it
It's Too Late//Carole King
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Rj Dec 2015
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Maybe I would feel completely differently
If you weren't so in love with someone else
Try having feelings for someone that
Only talks about their relationship with the perfect boy
Of course I moved on
What was my other choice
Rj Jul 2014
Maybe I don't know how to function
And act normal around you anymore
Maybe when I do talk it's awkward
Or sounds like a machine, because
I have to keep myself from letting out
Too much emotion, to where you
Would know
Rj Feb 2015
I don't just want to have ***
But rather *make love
Doesn't it sound so much more beautiful?
Rj May 2016
the problem is,
i know theres something wrong
i know by the way i go from trying everything at once
to dropping it all in sullen silence
i know by the way my voice shifts from high pitch
to a monotonous quiet drone
i know when i lay in my bed staring at the ceiling fan
i know by the way i draw, play, sing, and dance
to laying on my couch, not really watching the tv
and i know mostly when i pray
for God to make the dreary go away
no I'm not diagnosed. this is just a poem about how sometimes you just know anyways
Rj Sep 2016
I lost it last night
I cried and I kicked

I hit my mirror
I screamed in my pillow

I threw everything off my bed
I knocked things off my stand

And soon enough there it was
Sitting in my hand

And what did I do with it?
I made the wrong choice.
Rj Aug 2015
It's a marshmallow world made for sweethearts
Take a walk with your favorite guy
Ugh I can't stop thinking about Christmas. It's my absolute favorite time of year and I have Marshmallow World Stuck in my head
Rj Mar 2015
I'm way more mature than you think
But I choose to have fun with my life
Rj Jan 2015
Everyone I know has worked backwards
Everyone is becoming more and more immature
Truly acting like the teenagers they really are
That's also including me, but at least I'm noticing
We are sixteen years old, time to start acting like it
Addressed to everyone
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