You tore me apart
And said you love me
Getting drunk
Is that a way to reset my life
Will that cure my heartache forever
His smell on my dress
still stains my heart
I love you all again

When i wished
my life to be silent nd muted
Life gave me vibrant things to cherish
Which i failed to happen
Now i wish it to be vibrant,
to dance with you
For now I'm cursed to be silent
Mute nd filled with nothingness
How should i even react to it as i rant
Well she does all those i wish
But the past silences kills me
and scares to loose my love
Well i know everyone is a cloud.
Your thoughts linger in me
Which slow downs my heart
And fear inside me says
What if all of a sudden everything disappear.

I'm scared of forgetting
You
Your voice
That face
The way you pull me towards you
The way you hugged me
In the end I'm left with tears
Scars of you
Which would never seem to disappear
I melt down every time
your name falls in.

What is all the demise count as
When i stand near you
When the day ends
Sprawling near you
You are all i wish to be mine
A picture with you
Which we can look at together
Warmth of your hand
Around my neck
You are all i wish for
my love

I would turn into anything
If he's mine
I would break myself
And bloom flowers
Everywhere he touches
Even my scars
Would flow out honey
Him..
Even hearing his name
Feels like a war
While he's a smelt of revolution
And he's my favourite regret.

Heaven's whisky spice
Hazel brown his eyes
Endless whines
About his veins
My eyes blur up
Your 's shine up the bright
eye contacts we made
Would even
Take up my sleep
So I took a leap
Warm chocolates
Your eye
Makes me high