Thoughts of you dance through my head .
Micheal Jackson moon walking over
my heart.
Thoughts of you dance through my head
Tearing it ripping it apart.
Vivid
Silhouettes of you prancing around in my thoughts.
Send me into cardiovascular shock
Images of you
reflect
how you
Just
walked all over me
Like David Beckham
Playing for the world cup
Digging deep within my soul,
Soiled like a
New pair of cleats.

Don't bore me with your repetitive words
Telling me you love me,when you can simply just show me.
Let your actions speak. Turn up the tangible volume that drowns out the distractions of the siren song.
Touch me,hug me,kiss me. Hold me,talk to me,show me.
Give me Constructive criticism verbally, phyically and mentally.
Be that missing piece of puzzle that complete me.
My passion screams a plea so deafing. That it goes unheard.
Silence,empty hearts,dwelling in the frozen dark wilderness,seeking shelter from the warm nourishment ignited by love sincere flames.

Renovation of the heart.
Reconstruction from within.
So much work needs to be done. No need to continue to pretend.
Lets make plans and efforts to tear down these walls we've built.
Attempting protect our values that we treasure.
They're obstructing the views. Hindering the true definition of our beauty.
They're in the way slowing down the process of growth. Love allows growth only if it has no boundaries.
So lets do demolition, and start by beating and knocking em down.
They no longer serve a purpose.
I will protect you only if you promise to do the same thing in return.
Give me your all and I will be your everything.
I'll submit to your love and bend down on one knee, given you that ring that reflects how I much you complete me from every angle aspect. Now come share your life with me.

Her eyes spoke to my soul.
She gave me an invitation
To gain access to her heart without giving a second thought. I penetrated her thoughts as she exposed her reflections.
Emotions of fears defeat given chase to retreats. Taking refuge behind the insecurities of comforting walls that she erected for her protection. She was seeking a King to protect the Queen of the castle.

I looked at the reflection in her eye's then leaped deeply into her thoughts. I began to drown gasping for air trying to catch my breath. She overwhelmingly suffocates me,with her deepest fears of  her insecurities. In which I suffer to pay for some else's actions. Without given a fair chance to win her love. Lost and confused trap in a selfish maze of emotions. That has nothing to do with me.
Not to mention the outside contractors that began demolition of the foundation you trying to build. ***** recklessly grasp and pull you back down. Every time
You try to escape the chaos of the miserable company within the barrel.

How could you be genuine if you don't have integrity. There is nothing truthful or authentic about a lie. The truth leaves no room for excuses,sincere people take accountability for their actions. All religions or spirituality teachs,integrity,compassion,respect,loyalty,faith etc. Love is defined in all things good or bad.
We are suppose to  by example and correct our mistakes that we all make. The value of love today have people given up. Discarding what seems broken without making a effort to repair. Running from their problems without truely acknowledging them. Making excuse to justify them selfs,but you can't hide from your self. It takes courage to be honest and admit to your mistakes. Self reflection gives character of integrity because if you can't be honest with your self then you're not genuinely to your self nor others.