Am I going to be waiting here for you?
Am I going to have to hold back my tears?
Are you going to ignore me for her?
How much longer, I wonder,
Until I finally get fed up
And leave?

I am on the edge,
On the very ledge.

These days, I can barely see,
And death opens its arms to me.

Life is temporary, and I watch it walk away.
“Where are you going?” I say.

“It’s time for me to leave.” The angel of life replies,
And the celestial woman opens her wings and flies.

I am so close,
More close than most.

I have said my goodbye’s,
And created a will to satisfy.

All there is to do,
Is to die, a job long overdue.

I shall use a noose,
To free me from life’s abuse.

I am so close...

There one was a little girl
Who wore a mask.
Every day.
Every moment.
It was a beautiful mask
And those who saw her
Liked her almost immediately.
The girl was content.
She was liked.
And that’s all the mattered.
But then a boy came along.
And he caught her without her mask.
To him, she was strong.
To him, she was powerful.
To him, she was hideous.
He told everyone of her true face.
Soon, doubt began to creep into people’s minds.
Who was the little girl
Behind the mask?
Finally, some got fed up.
They threatened someone she loved.
The only person she loved.
And they broke her mask.
So,
Who is the little girl?
An innocent?
A villain?
Or maybe...both?

I’m pretty sure
I’m in love.
When I look in your eyes
I can’t help but blush.
When you touch me
I feel myself get hot.
When I see you
I really want to kiss you.
So, ya.
I’m pretty sure
I’m in love.
What about you?

Is going on.
Is happening.
Why the hell
Are you kissing her.
How the hell
Did you ever decide to cheat.
Where the hell
Did we have our first kiss?
You don’t remember?
Seriously?
What.
The.
Hell.

In a dream
You can be anything.
A warrior.
A survivor.
A god.
In a dream
You can be on top of the world.
But in reality
You are only you.
And I am only me.
I can dream that you love me
But I can’t make it real.

Of you
Of your voice
Of your lies
Of your fake smile
Of your fake love
And when I see you with her
After you called to say your flight was late
I know I’m tired
Of my love for you