I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
Your side.

How dare you
Tell me we were meant to be.
How dare you
Hug me like you care.
How dare you
Kiss me like normal.
How dare you
Do all of this
Right after you were with her.
How.
Dare.
You.

I don’t think about you anymore.
I don’t dream about you anymore.
I don’t cry over you anymore.
I don’t want you anymore.
I don’t miss you anymore.
…
I’m probably lying to myself
Again.

She doubts who she is.
Everyday, she looks in the mirror.
Everyday, they call her
Ugly.
Disaster.
Monster.
Is she a monster?
Her pain makes us cry
And so we beg him.
"Help her.
Please."
And he did.
He put his wings around her
And tell her the truth.
She is no monster.
She is beautiful.
She is a miracle.
She is an angel.
May she never again doubt who she is
For she is all we know.
And if she doesn't know who she is
How can we?

You’re not to be trusted.
I shouldn’t
Be around you.
I shouldn’t
Smile at you.
I shouldn’t
Want to touch you.
What have I done?
What have I become?
You’re not to be trusted.
I shouldn’t
Be in love with you.

If we were meant to be
I wouldn’t be here
Crying.
If we were meant to be
You would be with her
Smiling.
If we were meant to be
I wouldn’t be hurting
Like I am
Now.
If only we were meant to be.