One day i sat in silence thinking of why
One day I sat in silence chained in time
One day I sat in silence trying to be free my mind
One day I sat in silence fading away with time
One day I sat in silence aware that someday I'm going to died
One day I sat in silence trying to kiss the sky
One day I sat thoughts come to mind
One day I sat in silence with mixed emotions
One day I sat in silence

look around
strangers at one time
hopeful spoken words worked
multiple hugs
forehead kisses
soft hearted
whisper my name
our souls mathed
skin to skin
created a flame
remember spotlight
young
old
growing old

VS

Days vs nights
Happy vs sad
Glad vs mad
Beautiful vs ugly
Rich vs poor
Sunny vs rainy
Awake vs sleep
Loved vs alone
Run vs walk
Pink vs purple
Flowers vs seeds
Mountains vs hills
Grass vs sand
Dog vs cats
Life vs dealth
Light vs dark
Hot vs cold
Summer vs spring
Winter vs fall
Movies vs TV
Music vs headphones
Money vs change
Stand vs sit
Nature vs wild
Animals vs humans
Bus vs car
Drinking vs drunk
Smoking vs high
Hurt vs pain
Pictures vs memories
Time vs watch

Love= happiness
Time= long
Keep= smiling
Pain= lost
Smile=beautiful
Remember= people
Fear=sad, anixey
Dreams=hold on to
Touch= to have and to hold
Kiss= married
Hurt= feeling
Wonder=thinking
Sea= mermaid
Speak= talking,listening
Alive= lived
Apart= wishing
Happiness= love
Listen= hearing
Big= heart
Coming= going
Laugh= faith,hope
Wake= dreams
Eye= tell a story
Chest= treasure
Fell= head over heels
Story= life
Human= everyone
Walls= down
Boy= girl

Mystery girl

Never know where she be
Never know how she be
Never know why she be
Hinding pain  behide her smile
Crying in a darken room
Thoughts running through her head
Doesnt ask for much
Living under  a rock
Looking for her clock
Setting time for space
Is hoping you remember her
Not knowing her is a waste of time
There a mystery in her eyes
Taste of sexiness on her lips
Bedroom madness
Sadness days
Happiness craze
Loving soul

your face
your hands
your feet
your smile
your laugh
your crying
your whining
your coughing
your playing
your heart
your love
your voice
all this i mi the most you will one day know
why but all in good time
your perfect to me
your perfect as can be
i wouldn't trade none of you
even thou i want to cry
even thou i want  to die
i will always be here waiting for you to arrive.

even though you weren't mine at Frist
Even though you only with us for couple of months
You came to love me
You came to trust me
Your smart
Your beautiful
Your cute
Your loveable
I know you never met Bella, Furball but you are with them now watching over us
Even though you are not here
You will always Be in our memories never forgotten kenya

Words hurt but yet i do not feel
You see what you want to see not what i want you to see but yet i do not feel
You say so many things but yet i do not feel
I live as free as i want  but yet i do not feel
I go where i want but yet i do not feel
I want to learn and feel the warmth of the touch but yet  i do not feel
I lay down looking up at the stars wishing i could find the moon but yet i still do not feel
Maybe one day ill feel as free as the birds seem to be but until that day comes i will not feel

IF I WERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD
if I were to change the world
I'd cancel ****
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel lies
I'd even cancel racist
if i were to change the world
there would be homes for the homeless
there would be money for everyone
there would free health care around the world
if i were to change the world
you wouldn't have negative
you wouldn't have bullying
you wouldn't have death
you wouldn't even have loneliness
if i were to change the world
a person who cares
and sometimes cries
would still be allowed to be to change the world

Clean           *****
Sad,            Angary  and Happy
Liars          Honest
Trees          Leaves
Rain           Sun
People        Pets
Wildlife  
These are just few of things in this province
Tall grass    Mower
Friendly face   Fake face
Poor            Rich
Hungry      Fall
Walking     Cars
Flowers     Bees
Life             Death
Rocks      Beaches
These are few of the things  in this province
Birth        Wedding
Trash       Jobs
Singers ,Dancers, Fishermen  Cooks and Teachers
Library Hospital Cop shop Tim Horton's
Fast food restaurant's
These are few of the things in this province
As  much as I hate the way some of things are this is my home .

The flower whisper to me come here my child let me show you something that you could not see before
I will take you down a path which only you and i can see the rest will wonder where you'll be  
But do not worry my child you will be safe me for i am your guardian angel.

Tattoo girl part 2
Tattoos
New
Some old
Who cares
If I did I would cry
Not many could understand
Not my game
I try
But some wont understand
That's ok
I dont for your pleasure
I do for me
Do I look like I care
Some might say yea u do
But I don't
People could go on an on an I still wouldn't give a ****
Want to know why ?
Cause tattoos are art no need to say why
For those who a opinion
You can keep walking cause I dont care
I'm me I wont change
Just I got tattoo doesn't me the devil
I'm person
I'm mother
I'm daughter
I'm fiancee
I'm me
So *******

When I'm gone

I'll be free
I'll be where need be
I'll stay near by
I'll watch every move you make
I'll be the trees
I'll be the water
I'll be the animals
I'll be the moon
I'll be the starts
I'll be the sun
I'll be the love
I'll be the hate
I'll be the wind
I'll be the rain
I'll be the dirt
I'll be the clouds
I'll be the feathers
I'll be the voice you hear
I'll be in your dreams
I'll be in your soul
I'll be free
When I am gone

Nights are dark
Lips long to touch
Hearts pounding
Waiting watching
Tines goes by playing music
Leaves a moment on your heart
Apart of the time just minutes away feels like nights of dark

To to to

Days to nights
Rain to sun
Leaves to snow
Sand to water
Hungry to food
Wake to sleep
Animal's  to human's
Fall to winter
Spring to summer
Love to death
Beautiful to ugly
Pink to blue
Time to still
Play to drink
Run to walk
Floor to walls
Money to poor
Sick to health
Trees to flowers
Paper to pen

I'm here
Not for a long time
I'm here to help
I'm here to see
I'm here to talk
I'm here to love
I'm here to like
I'm here to feel
I'm here to hold
I'm here
But not for long time
I'm here prove
I'm here to hide
I'm here to play
I'm here to fight
I'm here to live
But not a long time

A  kiss can say so much
A kiss can  say i love you
A kiss can say i get lost when your around
A kiss  can say i am here
A kiss can say time to move on

K  is for kind soul
I is for innersoul
S is for soul looking for another soul
S is for seeking words to say

Forgotten girl  

You know  that girl who calls herself ugly
You know  that girl who  feels not good enough
You know that girl who everyone replaces
You know that girl who cries herself to sleep
You know that girl who trys to stay positive
You know that girl who would love you until death
You know that girl that would move mountains for you
You know that girl that everyone call names
You know that girl who would rather see you smile then herself
You know that girl who would rather lay in bed then sleep
You know that girl who drinks
You know that girl you forgotten about just dead in her sleep

on this day you were born to make this world a better place
with the time we had i would change some of it to make us happier
sorry that didn't work out the way i planned it to
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children will stay and fight
i smile because i know you are all right
i'm sad because you are not here
i miss your laughs an miss your voices
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down lonely path
my children run away from this  life
my children will stay and fight
i miss you an love you
i wish to hold you
my children the air i that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children stay and fight
people being jealous making our lives a wreck
taking the only thing i have left
i do not want you to cry
one day we see each other again
until that day i want you to know i love you an miss you an cant wait to hold you
my children the air that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from  this life
my children will stay and fight.

Never thought
Never thought you would like me but you did
Never thought I would wanna but I did
Never thought I could but I did
Never thought of what world would say
Never thought this would actually work but it did
Never thought I be this happy but I am
Never though this way for a long time
But now that I have been what I never thought I'm glad I did
Now let's hope nothing ***** it up

old poem I wrote
April 10, 2019 ·
They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

The wind blowing is you saying i'm here
The rain is you crying
The sun shining is you saying I am happy
The clouds is you saying I m sad
The flower is you saying i miss you
The birds is you saying hi
The butterflies is you saying I m always here
The trees is you saying you are never alone
The feather is you saying  I was here

Come with me down this path as we walk we can talk n talk until there is nothing left to say n keep walking in slients.
listening to the birds n watching the near by water fall.
As we watch lil tiny fairy's are flying around its looks so peaceful cuz the lights makes the sky light up and when you look up all you can see is the lovely lil fairy's
An tiny bit of light now as we go and sit on tree stub and thank the lil fairy's for the beautiful site

on a summer day
the weather was hot and bit of a breeze was blowing
sally sue was outside in her bare feet wearing her favorite pair of pink shoes
standing under the apple trees with the sky a clear blue

Wanting to cry
Wanting to die
Not knowing why
Killing time
Standing outside
Playing on the dime
Fighting all the time
Trying to get by
Can count on dates
Mind is racing all the time
Wondering why
No time to cry
No body knows why
Relationship died
Birds fly
I'm running out if time
Hey honey you want a drive.

Shy guy

Hinding behide a smile
**** eyes
Lips taste amazing
Shy half the time
Cute and smart
Foolish at times
Doesnt know what to say
Doesnt know what to think
Doesnt know what to do
Wants to but doesn't
Nervous
Girls  have his attention
But one is all he needs
Take billions in time
Some times wonders why
Wants to run and hide
Shy guy hi.

Plenty insanely

Crying all the time
Not knowing why
Counting times
Dressing a rise
Mind racing all the time
Wondering why
Killing time
Playing
Fighting
Crazy
******
Weapons
Head not right
Cant understand why
Plenty insanely before you die

ove my Italian Queen...
that makes me feel like life is so serine...
makes me feel like a teen...
makes me feel like life is but a dream.

i dare you to know me
i dare you to talk to me
i dare you to like me
i dare you to tell me your secrets
i dare you to hold me
i dare you to show me the world
i dare  i double dare you to be yourself
truth why

Tell me
Tell me why you like me?
Tell me why you need me?
Tell me I belong here?
Tell me you talk to me?
Tell me why I need to be here?
Tell me why I cry at night?
Tell me why I feel so alone?
Tell me why you can't see me?
Tell me why life hates me?
Tell me tell me tell me
Tell me just tell me why ?
I know you know the answers I seek
You are with me aren't you ?

Random
Thunderstorms inside my head
Sunny days a head
Water running down my cheek
Faking a smile to fool the freaks
Pains in memories
Moments go on
Loving peace
Feeling down
Reading thoughts
Crazy mind
Emotional state
Engery flowing
Connected soul rising
Distance apart
Guitly thoughts
Happy poem's
Life parts
Feathers laying
Wind blowing
Caring ears
Heart so near
Writing time
Hold so dear
Drink to that my dear
Stand alone
Sleep tight
Laughing so bright
Come on just stay the night
Mind racing
Good night.

eyes dont lie
eyes dont cry
eyes don't wonder
eyes don't talk
eyes don't count
eyes dont love
eyes don't smile
eyes don't fight
eyes dont hope
eyes dont hurt
eyes dont forgive
eyes don't fear
eyes dont feel
everything i just said was a lie
eyes tell lost
its your mind that drives you nuts.

I BELIVE I CAN  
accomplish my dream one day running my own business
cause to change my life
define who I am
encouge myself to shine
help others feel great
experience positive attitude
influence people to write, photography
create better life
change the world
imagine being happy all the time
improve life
lead by example and lead by mistake
decide to go big or don't go at all
make better different in the world

Night dark and no light to be seen
Night light when your looking for trees
Night wind blows slow so you can hear voice of all the love ones who passed over the years
Night  demons like to come out to play
Night keeps ppl up
Night puts ppl to sleep
Night lovers come together
Night friends run free
Night does not want to hold you down
Night is beautiful

Tina lombardo

Woman cry part 2

Look for love though you found it
But all you got was pain
Look for love they might make u think I'm right here
You think  that's what you need
How do you know
Cause right now all you is what ur said
Y0u wanna cry but no tears fall down
You sit and wonder why me
Y0u can't help but wonder why
I took the blame
I took the name calling
I took the love
Took the beating
Was right
Right?
Nope it wasn't cuz if did I wouldn't he left wondering
Why did I love you
Why did I care
Cause I think I should
But time went on
I found new love
Not what I need it
Time over time
I did
But God took you
I was lost
Though I couldn't go on
But God bought you to me
I couldn't let go
You make me feel loved
You make me feel safe
You make me promise
You make me feel protect
You make me feel...
All I know is might have found when sad
But your all i need
An i wont let you go
I love you

Pretty face
Pretty nails
Damage heart
Damage control
Abused legs
Black eyes
River to cry
Laying on the floor wishing to die
A false hope
Sale your pride
These could be reasons to cry
Take a ride
No one believed
Trust is gone
Now these are reasons to cry
Got back up
Fight it off
Stay for sleep
Counting on alone time
Child wise
Say goodbye
Loving what
Again reasons to cry
Let it all out for this time
I cant tell you why
A genital wave passing by
Heat a rise

I cried inside
Poem by me
When you hold me I cried inside
When you told me I cried inside
When you  talk I cried inside
When you walked on by I cired inside
When you held me I cried inside
When  I say hi I cired inside
When I talked I cried inside
When I asked why I cired insdie
Only time I didnt  cry was when you hold me tight and then I asked why and then I cried.

You had me feeling liked you cared
You had me feeling like I was wanted
You had me feeling like I could count on you
You had me feeling like your not like the rest
You had me feeling like I go to when I needed to
You had me feeling like you always be there
You had me feeling like I was special
Now all I feel is nothing
Now all I feel is sadness
Now all I feel is madness
Now all I feel cryness
Now all I feel is craziness
Now all I feel is numbness
Now all I feel is dumbness
Now all I feel is nothingness

Random words , thoughts, speak
Poem by me
Face  beautiful, sad, happy
Cold air, beath, night
Best good,fair , friend
God real, imagine, believing
Stay longer, walking, run
Forever love, marriage, life
Moment time,photo, video
Blood death, red, fire
Beath sore, bad, cold
Call distance, fail , unlimited
Hair dye, beautiful, fine
Today tomorrow, night , day
Full stomach, moon , lies
Touch good , bad , away
Red blood , crayon , lipstick
Rain heavy, light, wet
Waiting  staying, going , sitting
Watch tv , movies, people
Sit time , moment, quite
Warm heat, heart, strong
Sea water , blue , sharks
Heart beat , red , alive
Finally now , stay , wait
Realize understand, waiting , talking
Child born , age , playful
Human man , woman , child

Winter
Nights are way darker
Nights are way colder
Winter
No more swimming
No more bbq
Winter
No more hot sunny days
No more camping
Winter
No more paid vacations
No spending time with family
Winter
Here comes Christmas
Here’s come new years
Winter
Many wishing it was spring or summer
I am one of them
Winter
I say why do we need it
I say the hell with winter
We only need 3 seasons
Spring summer and fall
Winter
Winter
Oh I cant wait for spring

Lost soul was walking around through the darkness passing person by person to have her light touched she needed to live other day but all she could find was lonely girl who felt nothing at all but longing for her light so she could be free from her pain
Maybe one day she will find her light but until then her soul will play with her demons.

Dancing nights followed by  sleepless night time consuming fights for the rest my life

Walking the streets
Hiding from the cold
Hungry all the time
Sleeping anywheres
Feeling like you  want to died
Some do with out knowing
Clothes are *****
Water supply
Blanket pillow to hide
Panhandling for money
Eat from time to time
People calling you names
People afraid of you
Now you  really wanna cry
Shelter to shelter
Pimping sometimes
Money tight
People lie
One day everything will be fine

As I sit in the fields of flowers n grass
I pick the smalls one
I look at it
I keep it
I let it go
Where ends up no one will ever know
Could grow again you never know
It could lay there wishing someone would hold it tight and never let it go
That poor little flower will never know
I feel bad I let it go
I go and find it
I pick it up
And hold it tight
Telling it I will never let ya go

very day that passes...
every second...
every minute...
every moment...
no matter how green the grass is...
or how much snow passes...

You are alive when I am awake...
I can't remember the last night that you were not in my dreams....
You are everything to me.

Thank you for your love...
mine for you is everlasting.

A love has no time
A heart has no time
A life has no time
Each day we live
Each night we live
Left behind in time
The sun shines
The rain falls
Beauty is shown in random places
Fire burning longer then the sun
Understanding the moon
Earth worked for living
Arms hold so tight
Feet walked so far
But a love has no time
A heart has no time
A life has no time
Each day we lived
Each day we lived.

Knockin on heavens door
Yes can I help u
Take me away from here I can't do this anymore
I try I try
I feel like I need be here
No u dont ppl love u
Ok well it don't feel like it
Yes they do
Well why don't tell me
Well probably cause they think you know and don't need tell ya
Well they should I need them to
Well tell them
Why should I
Cant I come here so peaceful and quiet here
Cause it's not your time to he here
Well I think it is make room for me
No I can't
Why
Cause I told why
But
No go home
But
There no buts I said go
But I wanna cry
Well cry then it will help
You will see me
Yes I'll be watching
Ok
Please don't forget me
Oh I won't

When I have nothing....
When I am empty...
When I am drained...
When I am poisoned ...
When I am weak...
When I am sick...
I have you...
nothing else but you.

i Am Nothing without you..

you have given me so many things...
things I don't deserve...
you have given me breathe, courage, and strength...
You have given me everything I've ever asked for and more..

I will stand by your side forever ...
I will never leave you...

You have my heart forever...
We are bound....
We are tied...
I am knotted to you forever...

You are the best thing that ever happened to me.

Why do people say they care and dont
Why do people say I'll be there  and dont
Why do people act like they care and dont
I'm human
do have feelings
Slowly shutting down
Wishing I was good enough
Wishing people cared
It's not fair
The one's who treat people like trash are always wanted
Not pretty enough
Not beautiful enough
Not happy enough
Not **** enough
Not nothing
could go by and no one care
Could go by and no one see
I'm cold
I'm tired  
I'm numb
I am invisible ?
Would seem so

Dancing with me not to talk about it
yea true I wont be able use it much
Italian prime time for the first time since the last night of my life
I'm not perfect but I'm still waiting for my own life to be founded
Come up with him I dont need any more then you
Can you tell me what you think
Hell no one around me is a ****
But you know what hurts me
Hide myself away from him
I can trust you
No one know's here
That's so sweet and he said
Around here you can find out how much I love you