It’s going to be hard.
It’s going to take me lots of time.
You’ll move on fastest
That’s what’s going to be
The hardest.
To see your the cause
Your the developer
Of my broken heart.
Yet ,Your Out.
Living on , Feeling no pain
Having fun.
I don’t deserve this
Should have not happened to me.
I’m so Great
I’m not perfect but I gave much honesty & loyalty.
To be the one left hurting.
I need to move on.
Time to grow up
Time to stand up and change.
Move on and see
More to life than dwelling .
I’ll be ok.
He’ll be more than fine.
He’ll go back to the life he’s been dying to Live on.
Hoes, music, Friends

Silently
I’m walking away.
My love for him
Is no longer the same.
The spark between us is gone.
I’m drained.
Of feeling sad & not good enough
Everyday.
I’m tired of crying
Doubting , assuming , Concluding.
For it all to be true.
I’m tired of
Being acknowledged when I do something wrong.
I’m tired of trying.
Hearing “I’m sorry”
Knowing it’s false.
After every alpology
Comes another
“Sorry love “.
It’s a waiting game.
I’m tired of it.
Not for long ..
He’ll apologize
Il reply “for what?”
I didn’t even notice.
Because I no longer care.

You once told me.
'Not everyone thinks like you'
An honest poem

I always wondered
why you would leave?
why you debated to walk away.
you were not the one suffering?
my mind thought and concluded.
I'm The one that's ignored.
I'm the one who is treated like whatever.
I am the one in love with you..
My Heart was the only aching.
Reminded that we will never be anything.
NO HOPE, NEVER AN US
You repeatedly harshly.
I Remember sitting so happily with my crush.
I felt so special
those couple minutes we'd spend.
those precious seconds you got a feel.
the advantage you took.
I Always wondered why you
doubted our friendship.
I was never doing you wrong.
I sit, listened and obeyed.
ive never disrespected or offended you.
I wouldn't dare, I was sprung.
which is why I didn't take your actions so hard.
throughout the time I was not using to avoid.
without notice, the pain you brought disappeared.
I did not purposely get high to forget.
that was after we were already friends.
I always wondered what I did wrong.
to have you distance yourself.....
what mistakes was I making?
not only that ..
I was broken by the ease you had to cut me off..
Here I am pleasing a boy I love.
for that boy to shoo me off ...
I loved you dearly.
I walked many dark allys  
shed tons of tears
for you to tell me bye?........

One day.
She Will Wake Up.
Rise From darkness .
Awaken from depression.
One day.
She will realize
That there is a happy life awaiting for her outside.
One day
She will see the truth.
She will understand what loves supposed to reallly stand .
One day
She will care about herself.
Her life & motives.
One day
She will wake up.
With an empty heart.
Ready for a new start .
One day
She will realize
It’s time to let go.
With her head held up
She’ll move on.
To something better.
She deserves the world

you talk about trust,
and then betray it.

You beg for another chance, to just blow it.

you talk about love,
and then destroy it.

you talk about working things out,
and never give it a chance.

You say your sorry, but soon again you’ll do the same.

and
every time
im the one crying
on my bedroom floor.
no one to hold,
no one to see me.