My body fights to be alive,
but my mind wants to die.

you
made
me
drink
poison
and
called
it
medicine

like a firefly trapped inside the palms of a bear.
i see only darknes,
even though,
I am made of light

L - Left here alone with my scary thoughts
O - Only me, myself & I are present
N - Nobody will ever understand how this feels
E- Everybody always leaves when things get hard
L - Love hurts more than anything I've ever felt
Y- You could never see that, so you ran.