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179 · Sep 2020
Anything but me
Dhimss Sep 2020
How would it be,
to be anyone but me?
A falling rain drop,
Part of the mighty sea.
How would it be,
to be anything but me?
A moth drawn to a flame.
Willing to burn down,
fall into abyss.
How would it be,
to be anything but me?
A little grape that makes
hennessy.
Addicting, filled with toxicity.
How would it be,
to be anything but me?
a withering leaf,
paving way to a new tree.
How would it be,  
to be anything but me?
Someone's priority.
maybe a snowflake?
at least a piece of cake.
How would it be to be,
anything but me?
A happy someone,
In a happy somewhere?
quarantine moods
171 · Apr 2019
Him
Dhimss Apr 2019
Him
I don't really know how,
But, every star spoke of him.
Every thought led to him.
And, everything I saw, screamed of him.
Somehow it was beautiful.
I asked him what this was, he smiled
In his way, almost shyly.

And whispered against my cheek sweetly "It's called loved"
And I believed him almost instantly.
#love #him.
168 · Nov 2020
Hope.
Dhimss Nov 2020
Hope had aileron.
Deceitful extensions.

"Oh I know"
She nodded slow


fluttering in her chest
It grasped her neck
Left her feeling hollow.
Here's to hope🥂
166 · Apr 2019
Hushed.
Dhimss Apr 2019
That one moment, when your stuck.
Your heart screams, and your brain says "hush".
That moment where tears press hot against your eyelids, but don't fall.
That moment you wish if you could do it all, over again.
Only this time, choose him,
And not let him walk away.
#brain #heart #war.
162 · Apr 2019
Mind.
Dhimss Apr 2019
What would nt I give, to say "shut up"
To my brain.
And, somehow make it listen..
Your thought's are nt you.
But they are bad enough.
159 · Apr 2019
Scars
Dhimss Apr 2019
Words might become dark.
They might fade.
They might blend in and may not.
But they remain forever, just like scars.
152 · Apr 2019
Random
Dhimss Apr 2019
That random feeling,
Your homesick but not for home.
Your missing someone, your not sure who.
You want something. But again you don't know what.
Right now, I m drenched in that feeling.
126 · Apr 2019
Thought
Dhimss Apr 2019
I did it, cause they thought
I couldn't.
#me #I
#i
126 · Aug 2024
Soft Love
Dhimss Aug 2024
"Who should defend the moon if not the poets?"
Set the fires, let them burn.
The poets are watching,
Hold their gaze, stare them down.

Let them watch you, I vouch on their behalf, they will fall in love.
See how they defend all that their eyes linger upon.
You get to leave, but being forgotten is not your choice.

I wonder if like witches, the poets too were shunned.
Unanimously void of acceptance,
they hear battle cries where conversations are held.

The moon, her shadows. The earth her hollows
The poets go on to fight for all that they love,
I wonder how they reached this particular sparse,
A stretch of once lush but now fading grass.
A sad willow fueled by a writer's insatiable hunger.
Its roots reach deep, and its memories never fade.
The tree sags and groans, and empty nooses swing from where once dead weight hung.

I wonder if invisibility convinced the poets, that to love is to see and
To see is to show. So showmanship became a pre-requisite of their love.
But laced with it is fierce protectiveness of where they belong.
Is that why they're quick to defend another's flaws?
Baring their pens and flexing their claws.
Finding a million reasons to adorn the ones long gone?
They keep draping their dead muses with literary scarves.
In jewels, they bend over backwards to give but never grasp.

Always an Angel, Never a god.
Always the Artist never the art.

I defend the poets, for I was cursed with a poet's heart.
We wear our scars like medals from wars and
We will love till we crumble,
I wish the poets a soft love.
The love that they write and read about.

I wish the poets, a soft love,
free verse
87 · Mar 18
Rubber Rooms
Dhimss Mar 18
The matter of the fact happens to be, I've ****** my way to ascension and I know how my shackles broke.

I wasn't rambling about nonsense but the **** I was spewing wasn't venom but love. I was sharing information about the future and that brought me to find the right help because at one point I realized I was everyone's safe space but I forgot who mine were.

I've been in every possible timeline. I know Claire, I know the real bubblegum baddies. I just thought I was tripped through all of that though.

Maybe change is uncomfortable in the way people with body dysmorphia feel, changing clothes in front of a mirror with shearing blind lights.

Maybe it wasn't me that was crazy. I just asked the right questions.

I was apolitical for a reason, but then I realized politics is your fundamental human right and if I don't fight for my human rights, who will?

If I don't claw and scream my way out, who will?
I've always been nice but I've always also been just out of reach from happiness.

So maybe it wasn't me.
Maybe, maybe isn't even the word.
The words ought to be in the present tense because change can't be seen until it's all done.
psych ward retrieves
67 · Mar 17
Dearly Beloved
Dhimss Mar 17
Somehow everything is the same but all that was is different,
the people, the clothes, me and then there's you.

Karmic retributions keep tilting me away from you,
but hopefully, this time we'll make something that lasts so here's to the tomorrow that's yet to come.

Consequences, repercussions have me always missing you,
I blink twice, breathe once and suddenly there's no trace of you.

I've done my best and I have no regrets,
but maybe you do,
do you perhaps regret me?

But if not so, then where are you?
been awhile but i've found my muses now.

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