To be stripped down layer by layer
To lose yourself and everyone else
To be ***** by every vowel
Every letter  
Hurts
As the burning sensation of the vowels cut deep

To be made small
To shrink so low that you are no longer visible
So minuscule that no mole can find your mass
So small that maybe just maybe
The words won’t hurt because your heart is so small

To be molded by the words the person is speaking
A shape so unimaginable
As they mold you in the most inhuman way possible

To be stripped down layer by layer
To lose yourself and everyone else
By the time you’ve awoke
Your lungs are empty
And you're no longer the person you used to be

My lungs are filled with water
Yet i'm not drowning
With every breath I spit some out
and can breath a little more

My heads filled with negative thoughts
Ones that tell me to die
Yet with every conversation of my feelings
I feel a little better

I can see it
The finish line is so close
I've worked so hard to overcome everything

And today I feel I can finally say

I'm feeling a little better