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Nov 2015 · 280
The Morning Falls Hard
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
Most vulnerable under sheets,
**** as the Winter sky.
Sometimes I am bold,
Other times I am cold and
Trembling,
Especially with these images of
You.

Have you ever felt the
Breeze of risk and infatuation
All at once?
It's something that can really
Toss around your hair and
Caress your face.

Too bad I am not
Infatuated.

I am just skating on the very
Thin ice of
Love and trouble.
This love can be troubling,
Am I wrong?
Not use to being fed what I
Want, rarely what I ever
Need.

It's definitely not a sin to
Sip from this pond of
Passion and trust and
Loyalty...
It's a personal sin to
Deny
What you want. What you
Need.

I got what you want,
And you know what I need.
Nov 2015 · 1.0k
Truthful Treachery
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
It's tough love,
It's tough luck.
Tough ****, girl.

I apologize, never sorry though.

Did I use you?
Well, here's your answer.

The painter strokes canvas with
Whatever brush
That is necessary at the moment,
Whatever brush and stencil that
Can illuminate backgrounds and
Sharpen the depth of his mind.
And to make a long story
Short,
I'm a poet,
Unfortunately, I am always and
Constantly going to need
New and blank *** paper.
Crisp pen tips that bleed with
Ease.
New titles,
New topics...

You were just a series that is now
Very much old and very much
Over.
I'll write about it till I'm blue in the face and black in my heart :)
Nov 2015 · 357
No Good
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
I build **** up,
Just to break **** down.

Give you power
Just to melt your crown.

Promise these smiles
Just to bring them frowns.

Lift you up
Just to drag you down.

Get you high,
Watch you hit the ground.

Help you float,
Then I let you drown.

Hurt you hoes,
And for that, I'm proud.
Nov 2015 · 351
Liar, Liar
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
They say all I hold is lies
Of saliva in my throat,
And when I talk, I spit them out.
To hold them in would
Make me choke.
Is this a game, is this a joke?
Truth be told, I am a liar.
But I do it without thought.
It is less than my desire.
Causes fire. Spray it out.
Heard those cheaters never win,
Let's pretend that these lies
Are only here to plaster grins.
Nov 2015 · 344
The Flame That Burns Well
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
There ain't nothing new
About the way my heart beat
Corresponds with the
Throbbing below my waist.

I can always sense fear,
I can always taste danger.
But something about you is
Sweet and saccharine.

Undoubtedly irresistible.

And because of that, for once
I don't smell death or horror.
I see a love fueled lust in the pit
Of darkness and
Feel
An all consuming desire for the
Flavors of happiness.

And this desire just burns so well.
Nov 2015 · 728
The Art Of Destruction
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
Piano keys and guitar strings.
Even ink stains on my
Fingertips.
I have yet to find a masterpiece
Ever worth your elegance.
There are words in the sky,
They spill when I feel.
What's the big deal about
Young love and pain pills.
I overdose on dreams and
Wake up an addict.
Your presence is lethal,
Your company is tragic.
But I love it and I need it
And I can't even believe it.
I'm not breathing,
These are lungs that
Only work when they're
Needed.
Follow me into your sleep,
And we could make the best art.
Romeo and Juliet never had to
Fall apart...
Nov 2015 · 573
Waterfront Blues
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
The season before this, I
Thought not of you.
I wish I could say this...
It wouldn't be true.
My love is a wave that
Falls towards the shore,
And quickly escapes
Whenever is bored.
But the catch about that is
A wave only leaves
When beauty of air depletes it
A breeze.
If you are the wind, that
Blows into days, I
Only do hope that your gust
Comes to stay.
And never do stray,
But I've wished that in past.
If so you do leave, thy wind
Equals wrath.
Nov 2015 · 1.2k
Relentless
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
Detect emotional obsession.
I confess
I'm obsessed with
Conversational progression.
Agressive, kinda reckless.
Something restless.
Only restless from these
Restless nights...
Depression?
Congregated thoughts don't
Cause emotional recession.
And rejection
Is the only way my pride can be
Deflected.
Forgive me, I am feckless.


My mother gave me life, and yes
I see that she regrets it!
Nov 2015 · 560
Questions
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
Oh please, come forward.
I've been silent for a bit.

Autumn doesn't do me well
When my heart is so brisk.

Everything I fought against,
And so much that I denied

Is no match for the feelings
I've hid long inside.

Everyone will call me crazy.
Say I'm borderline insane.

I don't find a care, I'm washing
All their doubts with rain.

I walk this strut in day that I
Swiftly lose through night

Because the pride and lust in me
Is slowly drifting out of sight.

And I swore this to myself.
Yes, I swore this once before...

But oh my ******* God,
There's something here for sure.

And it makes me lose discretion.
It makes me go so blind.

You don't have to search for me,
But it's you I have to find.

I'm not sure what to do.
Or if I'll ever get a moment.

I just know that every word is
Better written than it spoken
Nov 2015 · 534
Crestfallen Light
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
Dreary fever that runs
Deep in soul,
Is just as clean as murky ponds.

Within myself, I search for light--
Which is dim and demons fond.

Perhaps, the light of night and stars,
Or placid shine of aching moons.

I yearn for light, yet dread what’s bright.
Fearful tunes or lovely gloom?

The heart that thumps beneath the flesh
Is only grand as rotting log.

And light within this soul of mine
Is clear as blood,
And dense as fog.
Nov 2015 · 634
Feel
Misty Meadows Nov 2015
Slice me...
I don't bleed nothin'
Less than real.

Gasoline in my
Veins, and a throat full of
Pills.

Come to terms with my life,
Giving death a great deal.

Feeling nothing but pain,
Or pain is nothing I
Feel?
Oct 2015 · 1.3k
Start, End?
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
Expected with lateness,
Destined for greatness.
My flavors are true,
So I hope you can taste this.

Live as a winner,
But roses do wither.
Was born in the winter,
I'll die with a shiver.
Oct 2015 · 333
Temper
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
Doomed is the woman that
Dares to fall for me.

Blatantly, I'll watch her weep.
Great chuckles so discreet.

When the blood I bleed is leaked,
These women taste deceit.

I plead for your release,
Then with your heart,
I'll tear apart,
And with your love,
I do deplete!
Oct 2015 · 314
Horizon
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
At a time, where the moon kisses
The same line that the sun falls
To rest on,

Love is bound.
Love is found.
Crossing paths like a *******
Oct 2015 · 297
Notes And Notes
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
Sat on the floor to
Fiddle with the chords of
Amorous emotion,
Couldn't decide whether or not to
Blink or keep my eyes shut.
Never do I want to miss this
Rush,
Nor watch it leave.

I blink and blink
Till off in sleep.

Still strumming the lovely
Tunes of admiration.
Oct 2015 · 545
What Makes My Mist
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
Rainbows and sunshine
Don't flow with my lifeline,
But thunder and lightning is
Always on my mind.

The sweeter the rain,
The harder the patter.
A life without rain
Would just make me sadder.
Oct 2015 · 733
Low Key
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
So many pretty faces.
I done put my hands in
Too many places.
Struggling with the basics.
Every relationship, I've wasted.
No time management,
No pacing.
I hope they forgive me,
They don't know what I've been
Tasting, lately...
Oct 2015 · 687
808
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
808
When your heart thumps so
Loud, you
  
    Become a walking song,

And the lyrics are what you

Leave behind for other people's
Perspective.
****.
Oct 2015 · 492
Punishment Writing
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
Scribo suntne
  

      In poena?
Oct 2015 · 681
Cold Water
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
Morning faucet be
Drippin' like it's ice rain.
I'm just so glad that you're not a part
Of my pain,
But I miss you.
Never gonna lie about it.
We ain't never helped each other.
Never gonna cry about it.

You lose some, but you
Win some too.
If I ever get rich,
You gonna get some too.
I can look out for those who can
Give me truth.
And from start till the end,
You ain't break no rules.

I'm just a little
Disappointed in myself.
Can't nobody tell me
What's important to my health.
I only try to thrive for my mind
And my wealth.
Forgetting 'bout people like
Dust on a shelf.

Love you to death, and I
Put it on my life.
Forgettin 'bout me,
Have I caused you strife?
If I did, only hope that
I can make it right.
And if not, only hope that
You fade into night.

Like completely off my mind.
Oct 2015 · 376
Fear?
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
At all angles,
I disappear. Never
Fearing what I hear.
Always hearing what I
Fear.
What is fear,
If it's lodged in the
Canal of your
Ear?
Is it stuck to the point
That only screams, can I
Hear...
Oct 2015 · 928
Rules
Misty Meadows Oct 2015
My purpose in life is to
Disappoint others.

Starting with God, mother,
Friends, and then lovers.

I would never feel bad
Because these are my intentions.

Before you watch a movie,
***** look at the discretion.

Something rated R: too rude,
Raw, risky?

I come to interrupt, and I
Do it so swiftly.

How could you ever hate me,
With a heart like this?

How could you ever hate me,
With a charm like this?

I'm just doin' what I do.
You know love is just a game.

I be makin' all the moves.
And *****, you just got played!
Oops
Sep 2015 · 5.3k
Exes And Hoes
Misty Meadows Sep 2015
Maybe it was me, not you...
**** it.
I ain't one to
Sugar-coat the truth.
Or sacrifice my youth.

You were fun while it
Lasted.
Dabbled in my
Little thing of passion.
Became my main source of the
Madness.

What the ******* expect from me?
Better than them hoes
That just want a check from me.
But still, wasn't much that
You could get from me.
And **** it, if there was,
Still wouldn't get from me.

I'm deliberately harsh.
Say things from the heart.
Make you swear I've no
Heart.
But you was tearin us apart.

I would never feel remorse,
I could never shed a tear for you.
If you was dying from a fright,
I wouldn't **** a fear for you.
Dying here tonight?
Yeah, I'd like to hear from you...
If you wanna tonight,
I'll rush the new year for you.

Ungrateful little *****...
Happy I don't have to deal with you

Could never feel for you.
Aug 2015 · 776
Message Me, Not
Misty Meadows Aug 2015
Forever questioning my
Existence.
Persistent in the division to
Witness myths given by
Misfits.

Addicted to sadness,
Adapting to madness.

Love me or don't.

I feel what I want...
Aug 2015 · 432
Nothin' Better
Misty Meadows Aug 2015
Want you in the worst way.
You should want me in the worst way.
I've been feeling all this jealousy.
Don't wanna let the hurt stay.
You should love me in the first place.
I'm enchanting all your fantasies.
Fantize a balcony.
With a view that only
Falcons see.
Something cooler than the
Mountain breeze.
Put you on a pedestal.
Lookin' up, I'm so proud to see...
All your love just be arousing me.

Intriguing me, keep me pleased.
I'm used to the cycle.
Being with me, you gotta
Read past the title.
Decipher all my pages.
Recite me as a bible.
Arguing like rivals.
Words are bullets from a rifle.

I'm feelin' all your energy,
I'm feelin' when you're stressed.
Yeah, I been in love before.
God's my only witness.
You can ask me if I'm happy,
Imma tell you that I'm blessed.
Used to play with knives and pen.
Start imagining the mess.

In this love I have no mission,
I have ignorant discretion.
I'm just bleeding on a paper,
Hoping it looks like a message.

Meet me in the lounge
Or you can find me in the halls.
Either way, it's going down.
No lost cause, no love lost...
Aug 2015 · 670
Crazy, Crazy
Misty Meadows Aug 2015
Forevermore, never more
Can I do this.
You dwell upon the negative,
Whilst I'm an opportunist.
The truth is...

My ego higher than
The mufuckin roof is.
Compliments ain't **** if you just
Think yourself as useless.

Frankly, I ain't angry.
I'm just foolish.
A fool for you, I'll do for you
Anything to prove it.
But more or less, the **** you say
Just tires me to ruthless.
I'm tiring, so tired from
Always being clueless.
Your doubt gon' make me
Lose it.
Take the plug and
Pull it.
I don't care, don't you dare
Deny the **** is stupid.
Stupidly I'm used to all this
*******.

You're the best kind of nuisance.
Aug 2015 · 3.4k
Cannabis & Chlorine
Misty Meadows Aug 2015
Can you teach me how to smoke,
At the indoor pool?
Cannabis and chlorine
On a night so cool.
I can ditch the white pills
Without crushing the moon,
If you can roll something up
Without killing the mood.
         What's left to prove
If it's just me and you?
I mean, you and I
Decide
If we have any rules.
We can feel, we can chill.
We can deal with the truth.
                   Cannabis and chlorine.
Fuse green with the blue.
Cannabis and chlorine.
A mixture of hues.
All you gotta do
Is make my lungs so confused.
Cannabis and chlorine,
When it's just me and you.
Can you teach me how to smoke
At the indoor pool?
From a dream I had.
Aug 2015 · 847
Grilled Apricots
Misty Meadows Aug 2015
My lips, pink and petite,
Always falling short of love.

Most usually, burning against a
Flesh
Holding more toxins than my
Lungs find throughout the night.

And this tongue,
Trails deep within forbidden
Valleys,
Seeping moisture to the greatest
Of mistakes.

My pulse finds a way to give my
Hips a rhythm
To the symphonies of seduction.

Ballads of bed sheets.

I try to breeze through temptation,
Even in the cities of lust.

My mind lacks discretion
As I grip this desire...
Aug 2015 · 935
Vapor
Misty Meadows Aug 2015
I fizz a little, drift
A little in this
Mist.
Every love's coincidental
If it's ending with a kiss.
I don't really miss
The burning and the bleeding of my
Wrist.
But my fist holds much bliss.
I am swift and too brisk.
I am...
Holding many myths
And I spit 'em from lips that
Stutter too quick.
Yet, mumble when ****** and
They only take trips when
Challenged by risk.
So, I fumble with trouble.
Guess I like it like this.
Flow lifts like vapor.

— The End —