Right now
In this moment
I am simply
Me

My anxiety has no hold on me
My depression is at rest

Self doubt and loathing have hidden themselves to give way to calm.

I am at peace.
I am me.
I am free.

And it was 1 am when i was clinging to myself and holding on my heart as tears streamed down my face and traced a path i had always known to be normal. For hurt was normal and this was just a 1 am tradition.

Love is an illusion
the creator placed on earth to make us produce more of mankind
Love is an illusion that fills me with confusion

I want to say “goodbye”
But I can’t watch you leave

I want to say “I need you”
But you wouldn’t believe me

I want to say “I love you”
But you won’t understand

I want to say “let me go”
But you hold on to my hand

She uses stardust as her lipstick to make me fall in love with her everyday,
but i use gun powder to push her away.