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Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Red wine and lye
In sea salted bathtub
Candles glimmer as I imbibe
Liquids made to wash
Away the dirt and grime
And poison blackened sadness
Built-up in veins over time
Bleached bone-white skin
Sipping ammonia with lemon and lime
Takes my pain away
This poem was written in late 2012 after I struggled with depression that would somedays put me into a catatonic state for days at a time.  Some times the horrors of life need to be expressed in words so you can begin to digest them.
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
There is no exception
to being exceptional
based on perception
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Soft and gentle hands
A cold and empty heart
Forked serpent's tongue
And your lies I wore like a blanket
I have been wrapped up in my graduate's degree this weekend.  Time to get back to the poetry game.  Anyways, this is a simple and sad monologue representing retrospective looking at a relationship.
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
They
Call out for me
Hunt me
Inhuman voices
Screaming
I feel their fingers
Reaching
To claw the dirt from my head
And give flesh
To my inner voices
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Cassie Lane Gray, ever so slight of frame
Hit harder than a train, playing her martial games
Cassie ran eight miles a day, and she never strayed
Her routine was tough as iron, her boxing gloves were frayed

Her momma put her in ballet, but later on, she disobeyed
Strapping wraps to wrists, uppercut finisher each day
And when she said she wanted to box, her momma turned away
But she was gonna fight, with no one in her way

Cassie Lane Gray grew up poor in San Jose
Never had much to say, just wanted in the fray
Her ballet, in a way, made her opponents pay
As she moved with dancer's sway, they later would convey

Cassie's family prayed that she would portray
The sweet and simpering visage of a classy dame
But it wasn't in the cards, for Cassie Lane Gray
The "Bantam Weight Ballerina"
A strong young fighting woman
Was in the ring to stay
This poem was inspired by a filthy ragtag tomboy friend that I spent a lot of my youth with.  She was tough as nails and loved to box.  Her parents had tried to put her on the pageant circuit every year, and every year they would find her in a ripped and muddy dress, fighting with the boys.  She was such a wonderful person and despite several state boxing championships, her parents never loved or appreciated her work and accomplishments.  Follow your dreams and don't let anyone try fit you into their mold.
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I see that look in your eyes
But your hands hang at your sides
I step forward just a little
And you inch away
I was respectful and scared
You tilted your head a little
But never moved forward
I touched your shoulder awkwardly,
Lost my nerve, and walked away

Years later we would meet
With coffee in our hands
On busy Washington streets
Our conversation warm as summer
Sunning my heart
Like a lizard on a rock
You asked me, "Why?"
"Why didn't you kiss me that night?"
I shrugged and touched your shoulder
You go home to your three girls
And I return to my empty house
Sitting at my desk writing poems
My life a necklace missing pearls
We always have that "one that got away."  Sometimes we forget about the impact they have on our lives...  until we remember.
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I turn
off
the news

Terror
rocks
our
world

Heads
bowed,
praying
in pews

And
international
flags
are furled

Rubbing
my
aching
temples

Viral
news
finally
makes sense

Close
my door
as nations
tremble

And
bask,
in sweet
silence.
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