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Matt Dec 2014
Put the 21st century man in front of the screen!

Yahoo messenger, Youtube, Skype
Tumblr, Tivo,
Iphones and Instagram too

Seems no one stops to say hello
Everyone is glued to the screen

Media and more media
I love it too
This is the digital age

I feel isolated from my fellow man
Wandering and lonely

Is there anybody out there?
Matt Apr 2015
On October 17, 2006, President Bush signed into law, the John Warner Defense Authorization Act. The law allows the President to declare a “public emergency” at his own discretion, and place federal troops anywhere throughout the United States. Under this law, the President also now has the authority to federalize National Guard troops without the consent of Governors, in order to restore “public order.” The President can now deploy federal troops to U.S. cities, at will, which eliminates the 1878 Posse Comitatus Act.

This means the president holding office will control everything, including the arrest of whomever he deems threatening. All communications are controlled, all media is controlled and now the president controls DHS, the military and police.

All the joint training we are seeing between the military and police leading up to Jade Helm, it's a qualification, the police and sheriff departments are being qualified for federalization. Personnel have to be qualified first, before they can participate in joint operations (signed off). This is how the system works.

Also, the other reason for this is for tracking and supply. The government uses specific forms that are entered into the logistics and supply system. If everyone is federalized, the system runs smoothly, because everyone is government document/program number approved and recognized by the same system, not an off shoot agency that require more work to track and less benefits when supplying personnel and units.
Matt Mar 2015
Search your heart
Search your mind
Search for innner peace

Pray for forgiveness
Pray for forgiveness

For the hate you had in your heart

Pray that you will continue
To love your neighbor as yourself

The love of our Lord and Savior
Jesus of Nazareth
Endures forever

Amen.
Matt Mar 2016
I think
I have been sold
A bill of goods

Everyone keeps
Going on
About life

But I find it quite queer
Seems there is
Really nothing
To get
Excited about
Nothing really here

My ***** gets hard
And isn't that fun

No woman to enter
It is wasted ***

The self is an illusion
Seems like it
Doesn't exist at all

I am a brain
Attached to a body
That stands 6 feet tall

I wish I had
A different body
But that's okay

I'll be alone
Another day

I'm preparing
For a collapse
One day

I don't think
Its funny
This country
Will one day
Be plum out of money

Could I be loved
By a female friend?
Or will I be alone
Until the end

Just wanted to spend
Some time

To have a conversation
To drink some wine

Have you seen the movie
"Seeking A Friend
For The End Of The World"

Penny was quite beautiful
Like a rare pearl

I am not afraid
To face the end

Just want to be loved
Just want a female friend

Well
I'm good
And waiting another day

For now
Alone with my movies
I'll be okay
Hehe, I like this one
Matt Sep 2015
What's the point
Of living in a 600,000 dollar home
When you spend 40 hours a week
In an office

And two hours watching the television every night

I don't get Americans
Baby boomers especially

Forever saving for the future
They have to have it all
Never really seeing the present

Strange these people

This way is all wrong
Completely and totally wrong

They sacrifice their health
And drink coffee
Their whole lives
And take these pills

And it is all just *******

I will live frugally
And maybe one day buy an RV
And drive around the country
Matt Nov 2014
Remain Composed
Do not become angry
In most all situations this is sound advice

For things are often not as bad as they seem
Just let the anger pass

Thank you Seneca
For your words of wisdom
Matt Dec 2014
Strengthens Enamel
Removes acid from wine and fruits
Helps prevent tartar build up

Please Please Please
Stay away from those whitening toothpastes!
They contain chemicals that harm your teeth

Thank you
Have a pleasant and enjoyable evening
Matt Jul 2015
Sergeant Blackman
A Royal Marine

Convicted for ******
Sentenced to ten years

He shot an injured insurgent
They came upon him
And were going to
Call in a helicopter
Or had called one in

He told his comrades
Not a word
That is was against
The Geneva Convention

One shot
And the Taliban insurgent
Was dead

Sergeant Blackman
Saw his friends die
The Taliban are ruthless
And evil

I can't even imagine
The hatred one would
Have for them
After fighting them
For that long

I hate them very much
And I've never
Been to Afghanistan

Still, he should have
Had him evacuated

Or shot him from a distance
Before they came upon him

It was a violation
Of the Geneva Convention

Sergeant Blackman will serve
Ten years

American Drone pilots
Who **** innocents
Are not brought to trial

Some people feel as though
He has been made
Into a scapegoat

I understand
Why you did it
Sergeant Blackman

Thank you for your service
I hope you killed many Taliban
During your service there

The Taliban do not respect innocent life
They are evil
Matt Feb 2015
Serving My earth time
In an aging body
Almost 30

I do not need to be touched
Or hugged
Cared for
Or loved

I have read many great minds
I am content
To read alone
To be alone

I will be chaste
No need to be with a woman
Just work, eat, sleep
Exercise, repeat

Still I hope to meet
Another great friend
It is helpful having a companion
Sex
Matt Dec 2015
***
I take testosterone supplements
To make me
Even more aroused

And why?

There are no women
In my life

Chances of meeting one
Slim

I like to watch women
And couples
Pleasure themselves on chaturbate

Did you know chaturbating
Is the act of chatting
And *******
At the same time?

Physical intimacy
Love?

Strange and foreign
Concepts
To me

WIll a woman
Ever desire me

I work out and
Read good books
I'm a good guy

I guess I'll
Most likely be alone
Oh well

Whatever this
Life is

Just let it be

I don't suppose
I really need
Physical intimacy
Matt Oct 2015
Podcasts
And television shows
And blogs

All about ***
*** sells

And it's just some physical urge
You have it
And it's over and done

Who cares

I just want a female companion

Maybe one day

*** is overrated
Matt Jan 2016
Sfdsfsd
Matt Aug 2015
Seems as though
There is always some drama
On this site

I don't understand?

Why are people being so mean
Shame on those

Who attack
And insult their fellow poets

Let's support each other here

You can always respectfully critique
Each other

Thankfully most everyone here
Can be respectful
Matt Jan 2016
She said,
"I don't know you"

I told her my name

There
Now she "knows me"

She knows my name
I suppose

And even if we spent
A few hours a day
Talking-- she would
Never know me
Matt Jun 2015
Did I Say Something Wrong?

I referred to her as a goddess

Im worried I may have been too forward

I said I meant it in the most polite and respectful way

Now she is ignoring me

Do women always play

These games, lol
Matt May 2015
Here I am again
Alone At the library

Human existence can be strange indeed
I think I will go for a long hike this afternoon

I just need to record something interesting to listen to

I definitely know about solitude
And it helps me to know myself

The Shemitah is the seventh year
In the seven year agricultural calendar of Israel

The current Shemitah ends September 24, 2015

Since 1973 every US financial collapse
Combined with subsequent recession
Has occured during Shemitah 100% of the time
This includes 2001 and 2008

Perhaps another collapse in September of this year
Matt Sep 2016
You have to have
Alot of money
To get a girlfriend right

And have a big muscular body

Those are the things
You have to have
To go on dates

Too bad for me I guess

And talking with
My therapist was a bad idea

She listened
And cared about
What I had to say

And then she left

I don't like her
Anymore

I don't like her
I hate you

And I hate money
It was the money
It's always the money

That ruined
Our companionship

I don't have any feelings
Anymore for you

Too bad too
We were close

To having a real relationship

You ruined things

But I'm sure
It won't be
The last time

Now I have no friends
No one to meet with
Once a week

Who knows
Ask for my forgiveness

You are so mean

I used to care about you
Not anymore

Well
At least
You will have to live

In what will be a very difficult
Part of American history

You deserve to suffer some
For what you have done
Matt Oct 2016
You failed in your duty

You became my companion
Only to leave with little warning

Yes, you are so happy
Your big home
Your husband

Who **** into you
What a wonderful life

Your duty
Was to be my friend
You have failed
Failed in your sacred duty

And one day
You will lose
You will suffer

I cared for you

You just left

I wanted to tell you
It was important to me

Speaking to you once a week

Perhaps I will print out
A picture of you
Just to burn it

You ruined things
Repent
You deceived me
Matt Sep 2016
I'm not your friend
But I want you
To open up
To me anyway

I wish
I knew
That was implied

In the client
Therapist relationship

My female friend
Never comes

Bleh
You ruined everything
Matt Nov 2015
The man of Tao
Seems dull
And confused

He is not driven on
By some shouting voice

Aimless and wandering

The customer service representative
Was a bit obnoxious

"What you can do
Is have a seat over there
For me please"

Okay?

I sat after a few moments

He just could have said,
"You are welcome
to have a seat, if you would like"

It's fine

What a terrible job
Working at a rental car place

A hierarchy of sales representatives
Trying to climb some ladder

I got the car
So I have it to go to work tomorrow

Drive carefully
Extra carefully
I remind myself

The car is a big boat
A big unwieldy Camry boat
Blah

Wish they would have had a Jetta there
Matt Sep 2015
Yes
They still follow politics

What a joke

He still shouts at the television
Getting upset
At something a candidate said

They need pills
Because they could never
Find peace within

Turn Off the television
It doesn't matter

Who wins the election
They still don't get it
Matt Dec 2015
You are cordially invited
To visit
My showcase room

My bedroom
Is like a house
To me

It has everything you see

Books
Toothpaste
And deodorant
On the shelf

Canned goods packed
In little bags
They are good
For my health

My Kenmore fan
That blows and blows

This is my showcase room
Now you know
Matt Apr 2015
I have seen those
Who are loving
Those human beings
Who are loving throughout their lives
Whose hearts are filled with love
Bless them

It is in giving that you will receive
Matt Apr 2015
If you are tired
Tired and lonely
And you feel like nothing changes

If you feel like people are lousy
And disrespectful

Just remember if you show love to others
Beautiful things will happen
Matt Sep 2014
I went for a walk
At my old junior college
While the sun was setting

Outside
A corridor is formed
A building on the right
Classrooms on the left

The Sun shining down on the right half
Shade on the left side of the corridor

People walking to and fro
Going to class, Or going to their cars
I was just enjoying the sunset

A maintenance truck drives away in the distance
A guy with  Yankee hat walks by

As I walked back the other way
I saw the most gorgeous brunette
With a gorgeous body
I wished I could have hugged her

The bell tolls
The bright colors
Of the people's clothes

There are certain moments
And this was one
Where you know
You are seeing something truly rare

I took a mental photograph
Of that moment in time

The way this outdoor corridor
Was half light and dark
I walked where the setting sun was shining through

So mysterious this moment was
So rare
I almost cried

It's all I have
The times

I think I will go back there
To see the same time tomorrow

I love the Tao
The Tao is wise mother

It is good to see
To really look
So beautiful

It is so wonderful to watch people walk here and there

It is said a man who understands the Tao can die content in the evening

The shurangama mantra
Is a most holy mantra

The mantra was,
According to the opening chapter of the Shurangama Sutra, Historically transmitted by the Buddha Shakyamuni
To Manjushri Bodhisattva to protect Bhikshu Ananda
Before he had become an Arhat.

I included the link

I hope you enjoy Shurangama Mantra too
There is only the present
Truly live in the present
And you will find eternal bliss

The present is the only place you will ever be
https://archive.org/details/Shurangama_Mantra_000_Lines_001-9_Refuge_Buddhism
Matt May 2015
Every hour of every day

God this and God that
Shut the f* up

One day He will be saying your name
What did you do on earth?
Matt Dec 2015
How you doin?  

The question is asked
Over and over again

Just like asking
If I had a nice day

Asked by a person
With a room temperature IQ

You will never know
How I am doing

Just shut up
And go away

You piece of human garbage
Matt Mar 2016
Stop asking "How are you"
******* idiot

I don't care
How you are

The most obnoxious question
And I have headphones on
Don't talk to me

So stupid
Just go away

Am I good?
No
I'm not good

You stupid idiot

Life is repetitive
And meaningless
Now *******

Sometimes I wish
You would just die

And I won't care
That much
When you do
Matt Mar 2016
Is someone
Being mean and rude
Acting like a total ****?

Then simply ignore
Everything they say

It works wonders
Try it today

The silent treatment
Is the way

To take that person
Out of your day
Matt Jan 2015
You know
It's all one big simulation

It's all the same
365 days in a year
Four seasons in a year
Repeating and repeating

Hard when you can't do what you want
Feels like you are trapped repeating

America is done anyhow

Another night alone
No dates
No fun

At least
I have my Itunes University
HIS 101: Hist of Western Civ I
Matt Feb 2016
This life matrix
Is a real dump

Alot of the times
I'm lonely

Hey Jesus guy
Where have all the people gone?

You gunna send me a female friend?
Or do you not really give a bleep

What is this thing
This body
That must be stuffed
Full of food

This body
Women don't want

Oh well
What did I ever do
Anyway

Just try to be kind to people

Alone Alone
The therapist
Was just in it for the money

Our nation drowns in debt
And its just business as usual
I suppose

Another lonely day
Matt Dec 2015
Sitting On a log
6,000 feet
Above the sea

There I was
Not much after
A tad past 3:30

Will a woman
Ever hug
Or love me?

Perhaps I'll just
Live my life alone
In front of my computer
Writing poems
Matt Jul 2015
Seen a bunch of times
A bunch of names
And places
A bunch of faces

I liked meeting with
The therapist

I don't want a job
This country is doomed

Just leave me alone
Leave me alone
And I'll sit
On the side of the trail
Matt Dec 2015
I write how I feel

When the terrible times come
I won't be afraid

I spent my life alone
Reading and studying

When you live alone
You don't fear the end

The world never cared
About my desires

It was indeed absurd
I watched a woman *******
With a ***** that had
Been programmed
To spurt some kind of
Artificial *****

I enjoy those chaturbate cams

The therapist left
She didn't care
Maybe she was just
An atheist after all

A self-indulgent
Hedonist
Who loved to get plowed
In the behind

I had thoughts
Of ending my own
Mother's life

I asked Jesus for forgiveness

I learned that Jesus
Wasn't a genie
Who was going to grant
My wishes

Well everyone knows that
Anyhow

I tried to be good and kind

But then the day came
When it seemed
There were no people
Anymore

Spent my life alone
At the gym
With my podcasts

Then the World war came
Mass starvation
Food shortages
Armies of drones
Civil war

The banks collapsed
I didn't care
Nobody ever cared

I went and sat under a tree
And dug a shelter there
I had some food to last
A few days

And then I slowly
Starved to death
Sitting under a tree

I cannot help
That I was robbed
Of life
In a way

Relationships
Friends
I had only a couple
And I didn't see them
Much

I dreamed about meeting
A female friend
She didn't come

I guess God didn't care

People kept asking
"How are you?"
What a stupid question

Nobody knows how
Anyone is

I never cared for my body
That much

I wanted to feel love
To give a woman
A hug

Oh well
It never came

I will just sit there
And starve to death

And after that
I will cease to exist
Or go to heaven
Based on my religious beliefs

Is it nice there
Heaven

Are there caring women
With large *******
And firm bottoms?

I certainly hope so
I deserve it
For all the miserable ****

We endure on this planet

Maybe I'm just a brain
A brain floating in space

One day I will
Burn all the family
Pictures, perhaps

I would rather starve
Under the tree
Than go to the F.E.M.A. Camp

******* is a selfish act
Why do I have these urges
When I'll never meet a woman

A cold world

Go away
Stay away

Go away
And stay away

I have the light
That fills the day

The stars are bright
They fill the night

Everything is going
To be okay

Just stay away
Stay away from me

My podcasts are my friends
And that is how
It will be
Matt Dec 2014
Shove food in Body
Work
Sleep

Repeat

Earth *****

Where is my mistress?
I want to be humiliated
Matt Feb 2016
Wow
To live in America
To eat California golden raisins

To have humus
And Greek yogurt
And apples

And a gym to workout in
And an iPad,
iPhones too

Amazing
And I am grateful

One day perhaps
I will meet my female friend

Hope everyone has a pleasant evening
Matt Feb 2016
Sometimes
I think I would have had
More fun as a woman

Just looks ****** to me
To have a long thick shaft
Throbbing inside of me

Hehe
Imagining what *** would be like as a woman
Matt Mar 2016
A life without goals

Why does my body
Feel akward?

That's just the way I feel

And why does the earth
Bore me?

It just does

And it's all a joke

Why should I care
About the accumulation
Of money

It's a short life anyway

And no
I won't
Work full time

The song
"He's got too much
Time on his hands"

Means they don't
Want you to drift
To do as you please

One should be
Productive
And accomplishing tasks

Like an automated automaton
I heard people say
Alot of different things

Most of what I heard
Sounded like
"Blah blah blah blah
Blah Blah blah
Blah blah blah
Blah Blah Blah"

My limbs weak,
My muscles soft
But my grip is strong

The world
Looks upon the man
Of Tao with disdain

And I saw
The elderly man
Staring at his lawn

That's all life mostly is
Just looking
And walking

Poor miserable
Dull man

I'm moving slow
Like a sloth
That's my plan
Matt Jan 2015
I stand in front of the mirror

I have a problem with the creator
Thanks alot for this small sad d
Hideous

I hate to be negative
But oh well
I'll always be alone

That's fine
I don't need anyone

I'll always be alone
I don't care

Small sad c

Women ignore me

I don't care
Rely on myself
Believe in myself

The woman I like married some well-hung latin stud

Earth is a terrible place
I could live a thousand years
Completely alone

I am a towering pillar of strength
Matt May 2017
It all just blends in
Into one meaningless
Endless blob

32 years old
Watching a live gaming stream

Hours in a chat room
Alone, Alone

Off to the old property
To have a smoothie
And nap
Matt Jan 2015
If you were to ask me this question
I wouldn't know what to say?

I mean this life
It's just beyond words

I'm tired
I have been for years
I still work out
I still can do wide grip pull-ups

I'm tired
I'm lonely
I listen to music
On my computer

It helps me somehow
Makes me feel something

No man is an island
But I feel like I am becoming one
I didn't get a good job

Now I'm almost 30

I go on hikes
On hikes Alone
Everything is alone

One is the loneliest number that you'll ever know

Is there one who goes before me
One who understands
Jesus

Life is so repetitive
I'm thankful for music
And for my Craisins
Cranberries in the shape of raisins
They are named craisins
High in fiber and good for me

Almost 30 years on Earth
The destruction of the petrodollar continues
Our country trillions of dollars in debt
Matt Apr 2016
There are documentaries
And chaturbate cams

Thanks Michelle Lewin
For showing your
Fitness program

On your instagram account

I will try that exercise
To keep
My bottom firm too

A world within a world
The gardens

I could spend hours
Wandering around there

So how could I
Ever be focused

Just too many options

And the money?
Who cares

Hahaha
Matt Sep 2014
All the **** ladies here where short shorts
They do not talk to me
I am not good looking guy
Oh well
Who cares, right?
Nobody cares
Matt May 2015
I don't expect much
From this doomed nation
Military machines massing

Economy gone to hell

Let's just all sit and pretend
That everything is okay

I'm angry
I'm angry
******!

I'm 30 and I live in this ******* home
And chances are I won't get a good job
Or be able to move out
There is no future in this country

I like being alone
All day
All month
All year

I don't want to work any more
I don't care
Just so I can barely make enough
Worthless paper dollars

I'm storing food and water now
I'll survive
I'm good at that

Everyone Go Away
Go Away!
All I need is food and water
Food and water and the gym

Can't get job

Hours in front of this machine

I don't want anything to ever change!!!!

Living at the end of this country
They'll round up American citizens like cattle
Herd them into the FEMA camps

I'll be alone like always

2 pac is angry too
Listen to him in the link provided

Well I'll just keep being a compassionate and loving person
Like I always have been
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JE59uKXQ2w
Matt Dec 2015
Someone Once Said
I needed to work
40 hours a week

As if it was
An order
From some
Computing Machine

I don't and I won't

The machine can
Only give orders

It cannot answer my questions

It requires
40 hours a week

Sorry Machine
I believe in non action
Just give it a try

A simple question
It cannot explain why

Now let's watch
The machine
Overheat and die

I will do what I enjoy
Less than 40 hours
A week

I am not striving
To reach some
Non-existent peak

Down through the mountains
And through
The valley
I will flow

The Tao is like water
This I know

Sometimes
I like to do
Different things
With my time

Eating a pear
Underneath a tree

This is who
I am meant to be

And I will live here
As long as I want

I think this text
Is Times New Roman font
Matt Mar 2016
Some people
Are impossible to love

I cannot love everyone

But have you ever
Just disliked someone

And if they died
Couldn't care less?

Well I feel that way
About a family member

And no I'm not sorry
Matt Jul 2015
An EMP attack
Perhaps a Cyber Attack
Or Nuclear attack

An economic collapse
Food rationing
Marshall Law

Who knows
What it will be
I have a feeling

There may be
Hard times
For you and me
Matt Sep 2014
There  is a certain emptiness inside
I suppose it comes from
Mostly Always being alone

I'm tired of this
Tired of being broke

Month after month
No money
And I still can't find a job

This economy really *****                
Maybe I'll never find a job
Just sell my car
To pay off my credit card debt

Forget driving anywhere
Just set up permanent residence
In my parent's home

And I'm so tired
Of this house

Will I ever leave?

I'm angry
At our society
You work and work and work
An undergraduate degree plus sixteen months of education

Still no job
Can't even find part time
What a ******* up state California is

Well, at least there is golf
I love chippping and putting
Something relaxing about it

It requires great focus
Watching the ball take the break
Chipping underneath pine tree

Little finches hopping to and fro
Listening to my buddhist mantra

Golf is a beautiful game
A solitary game for the individual

I hope to meet a fun lady to play golf with
But maybe that is just a dream
I'll probably always play alone
And that's okay

I hope to meet a beautiful woman
Someone beautiful on the inside
To be friends with
Maybe that is just a dream

But a good dream indeed
Matt May 2015
Concentrate on others
And not on yourself
You may find it to be wonderful

There is a way for me
A path for me in this life

I love the life of the mind

I am just a plain simple man
I hope to meet a female companion

To love a woman deeply
Is too intense for me

Friendship is wonderful

Hmmmm
What should I record onto my iphone now?
Maybe The Republic by Plato
Or some more speeches by Churchill

I really did care for my therapist
It is too bad she had to move away
But it's okay
One day I think I may meet a woman
To be friends with for life

I am loyal to my friends

Slow and steady
The asian man I talked to
Is in his eighties
And still walks up our street each day

"Where is the lady in the garden?" he asked
I told him she was in the back I think
He is a kind man

One day he told me I am young and to enjoy life
He is young
His smile you should see
So sweet

That is the ancient way
The eternal joy he kept through time

I can see
I have eyes that see
I just try my best to be kind to others
Matt Jun 2015
Been through so much sh** now
Haven't we all

And I live in this body
That I don't really like

And I spend my life alone

And I can forget about success
Or a career or a future in this country

Just store food and water
And get ready for a big collapse

You're on your own soldier!

But that's okay
Grandpa was on his own
In North Africa

I'm tough, I'm mean
And I will survive

Bcause that is all I ever do
I certainly don't have
Many good feelings

I don't know any pretty women
I don't have fun

I scrape and scrap
For every lousy worthless dollar

And I'll keep my can opener
Close at hand

I need to store up more canned foods
Cause this is a nation in a whole bunch
Of trouble
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