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Matt Jun 2015
I'm tired
Of these young comedians
Making disrespectful jokes
And stereotyping
People from the south

Especially one comedian
In particular
I won't name

It's not good to stereotype
Any group of people

I appreciate your sense of humor

But stereotyping is disrespectful
Jun 2015 · 732
Jesus, Buddha, and Lao Tzu
Matt Jun 2015
It's so easy
Don't you know
To Show the love
That Jesus showed

Or for that matter
Buddha or Lao Tzu

Life flows naturally
When you forget the self
And take the focus off you
Jun 2015 · 348
Toast For Two
Matt Jun 2015
I am toasting a piece
Of whole grain plus

Getting your daily amount
Of grains is a must

Would you like me
To put in a piece for you?

So we can have toast for two
Jun 2015 · 1.7k
Blue Moon Of Kentucky
Matt Jun 2015
Blue moon of Kentucky keep on shining
Shine on the one that's gone and proved untrue
Blue moon of Kentucky keep on shining
Shine on the one that's gone and left me blue
It was on a moonlight night
The stars were shining bright
And they whispered from on high
Your love has said good-bye
Blue moon of Kentucky keep on shining
Shine on the one that's gone and said good-bye
Blue moon of Kentucky keep on shining
Shine on the one that's gone and proved untrue
Blue moon of Kentucky keep on shining
Shine on the one that's gone and left me blue
It is on a moonlight night
The stars shining bright
They whispered from high
Your love has said good-bye
Blue moon of Kentucky keep on shining
Shine on the one that's gone and said good-bye
By: Bill Monroe
Jun 2015 · 945
More U.N. Vehicles in U.S.
Matt Jun 2015
Dave,
My husband and I were traveling from Louisiana to Dallas, TX.  Saturday. on Interstate 20 westbound.  We passed a convoy of military vehicles on the Interstate headed towards Dallas.  Also,  in an area in which traffic had come to almost a complete stop because of road construction, over to the south of I-20, my husband and I spotted 3 white helicopters hovering in a triangular formation over an open field for over 10 minutes.  Traffic was barely moving for a long time and the helicopters never moved, just hovered.  Also,  someone on Facebook traveling on I-20 in Louisiana today posted a video of UN ambulances being transported in which the UN logo had been taped over on all the vehicles but, on one door the covering had blown loose and you could clearly see the UN logo.  I am praying for the people of Texas and Louisiana to wake up to what is going on especially with these false flag events like prisoner escapee and house to house searches in Texas to gather data about what is in the homes more than likely.  Texas is under attack and now, ironically, the tropical storm system in the Gulf which was originally predicted to head our way in Louisiana at the gulf, has turned and is now going straight through the heart of Texas where they have already had major flooding going on.  Please pray for our nation!!

Ronelle Ford
Shreveport/Bossier Louisiana
Jun 2015 · 842
Pretty Women I See
Matt Jun 2015
I saw a pretty woman
Walkin' up my street

Tight yoga pants
So ****

I look but haven't been intimate
With a woman for 7 years

Women are so beautiful
I saw a gorgeous Zumba instructor

Last night at the gym
Her smile and her body
Man oh man
Geeze

Better not to look
At such beautiful women

They walk in and out of my life
Lol
Jun 2015 · 2.2k
The Battle Of New Orleans
Matt Jun 2015
In 1814 we took a little trip
Along with Colonel Jackson down the mighty Mississipp'
We took a little bacon and we took a little beans
And we caught the ****** British in the town of New Orleans

   We fired our guns and the British kept a coming
   There wasn't nigh as many as there was a while ago
   We fired once more and they began to running
   Down the Mississippi to the Gulf of Mexico

We looked down the river and we seen the British come
And there must have been a hundred of them beating on the drums
They stepped so high and they made their bugles ring
We stood behind our cotton bales and didn't say a thing

Old Hickory said we could take 'em by suprise
If we didn't fire a musket 'til we looked 'em in the eyes
We held our fire 'til we seen their faces well
We opened up our squirrel guns and really gave 'em

Well they ran through the briars and they ran through the brambles
And they ran through the bushes where the rabbits couldn't go
They ran so fast the hounds couldn't catch 'em
On down the Mississippi to the Gulf of Mexico

We fired our cannon 'til the barrel melted down
Then we grabbed an alligator and we fought another round
We filled his head with cannonballs and powdered his behind
And when we touched the powder off the gator lost his mind
By: Jimmy Driftwood

http://www.bluegrasslyrics.com/node/963
Jun 2015 · 418
Walking
Matt Jun 2015
I went for a walk
To the gym
Best to save gas
As poor as I am

Saw the Warriors win
No surprise there

And I walked back home
There was a large leak
Beside the library
Water gushing out onto
The pavement and street

I hope the Department of water and power
Got there to fix the leak

And then I ventured into a suburb
Those evening walks in the quiet suburbs
Quite magical

A man with his phone
A walking stick and his dog

And as I write this poem
I slipped into these *******
Quite comfortable I may add

I saw a kitty in the window
A black and white kitty
In the window
Relaxing on the window sill

And I saw a woman on her front porch
Was she inside or outside?
I'm not quite sure
Pretty certain she was outside

Then there was the beautiful
Asian American woman with her dog
Oh goodness those Asian women
Many here in Southern California
And my do I often think of them

Lol but the chances of me meeting
One are slim I suppose

Ah well

Coming into my neighborhood
I saluted the large American flag
On the house with the camera

And as I turned up my street
The corner house had little lights
On top of their fence
A strange configuration

My body is just a plain earth body
Not desired by any woman

Oh well
Tao is wise mother
Jun 2015 · 3.1k
Man Destroys The Earth
Matt Jun 2015
Human beings are great
At destroying their environment

"The dumping of highly radioactive water
Into the Pacific Ocean
Constitutes a potential trigger
To a process of global
Radioactive contamination

Radioactive elements have not
Only been detected in the
Food chain in Japan, radioactive
Rain water has been
Recorded in California"

And we just don't have the resources
For all these people

I propose a 1 child per family rule
And make it for every nation
This earth just can't support
All these people....
http://www.globalresearch.ca/fukushima-a-nuclear-war-without-a-war-the-unspoken-crisis-of-worldwide-nuclear-radiation/28870
Matt Jun 2015
Please be careful
With your comments

When you comment on people's work!

Their work can be complex
And have meaning that
Only the author understands

This is a sacred place
For most all of the people
That post work here

Simply leaving a
"What's wrong with you" comment

Not the best idea

There is nothing wrong with me
I am one of the most kind and loving people

Who talks to my own gardener
And brings him fruit

There is nothing wrong with me
I am a good human being

If you meant it in a sympathetic way
I appreciate it
We all have bad days
And sometimes we write about
Negative feelings or emotions

Please be extra careful with your comments
We put everything into our writing!

Please be polite and leave an explanation
Of your critique
We must tread softly here
Jun 2015 · 628
Paths
Matt Jun 2015
Choosing Paths
These humans are

Life for the self
And love the self
Some people choose this way

Self-image, cars, and the house
They had everything
(Or so they thought)

Not focusing on the self
One should let go
Accept disgrace willingly
(I'm working on that)

Existing for the needs of others
Empty the "self"
And you will become full

The thirty spokes depend
Upon the wheel's hub
The center is empty

Being empty
One can walk about
Without fear of rhinoceros or tiger

There is no place for
The horn to enter
No place for the
Tiger's claw to strike

The tao is like water
It flows to the low place
Which men abhor
It nourishes all things
Without striving

The man of Tao is child-like
I keep smiling throughout the day
Laughing to myself

They all seem to be taking it
A bit too seriously at times

A man I know
Is a man of the world
A business man working
At some store

Perhaps I look dull
And seem confusing to him

He is a man I see often
And have had a few
Conversations about this and that

He is a good guy
Talking to people
And is friendly

He asks how I am
I just say "Hi, and "take care"
As he walks on

Tonight I ponder his question
How am I?
Well, fairly content
I had some good lime juice

I enjoyed my walk to the nature park
And it is relaxing to place
The ice pack on my
Strained neck and shoulder
Jun 2015 · 459
Sunday
Matt Jun 2015
On Sunday
I observed the lawn bowling

An interesting game
The ball breaks just like a golf ball
It looked quite difficult

And these older women
Appeared to be quite skilled

One showed a beautiful smile
As she walked

I sat and observed the people relaxing
In the park
On a Sunday in June

Quite Idyllic

And as I approached the putting green
Located not far from the lawn bowling
An old man helped
An even older man into his car

The older of them may have been
In his early nineties
He had a beautiful smile

I practiced putting for a while
And in the far distance

A familiar sight
A twosome pushing pull carts

With sun umbrellas in their hand

The American flag flowing in the breeze
America, America

This used to be a better nation
Although never perfect

Involved in too many foreign wars
A nation in debt
Corrupt banksters and politicians
There is no future in this land

Maybe this classic American Sunday
Will be a thing of the past soon
Matt Jun 2015
Too much wine
Has got me feelin' fine!
No I'm not drunk

But feelin' some funk

Listening to bluegrass now

A few minutes ago
I picked up Wally our dachsund
Waved his paw at ma

Oh what a show!

Wally says hello
Yes our dachsund says hello

I wave his little paw
Hello there folks he says

Don't be shy
Give pettin' him a try!
Jun 2015 · 286
Another Day
Matt Jun 2015
There was nothing ever here for me

Just another day

Followed by a night

And I'm just happy to be alone

Forever alone

No career

No future for America

Store food and water

Destruction and the end

I bet it's coming soon

Would be more fun I guess

If I didn't spend every hour of every day alone

America is doomed

DOOMED
Matt Jun 2015
No upward mobility
No American dream

No steady paycheck
No career

It was all just a big joke

Now just store food and water
And hope to make it through

There is no future
No future for Americans

The land will be judged

I see difficult times in the near future
Jun 2015 · 797
Get Ready
Matt Jun 2015
None of this should be surprising in light of the following:

In February of 2010 the Internment and Resettlement Operations (FM 3-39.40) was leaked, a U.S. Army manual outlininghow to process detainees into FEMA camps.

In 2009 the National Guard posted advertisements for job as they were looking for Internment and Resettlement Specialists (31-E) to work in “civilian internee camps”.

he National Defense Authorization Act For Fiscal Year 2011, which was signed by Barack Obama on New Year’s Eve of 2011 and it allows for permanent detention without due process oflaw.

Civil Disturbance Operations (FM 3-19.15), describes the “operational threats of the civil disturbance environment,” the “general causes for civil unrest,” weapons deployment, the legal considerations of “control force operations,” the legal considerations of “apprehension, search, and detention,” and recording the “number of cadre and inmates injured or killed.”  The manual contains rules of engagement regarding the use of “deadly force” in confronting “dissidents,” which were made disturbingly clear with the directive that a “warning shot will not be fired.” This is a shoot to **** document.

Could it be anymore clear? And this is only the tip of the iceberg.
Matt Jun 2015
Dear Dave Hodges,

My husband is an Army Reservist in Michigan. He is home this weekend after training at Camp Grayling. He know that I am writing to you but please don’t use our names. His unit is training in the processing of Americans into detention camps.He was told by his CO that they would be processing American actors posing as American citizens. Part of their training was the removal and disposal of dead bodies. My husband said he will not participate when the time comes to do so. Please keep getting the word out Dave you are making a difference.

Hello Dave!
…There has been quite a bit over the past couple months as would be expected with Jade Helm. I’ve seen many convoys of various types on I-40 and I-17 as well. Camp Navajo at Belmont between Flagstaff and Williams has had a lot of extra activity also. I don’t know if anyone else north of you has mentioned any of this but it is getting quite frequent around here. Thank The Lord Jesus I’m washed in His blood!
God Bless!


Mr. Hodges,
I was traveling on Interstate 81 in Virginia this past weekend and spotted this military convoy at a rest stop right before exit 264 on 81.  After getting back on the highway, I also encountered another convoy on the road… Use these pictures as you see fit.
Jun 2015 · 463
My Akward Shoulder
Matt Jun 2015
My akward shoulder

Why is it this way?

I always exercised the right way

I just want to be normal

It is like it has a personality of its own

Stare into my eyes

You'll stare into the emptiness of life

Never desiring

Knowing poverty and loss

Knowing years alone

The wanderer

The akward shoulder is always there

I tried to change it

I cannot fix it

Ignored by women

A lifetime alone

Content to sit in the mountains

I should just be grateful I am not handicapped

Yay, I fixed it a little more with my stretch

A good breakfast I think I will have to celebrate, lol
Jun 2015 · 701
Dream World
Matt Jun 2015
They live in a dream world
Unable to see how things
Have changed in this country

If I was her
With all that money
I would be buying food
And other essential
Items needed to survive

They don't have a clue
They aren't prepared

They want their ball games
And their facebook

And they just don't get it
That our American way of life
Will be coming abruptly
To an end
Jun 2015 · 325
Alone Again
Matt Jun 2015
Alone again

Day after day

Month after month

Oh well.....

America is doomed

No money

No where to go

On a Friday night

Repeat, repeat, repeat

Repeat, repeat

There he goes to the mountains again

To the mountains again he goes
Matt Jun 2015
Would have been fun
To have been a woman

To ride a powerful black man
To feel his big 9 inch ****
****** deep inside

Ooooh yessss!!!!
Deep inside my womb

Taking his powerful shaft
In different positions

Love to be on top
Love to take it *******

I am a naughty girl, hehe

And I want to have
His child

"Please," I beg
"Put a baby inside me!"
Jun 2015 · 220
Work?
Matt Jun 2015
I don't see the point anyway

Content to never work a day

The American dollar is

Absolutely worthless anyway!
Jun 2015 · 619
Late Night Walk
Matt Jun 2015
I went on a walk
Last night around 10

So calm, so serene

I listened to the monks
As I walked

I'm not sure why I have an akward shoulder
But its okay

I'm not rich
Not many friends

But I am content

I saw a young woman practicing her dancing
Inside the large home

I make my way up a dead end street
The mountains loom massive
In the background
I am a mountain dweller

Two people in the distance
The lights of their phones visible

And on the way back
A family on their back porch
Enjoying ice cream

I had gone to my favorite spot on the trail
Earlier in the day

I had observed the birds

This nation is in trouble
In deep trouble
Jun 2015 · 338
Clueless
Matt Jun 2015
They really are clueless

Laughing in front of the idiot box

Have then no clue as to the peril our nation is in?

I guess it's just another television hour for them again
Matt Jun 2015
American citizens now living in debt slavery
This country is now not what it was
Or what it was meant to be

Let judgement come to America
Our government is guilty and corrupt

This country will be taken over
By other nations fairly soon

May God be with the loving Americans
May He be with his people

Living in this corrupt land
Matt Jun 2015
Why is the television always on?

Turn it off
I ignore it now

Sure, I'll watch an occasional sporting event
At the gym it is usually on

But the news
Ugh that is the worst

When people just sit in front of the 4 p.m. news
Just seems like a waste of time

I think every American household
Would be better without a television

And as I type
The television makes a noise
In the background

I come back from the stillness
Of the hike

Sitting behind the tree
Observing the birds
Hopping and eating berries

I saw a bird fly about 4 feet
And grab a berry in midair
Then return to its resting branch

Reality beats television
Reality is reality

The program is the program
Tune into what is real
EARTH
Jun 2015 · 1.9k
The Woman At The Pharmacy
Matt Jun 2015
I remember these people

The woman who works at
The local pharmacy

Who always talked
And made conversation
With people

These people are great
These loving people

I remember how they tried
How they showed care for others

Have mercy on me Jesus
For my wicked thoughts and deeds

Woe to those who plan evil
Woe to those who do not repent

One day there will be judgement
Those who delighted in evil
Who did not repent
Will be cast into the lake of fire
They had their chance to repent
To change their ways

They did not, now let them burn

I'm no preacher
And I'm not judging either
I'm just saying
Evil people won't be
Allowed into the light

Those who did their best
Who prayed for mercy
Those who lead good lives
Who showed others love
Who asked for forgiveness
They will live forever

God is just
And justice will be done
Amen.
Jun 2015 · 464
The Love Remains Constant
Matt Jun 2015
A changing time
A changing place

A changing name
A changing face

It's so easy
Don't you know
To show the love
That Jesus showed

I saw the water
And how it flows

Be like water
And then you'll go
From here to there
Without a care

Demonstrating love everywhere
For some reason I felt like this was one of the most important poems I have written.
Jun 2015 · 1.7k
Orgasm Denial
Matt Jun 2015
Would you like your house cleaned Madame?
I promise to do a thorough job

My manhood securely locked in my chastity cage

Oh dear
I do hope I pass the inspection this time!

Last month, my mistress determined
That I had done a cursory job mopping the kitchen floor

And I wasn't allowed an ******* release for a month

My manhood strains inside the cage
I must take great care to make sure

The floors look stunning

I live to please my mistress
Jun 2015 · 367
Content To Walk Around
Matt Jun 2015
Who cares

No good jobs anymore
My education doesn't matter

Content to go to the gym
Content to be poor

Content to walk around
Striking my walking stick
Against the ground

America is ruined anyhow
So who cares?

The dollar is worthless anyhow

Prepare for emergency
It will all collapse one day

Live a life of solitude
Used to it by now
Jun 2015 · 283
Night And Day
Matt Jun 2015
Night and Day
They are the same---- Okay?

I walk by the houses and hear the voices
Human beings have lots of choices

What is my purpose here?
I utter underneath my breath

I live my life alone
And I strike this walking stick
Into hard stone
Matt Jun 2015
Gone Gone Gone
Into The Great Beyond

I inhabit a different realm now

I went to chip golf *****
At my usual place

I chipped for a bit
Then drove over to a beautiful park nearby

I sat beneath the trees
A long dirt path behind me

Completely alone
A beautiful afternoon

As I walked down the hill
And saw a lizard doing pushups

It scurried behind a tree

As I found another spot in the grass
Underneath the shade of a tree

I read a chapter
From Bertrand Russel's
The Practice and Theory of Bolshevism
Entitled, Why Russian Communism Has Failed

It appeared as though the black mother and child
That I saw earlier had left

The familiar voices of children playing
On The playground to my right
Could be heard in the distance

American families
Enjoying their American dream

Far to my left a couple enjoys the afternoon
Lying together in the grass

I look above as the birds descend
Across the park
They ride the wind

Simply extending their wings
And gliding across the park
They land on a tree opposite of me

And there was the ice cream truck
Circling its way
Around the park

With the familiar tunes
Of childhood days gone by

Then I came home
She is still announcing
What food is in the fridge

"I can see"
I muttered

Doing everything I could
Not to scream in her face
She just repeats that over and over

And then I went to the nature park
I took pictures of the birds
A video of a lone rabbit too

These animals just do what they do

A woman asked me what was the easiest trail
As I took a picture of the cross
On the monastery gate
I told her the way

I waited until she returned
To see if she would tell me
If she enjoyed the hike

She walked by
Ah well

I no longer seek a companion
I am alone
Forever alone

Oh look
This is the classic
American Scene
A summer American Dream

This is an expensive neighborhood
Don't you know
And fancy cars line the street
In front of the large home in Sierra Madre

Everyone is chatting
This is Tao
I walk by

I wonder if they even realize
That our country hangs in the balance
That our very way of life
May soon end

Oh, they are content
Just to carry on as always
Most people are

Our country has been ruined
Ruined!

A debt we cannot pay

A Chinese, Russian, and U.N. takeover
Likely on its way

Weaponized weather, A grid attack,
Most definitely a total economic collapse

But these Americans just want to enjoy
Their barbecue
As they often do

And on my walk home
Four steps
Thud
Followed by four steps
Thud

And after I go to the gym
I will return
And they will hear the thud
Yes they will hear
As they try to sleep in their beds

Thud

Get ready, Get Ready
Your American dreams will
Soon have gone away

Foot shortages and economic collapse
On its way
U.N. vehicles are here to stay

My therapist told me that
"God never gives us more than we can handle"

She being thirty-six
Accomplished and having had every
Opportunity to succeed in life

Her last words
She uttered a "Take Care"

You know when she told me she was leaving
I cried a bit and composed myself

She said, "I know its a lot to process"
It would have been respectful to be silent
And not say anything
And in that moment
I learned more about her
She did not honor what was sacred

How could she have said that?
Meeting with her was important to me
Quiet, please!
Your words are unnecessary

I didn't say anything to her about that
And that's fine
I had hoped for something higher
A companionship

Blah
To her I was just another client
Another paycheck

I don't trust her
She left me and her other clients

She never said the savior's name
She never said Jesus' name
Just her "higher power"

She told me to email her
If I get a job

I will not ever contact you again

Why are people having kids?
Why the **** are they?
So they can grow up in a FEMA CAMP!

Terrible times are coming for her and for me

That expression
"God never gives us more than we can handle"
Who says that?

Tell that to those who have starved to death
To the German men who spend over a decade
In Russian labor camps

Americans will have a lot to handle soon
And your money
Won't save you

Neither will your **** looks
Or your car

I'll survive
That's all I know how to do

Is to survive
And to keep feeling emptiness
And that ******* therapist
Who left

It was enjoyable
To meet with her
It was consistent

She did not give me much notice

I am pure
I do not engage in ****** *******
Married couples they disgust me
Slamming their privates into each other
Lusting after each other

I do not want to shake another's hand anymore

I do not know
Where that filthy hand has been

******* therapists
I'll never see one again

Remember---They don't really care about you!
Remember!!!

They are there for the money only
And they will sit and lie
Right to your face

Remember to care for yourself
In this world
Trust in Jesus and yourself

On my hike
I greet others with a friendly hello

Perhaps one day
I will meet another friend

I have three I trust now

Until then I will walk the streets alone

The therapist
She left, she left
And she did not give much of a care

Bah
It wasn't her fault
I just shouldn't have allowed myself
To care about our meeting

Now I don't care
I don't work
I don't do anything

Except read
And walk
And listen to podcasts

Gone Gone Gone
Gone Into the Great Beyond

Thud
Can you hear me?

Form is emptiness
Emptiness is form
Tathagata
Jun 2015 · 585
Likely Bad Times Ahead
Matt Jun 2015
If people can’t see the writing on the wall by now, they’ll never wake up. A military does not transport tons (TONS) of concertina wire, out in the open-not caring if it is seen, unless it is going to be used for something SOON. This wire is used for two things. Keeping enemies out (used to form military wire obstacles), or keeping prisoners in. The cost for transport, manpower to ***** the wire and manufacturing far out way the cost for using the amount we are seeing transported for merely an exercise.
The U.S. military, and other U.S government agencies, are spending way too much time and money for training. Our country’s leaders are scared to death, they are preparing for something big. The speed at which everything is being conducted, prepositioning of assets/ assets relocated, signals to me that whatever has them scared-is just around the corner.
We have China building islands to preposition assets and conducting large scale exercises, and we have Russia in the Ukraine fighting against U.S. equipped and trained troops, and conducting unprecedented military exercise (largest in their country’s history). We have both China and Russia building their own banking systems (AIIB/BRICS) to conduct trade and invest money + they have developed their own money wiring swift system (CHIPS)-circumventing what has always been used.
The Middle Eastern GCC countries are now forming a stonger military alliance so they can efectively operate jointly militarily together in the future, and they have been disusing limiting military weapons contracts with the U.S. They plan to purchase more hardware from their European allies. Why, because the U.S. will no longer be reliable, that’s right, we’ll be too busy dealing with chaos in our own country + weapons manufacturing will come to a complete halt, and they know it.
I believe the 500 days of climate chaos spoken about by the French Foreign Minister, with John Kerry standing at his side, has everything to do with all this. When the real chaos begins: super storms, quakes and volcanos, the U.S will be at its weakest. Much of our military will be oversees, and if you are in the military, plan on being stuck overseas. All Emergency Response Assets: National Guard, FEMA, Red Cross, DHS and other agencies will be overwhelmed. And this is when the U.N will intervene, and all our enemies, from all corners of the earth, will begin their invasion.
The most disturbing part of all this: It has all been planned, we have all been sold out to the global government corporate enterprise. And in case anyone wants to know who is paving the way, who is in charge, who will light the way? All you have to do is tune into the Popes address to our U.S. Congress (first time in history) and his address to the U.N. a few days later - this coming September. He will be the calming voice, the voice of reason, who will begin the process of unifying everyone. If you are not concerned, you should start becoming concerned, because in order for this man’s message to have the correct impact: answers for despair, fear and desperation, things are going to have to be getting pretty bad.
And all this is the perfect example of: Order out of Chaos. This is your New World Order people. I’ll leave you with this, and let it sink in: In a Short Time, This Will Be a Long Time Ago.
SealMan…
Matt Jun 2015
I alone am drifting
Not knowing where I am

I am a fool
Oh yes, I am confused

I drift like the waves of the sea without direction

When the country is confused and in chaos
Loyal ministers appear

Give up sainthood
Renounce wisdom

Renounce profit
And bandits and thieves will disappear

Cast of selfishness
And temper desire

I am alone, without a place to go

I am confused

Others are clear and bright
But I alone and dim and weak

Others are sharp and clever
I alone am dull and stupid

I drift like the waves of the sea without direction
Like the restless wind

Everyone else is busy
But I alone and aimless and depressed

I am different
I am nourished by the great mother

The Tao is elusive and intangible

It is elusive and intangible
Yet within is form

Oh it is dim and dark
And yet within is essence

This essence is very real
And therein lies faith

How do I know the ways of creation?
Because of this:

Yield and Overcome
Bend and be straight
Empty and be full
Wear out and be new
Have little and gain
Have much and be confused

Therefore the wise embrace the One
And set an example to all

They do not quarrel
So no one quarrels with them

Be really whole
And all things will come to you

To talk little is natural
High winds do not last all morning
Heavy rain does not last all day
Jun 2015 · 304
La di da di da
Matt Jun 2015
It's just a passing show

Changing times
And changing places

Changes dates
And changing faces

The emptiness remains the same
Going here and going there

Human bodies everywhere

Who am I?
I'll never know

Forget the self
It's better for your health

Returning to the source is stillness
Which is the way of nature
Matt Jun 2015
I'm just going from here to there
And one experience to the next
Golf ***** and the gym

I'd like to meet some people
My few friends live quite a ways away

Lonely this life

Companionship

A friend I could talk to each week
Would be nice

Maybe one day?

It would be fulfilling for me
Jun 2015 · 232
Alone Times
Matt Jun 2015
I do really love times alone now
It's mostly all I know

To the gym
Then to the golf course
Jun 2015 · 299
Youtube Ad
Matt Jun 2015
We are all the same
We are all one

Some lame Youtube ad

Narrated by Robert Downey Jr.

Sorry, we are all not all the same

Human beings share many things in common

And though most people want

Similar things out of life

There are evil people who do terrible things

What about the ISIS fighters
Who blocked
The dam
So the people can't get water?

I am not like them
Neither are you Robert Downey Jr.

I am not like them.  I am good.

Don't try to tell me that all of humanity is one.

If all of humanity respected and loved each other

If we were all "one" then we wouldn't have
Terrible wars and conflicts, etc. each day

I wish this weren't the case
But this is the way it has always been on earth.
Jun 2015 · 151
Not Touched By Woman
Matt Jun 2015
Do you feel kind of akward
In your body at times?

They you are like me
Not that attractive

But that's okay
Wouldn't want to touch
Another woman anyway

Better not to get to close
To someone anyhow

No woman will
Ever touch me
Matt Jun 2015
The sage had no mind of his own
He is aware of the needs of others

The sage is shy and humble

All things arise from Tao
They are nourished by nature

The beginning of the universe
Is the mother of all things

Keep your mouth shut
Guard the senses

Using the outer light
Return to insight

What is firmly established cannot be uprooted
Cultivate virtue in yourself

His bones are soft
His muscles weak
But his grip his strong

It is not wise to rush about

If too much energy is used
Exhaustion follows

Those who know do not talk
Those who talk do not know
Jun 2015 · 252
I Alone Am Dull
Matt Jun 2015
I alone am dull
Wandering on the mountain trail

My akward shoulder

I like it here
It is quiet
It is still

I do not need to be entertained
Desireless
Not knowing
And not ever wanting to know
About the union of man and woman

No job to go to
Eating Cheerios
Listening to the Tao Te Ching

Misery is the root of happiness

That without substance
Can enter where there is no room

He who is attached to things will suffer much
Jun 2015 · 233
Chimpmunks Everywhere
Matt Jun 2015
A chimpmunk here
A chimpmunk there

These chimpmunks are everywhere
Under log
And over stone

The mountain floor is there home

I saw a chimpmunk sitting under a tree
As he squeaked
It seemed as though he stared right at me


These chimpmunks dart from here to there

Yes indeed, they are everywhere
Jun 2015 · 308
Mountain Man
Matt Jun 2015
I'll tell you a tale
Of a mountain man

Night time, just him and the mountain
Sitting and relaxing
Next to a tree

Few minutes later
He took a marvelous ***

So at peace
Everything is as it should be

Loving the mountains so much
He began to stroke his wee wee

That mountain man is me!

Hahaha
Jun 2015 · 310
Wish I Had A Female Friend
Matt Jun 2015
Screens

Internet chats
Ipad games

Stitcher
Podcasts

There are no people in my life

Just screens............

Young Americans are tired of this
Tired of being poor
And not being able to meet anyone
Jun 2015 · 3.0k
My Life As A Sex Toy Tester
Matt Jun 2015
I spend my days
And nights

Testing toys
Of all shapes and sizes

Vibrators, ******
Ben wa ***** too

They vibrate and slide
Deep inside

And then I write a review

This is my life as a *** toy tester
Jun 2015 · 786
She Is Ignoring Me
Matt Jun 2015
Did I Say Something Wrong?

I referred to her as a goddess

Im worried I may have been too forward

I said I meant it in the most polite and respectful way

Now she is ignoring me

Do women always play

These games, lol
Jun 2015 · 614
Women Who Love Gay Erotica
Matt Jun 2015
Have you been naughty ladies?

Have you pleasured yourself

As you watched two muscular young studs

Be intimate with each other?

Did you enjoy their **** bodies rubbing together?

Did you have a powerful ******

When they came together?
Jun 2015 · 373
Observe The Tao
Matt Jun 2015
Always some scene
Happening away from me

People chatting
People walking
Often they have a friend or lover

I just have my podcasts
And articles

I'm content with that

I like to observe the Tao
Jun 2015 · 162
Women Are Beautiful
Matt Jun 2015
7 years since I went on a date

I wonder what it would be like
For a woman to like me

I'm a kind person

I see women with their beautiful smiles

Would be fun to go on a date

Of course when you have no money
And can't find a job
It's not going to happen

Better to go wander alone on the mountain trails again
Jun 2015 · 714
Because I Love You
Matt Jun 2015
To the woman I have not met yet
I love you
Let's cuddle tonight

You will find me to be the most loving
And caring man you have ever met

We can spend time together
Hug and be intimate
My pleasure is not that important to me

I want to use my tongue
To help make you ***
Again and again and again

Because I love you...
I probably shouldn't write things like this.  Or entertain the thought of a woman caring for me.  But it's fun to think of anyhow.
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