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Matt Nov 2016
It's the money
That gives him
His sense of importance

Money is the root
Of all evil

I won't be here for Christmas
I don't at all care
You're just a dying body
Sitting over there

Nobody Tells Me
What to do

Nobody

I hope I have made
Myself perfectly clear
Nobody Tells Me What To Do
Matt Nov 2016
Eat healthy, get good sleep
And keep moving...

The secret to good health
That is what the ad plays
Over and over again

I learned that
It didn't matter
How many times

I lifted the weights
I would never
Get a body women liked

I learned that life is meaningless
Lonely

That my old therapist
Was never my friend
And I should not have
Considered her that

Where will I go
What will I do

Should I go to my old college
Should I sit alone
And look miserable

Hoping a woman will talk to me....
Should I just sit with my article
In the library
And become part of the wall

What a meaningless existence
And boring
And futile
And blah blah blah blah blah blah

A world full of emptiness
The self doesn't exist at all it seems

My terrible life
My lonely life
My American life

Just another day
Another day

This is just sad
Some sad ramblings

I've got to just get out there
Yea, and change things
And meet my female friend

I'll try again today
Matt Nov 2016
All around me are
Worn out faces

Same old places

Nothing is changing at all

On the internet
I meet wonderful people

But they are so far away

And I wonder
Am I slowly dying
Slowly dying
Slowly dying each day

And I'm alone
So alone
And I don't care

Do not care
Anymore at all

To my old therapist
I really hate you
Really hate you

Bleh

What a stupid whiner I am
Whine, don't whine
It doesn't matter

It's a big world
That swallows me whole

I'm out there somewhere
Alone
  Nov 2016 Matt
Ravanna Dee
When you sit and stare at people,
As they go throughout their daily tasks,
Do you ever happen to wonder,
If the expression their wearing is a mask?
As they walk right on past you,
A smile drawn across their face,
Do you ever think that maybe,
In this world they actually feel out of place?
And when a mother catchers her child being reckless,
You watch as she speaks to him with fury,
Do you mentally chide her instantly, or wonder that if maybe,
That's her way she handles worry?
When a little girl of six,
Sits alone, watching everyone else,
Do you think that she is sad,
Or maybe that she just prefers to by herself?
So many times, so many cases,
We believe our own interpretation,
That our eyes and ears have sought the truth,
But then we learn, often too late, that they'd gathered misinformation.
Oh, all the countless times we see things,
And deem them to mean something of no such,
You would think the we would eventually learn,
Not to so quickly judge.
Often as humans, we see something and instantly make some conclusion as to what it means. That doesn't make it accurate, though. What we think we know can be completely different as to what it really is. However, I don't think we sometimes realize that. Sometimes we judge too quickly, too harshly, and it can often cause more harm than good.
Matt Oct 2016
I wasn't at work
I hardly work at all

I don't have a fulfilling career
And I don't care

I am confident in man's ability
To destroy

I was called a liar
This morning
I've been called
Many negative things

Some are true
Some are not

I have watched gay ****
But am not gay

It is the money
That gives people
The right to judge

The money
That gives them their power

American dollars
Who will be elected this time?
I could care less

I'm just hear to do the minimum

I'll march to the beat
Of my own drum

And I won't be here for Christmas

I masturbated while writing this poem
Lol
Matt Oct 2016
I'm afraid
There is not much hope

In me meeting my female friend

Is life a joke?

First I'm here
Then I'm there

It's all so bizarre
And who cares?

Nations preparing
Their citizens for war

Aiming nuclear warheads
Oh what a bore

They're doing it again
They've done it before
Matt Oct 2016
Where have you gone wonder woman?
You were so kind and loving

You listened to me

You told me that one day
I could meet a female friend

That was year and a half ago

Oh well
Life is lonely
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