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Andieeson Oct 2017
Life goes round and round,
Going to school, learn, do homework and sleep.
Repeat this til you graduate and it's work, sleep, eat.
Times like this I'd like to cut off it and try new things.
The catch is there isn't anything to try.
Times like this, I'd like to take a break from school without trying to fall ill. I just wanna live life
Another lonely night went past,
with the same old agony at last,

she retired to bed at four,
waiting for someone who had a cure.

Her life is no longer the same,
she,now,doubts if the promises were lame.

She often complains loosing her worth,
when he keep mum like a tot at birth.

For he has nothing to say,
as the circumstances pave the way.

He is aware of her pain within,
she conceals,but he knows what's hidden.

A bond as this,is a house of clay,
a single wave can ruin the play.

Your Palace of dreams has no other trick,
contribute together,brick by brick.

No world is perfect as in a reel,
even a cart cant move with a lesser wheel.
  Oct 2017 Andieeson
milk
maybe it's because i am not satisfied with who i am
maybe it's because i've fallen so from where i use to be
maybe it's because i let myself fall in love
maybe it's because i learned friendship, and trust, and hope and
with learning all these things, there was a consequence
a consequence that wasn't mine to serve
it's because after knowing what these concepts were,
it was impossible but to not notice their absence
i am not sad because of my unresolved trauma, i am sad because my coping skills were people and people leave
and sadness is present
sadness does not pause for you
sadness does not let you prepare
sadness rips into your chest and makes its home there
i'm sad because i'm not my own reason to live
i'm sad because i want to stay sad
because it's safe
because it's the only constant in my life
Andieeson Sep 2017
Clearly, you're unwell.
Clearly, you need help.

I'm unwell.
I do need help.

But why you.
Why of all people it's you?

I don't know why but i should know you chose me.

I know and i love you as well.

I can't return that.

Why not?
An unusual conversation
Andieeson Sep 2017
She waves her hair back and fourth smiling so innocently it caputres your eyes.
Your kind of love you may reveal but not the kind of love you would bare to hold her hands and kiss her from her soft tinted lips. She's perfect. Picture perfect.
Pictures taken from scenes, her scenes, it hurts.
It'll forever be stored and takes time to view and make a choice to delete.
In which couldn't bare to delete.
A photo in which it made you happy.
I stored away the SD card hiding away those happy memories when she swooped you off your feet. Those happy memories I couldn't achieve.
Andieeson Sep 2017
Lean on me like you never do before.
Hold my hand even if its not entwined.
Bury your face on my shoulder and love me
More than anyone you loved.
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