At night i dream about you.
Not just by holding your hand.
In places where i get to be alone with you, i feel safe and sound
Keys, strings tied to my broken heart in a box, you opened them so quickly.
All i could ever give to you unknowingly is because i love you.

I woke up, face wet knowing it was all a dream.

I was happy,
I wasn't sad,
I was jumpy,
I'm never mad.

They came,
They were angry.
They shot me,
They screamed and i cry.

I grew and nothing changed.
But just a little,
They screamed once again

Why are you doing this
Why is it me?
If I'm gone no one is gonna miss?
The actions i make
It's not my fault
It was a mistake
You think I'll grow
From your screams?

The trust
Those white lies
A straight face as they utter those words.
You failed them.
You failed yourself as you try to change.
They'll figure out what you did,
You'll face those harsh punishment,
And you'll lose them and yourself,
Shut up, just shut up.
You'll hurt yourself.
Don't say anything.
Even if it hurts.
Even if it means knowing you didn't spill.

A photo taken from long ago
A decade i may recall,
That decade i could remember,
Those smiles beneath both your cheek
Hands showing peace.
Those smiles as you stare,
A photograph i could only capture.
A photograph i could only hold.
A paper worth a memory.
But i could never live in to it.