Self love ?
you are my love
I love you more than myself
You are my wealth  
My most prized possession
My obsession
the love I have for you is so strong
I beg please don’t string me along
Because I truly feel we belong
But if I’m wrong
Let me know
So I can go
Right now I can handle that sorrow
But later on I just don’t know
If I’ll be able to handle a pain so great
So love tell me our fate

You cracked my heart in two
So I shed a million tears over you
But don’t be misconstrued
Because each tear sowed a seed
With the absence of your parasitic weeds
And your darkness removed
The sun began to shine through
Then  the strongest of trees grew
Bearing the sweetest tasting fruit
When you become tired and hungry en route
Once your life starts to drought
My trees will be no where in view
My orchard will not be there for you to uproot
The sweet nectar of my fruit will not be there to help you push through
This fruit will not be your next meal
The shade from my trees will not offer you shelter to heal
Because my orchard is sealed
By an impenetrable gate of steal

Where will I go when I die
Will I rise to the sky
Or sink to my fiery demise
Will my bones decay
And my soul remain
Heaven or Hell which will my soul claim
Sometimes you have to throw low blows in this fight called life
To avoid those poisonous snakebites
So yes I’ve done wrong but I’ve also done right
Understand that there are things I wish I could rewrite
But I can’t
So it’s out of mind and out of sight
I won’t make the same mistakes twice
Keep that in Mind when you choose whether or not I see your heavenly light

I thought our love would last forever
So convinced I got your initials on me and that’s going to last forever
I know that wasn’t very clever
However
Love makes you do whatever
Never did I see us falling apart
Because you’ve always been my heart
You’ve done wrong I’ve done wrong too
but through it all I’ve always loved you
And I knew we would always come through
I guess I’m just something you  outgrew  
Just know my love for you has always been true
I hope this pain in my heart will pass through
Know I’ll truly miss me and you

You slithered into my garden
With such beauty and grace
I thought you came to play but To my dismay
You were not what you were trying to covey
You thought you were just going to take and leave
Oh how easy you thought that would be
A Conesoyr of sorts
A man of all trades
But you see I was specially made
You just bit into forbidden fruit
Grown from a tree with poisonous roots
It’ll turn your heart black
There is no going back
You need to be cleansed of all your deceit  so tonight  I’ll give you a bloodbath
It’s time for you to feel my wrath
You’ll wish you never slithered onto to my path
And when I’m done with you every garden will be safe from your attack
You’ll feel my pain
Oh Snake you’ll be slain

Jesus, Allah, Yahweh, Buddha
I don’t know which one of y’all is real
So I’m going to tell you all how I feel
I’m in pain
The sun is shining but to me it seems like all it does is rain
I’m so drained
Emotionally, physically, and spiritually
Do you all even remember my name?
it seems like you’ve forgotten
I feel so rotten
As if my soul is starting to decay
I wish more than anything that  I could be washed away
To a better place
But we all know that’s not the case
that’s why we need to sit down and have this face-to-face
I don’t know how much more of this I can take
And I feel like y’all are being mighty ******* fake  
So for goodness sake
Listen to my prayers if you care
Because I can feel my heart starting to tear
Like I said I don’t know how much more of this I can bear

A house full of pain
That’s what I became
Foreclosed because it became too much to maintain  
3 bolts and a chain
Secured my front door, my domaine
No one can invade
But then you came
And nothing was the same
You didn’t need to knock
Because you picked the lock
It came as such a shock
you’re a carpenter and I’m a broken house so we interlocked
You made repairs
No more wear and tear
Follow me down stairs
You must be exhausted  
Allow me to quench you thirst
Time for me to put you first
Let me repay you for all your work